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After getting into an accident, I pretend to be an amnesiac to pull a prank on my husband and son. "Who are you guys?" I ask. A hint of delight flickers in my son's eyes. He pulls a woman waiting outside the hospital ward inside and says, "My parents and I came to visit you, ma'am." My husband watches all of this happen without saying a word. He doesn't correct our son.

I was never supposed to be his bride, I was the mistake he couldn’t erase. Killian hated me for breathing and for simply existing. His eyes burned with anger every time they landed on me. There was so much hate and heat between us, I could barely breathe. Then there was Nolan, his brother. Quiet, but dangerous. He didn’t look at me like I was broken. He looked at me like he wanted to take everything I had—body and soul. I didn’t mean for this to happen. But guilt tastes a lot like desire when you’re starving for something real. And now I’m caught between two brothers…one who wants to hurt me, and one who already has. This isn’t just a love triangle. It’s a war. And I’m the weapon.

Damar Wirawan hidup dalam penyesalan mendalam setelah bertahun-tahun silam memutuskan mencampakkan istri dan anaknya. Dulu, ia mudah termakan fitnah dan hasutan ibunya, Ratna, serta saudara-saudara tirinya, yang memandang rendah Laras Sasmita. Bagi Ibu Ratna, Laras yang berasal dari kalangan sederhana adalah ancaman besar yang bisa menggagalkan ambisinya untuk menguasai harta warisan suaminya. Dalam kebenciannya, Ibu Ratna bahkan tega melakukan sesuatu yang tak termaafkan—membuang anak Laras yang masih berusia 7 tahun ke tengah hutan, tanpa sepengetahuan siapa pun, semata mata hanya untuk menghancurkan hati Laras. Bertahun-tahun, Laras hidup dalam keterpurukan, bertahan di bawah tekanan Ratna yang kejam dan anak-anak tirinya yang tak kenal belas kasih. Namun, kehidupan Laras berubah ketika ia menemukan harapan baru: anak yang dulu dibuang di tengah hutan ternyata selamat dan kini telah tumbuh dewasa. Bersama anaknya, Laras merencanakan untuk membalas segala kejahatan yang dilakukan keluarga Damar terhadap mereka. Sementara itu, Damar, yang selama bertahun-tahun mengabaikan Laras, akhirnya menyadari kebenaran di balik semua fitnah yang ditanamkan oleh keluarganya. Menyadari kesalahannya, ia kembali ke Laras dengan penuh penyesalan dan permohonan maaf, berharap bisa menghapus luka yang terlanjur dalam. Namun, hati Laras tak lagi sama. Akankah dia menerima kembali Damar yang telah melukainya? Ataukah dendam yang kini menyala akan menghapus semua rasa cinta yang dulu pernah ada?

Ruby signs a contract and makes a deal with the ruthless billionaire Jasper to bear a child for him, she signs the contract to save her late father's restaurant. Ruby is treated like a maid and she is insulted and mistreated by Jasper and Tiffany. Caden, who happens to be Jasper's stepbrother, is the only person who treats Ruby like a decent human being, but things take a turn when Ruby gets pregnant for Caden and not Jasper as agreed in the contract she signed What will become of Ruby when Jasper finds out she's pregnant for another man's child?

**Spin-off dari novel The Seductive Revenge dan Marriage Partner** (Romansa, Petualangan, 21+) Siapa yang menyangka kalau Amanda Almira Wrighton, seorang supermodel kenamaan yang sedang berkiprah di Milan ternyata memiliki dua pekerjaan yang bertolak belakang : satu sebagai model yang dikagumi, dan satu lagi sebagai agen mata-mata rahasia yang bekerja untuk PBB? Dan bagaimana bila ternyata kriminal yang ingin ia tangkap ternyata adalah seseorang yang selalu berada di dekatnya? Yaitu orang yang selalu membantunya dalam misi, berulang kali menyelamatkannya, dan diam-diam mencintainya. Kairo Aldevara, seseorang yang memiliki masa lalu yang brutal dan kelam, namun dengan sikapnya yang cuek dan santai telah berhasil mengecoh Amanda, membuatnya terperosok hingga pada akhirnya menyerah dan mengatakan, "I Love You, Mr. Devil..." *** visual karakter dapat dilihat di Instagram @blackauroranovels

After finally quiting her horrible job as an assistant to a magazin company, Princi Jona got her dream job as a high manager in a large company called the Davis Company. But unlucky her, she ended up getting stuck in the elevator on her first day with a sea blue eyed stranger. After deciding to pass the time though games and getting to know eachother, princi ended up striking the stranger at the back of his hand until he called the game quits. After they went their separate aways, Princi made it in time for her first meeting only to realize that the stranger she had slapped continously was non other than Shawn Davis...her new boss. Let the game of hide and seek begin...

Will a maton girl with a stone heart break her own forbidden rule? Will someone can tame and control her uncontrolled wall? Florencia is not an ordinary girl. She's not prim and proper. She moved like a real man, surrounded by a men. But... She met this cold and ruthless rich man.. one looked at him and she feels like turning.. turning into a person she doesn't know where to came from. Will she gives in? Or will she still fought for her beliefs not to be tame by someone?

Isang babae na pilit pinag-aagawan ng magkapatid. Buong akala ng kanilang magulang na isang disente at nakapag-aral ang babaeng kinababaliwan ng kanilang anak. Ngunit isa itong bayarang babae na pinagpapantasyahan ng mga kalalakihan sa White Coast Stripper’s Club. Maria, tunay na mahinhin ang itsura ngunit may nakakaakit na labi at mga mata na pumukaw kay Victor at Vladimir. Dalawang binata mula sa bigating pamilya sa Pilipinas ngunit magkaiba ang pananaw sa buhay. Tila nag-iisang babae sa mundo ang turing kay Maria kung pag-agawan siya ng dalawang magkapatid na handang magpakamatay para sa kanya. Pero paano kung nagpakabulag si Maria sa pera at tunay na tinalikuran ang lalaki na kaya siyang mahalin kahit may pagkukulang ito sa pera? Pagsisihan niya ba ito, o ito ang hudyat upang mailagay ang buhay niya sa peligro?

Jack, CEO tampan putra tunggal Hans Ferdinand Graham. Siapa tak mengenal Jack dengan segala aset yang tersohor di seluruh Mexico City. Ia punya segalanya tapi minim attitude, bertemu Ammy Lawrence Martin, gadis pemberontak yang suka menentang Jack yang sesuka hati dan arogan. Dalam diam-diam mereka saling jatuh cinta. Saat keduanya mulai terjebak dalam perasaan cinta begitu dalam, menjadi sepasang kekasih yang seakan tak terpisahkan, kenyataan pahit harus mereka telan. Bahwa rupanya Jack bukan putra kandung Hans, melainkan hanya senjata untuk di jadikan objek pembalasan dendam kepada ayah kandung Jack yang sebenarnya, Bob Martin. Apa yang terjadi kemudian, saat Jack dan Ammy tahu bahwa sesungguhnya mereka adalah saudara kembar yang sengaja dipisahkan dan disatukan kembali demi menghancurkan keluarganya? Dan benarkah Jack dan Ammy adalah saudara kembar? "I'm sorry, Ammy?" "Untuk?" "Cause i love you." "Jika cinta kita adalah sebuah kesalahan, aku mau kita salah selamanya asal kita bisa bersama." Ammy tersenyum. "Ya. Aku tahu itu." "Live with me,and if you die, i will die with you." Temukan jawabannya di sini.

Sophia Hale has been abused by her stepfather for years. she was always strong enough to take any type of abuse, but when he hurts her little half brother, it's the last straw. she runs away with her little bro. they were always on the run, because their stepdad was a werewolf and they were just humans. He could always track them down since he was a tracker in his old pack She and her brother hears about a pack that is so big that they have their one town. They move their hoping her father would stay out of another pack's territory. But what happens when she finds her mates and also learns that she isn't just a human but so much more. will her mates love her ? will she love them? or will they hurt her and reject the broken girl ? Will her father find her?