I Swear I Still Hate Him Novels & Stories

“Then say it. Just say what’s eating you alive instead of pacing like a damned animal.” His eyes locked on mine, and something in him snapped. “I hate you.” I couldn't breathe again. I blinked. “You don’t mean that.” my voice cracked. “Oh, I do.” He took a step closer, rage tightening his features. “I hate the way you walk around like you didn’t destroy everything. I hate how you look at me like you still deserve to be here. I hate—” his voice broke slightly before he pushed through, “—that no matter how much you pretend to be different, you’re still her. Still Isadora.”

Then he leaned in close, his breath brushing against my ear. “I’ll go,” he said softly. “But this isn’t over. It never was.” And with that, he walked out, leaving me standing in the middle of my living room with shaking hands, a racing heart, and lips that still burned. I hated him. But God help me… I wanted more.

The words still crawled under my skin, replaying again and again, even though he had walked away. I squeezed my eyes shut. I wanted to block him out, erase his voice from my head. But it clung like smoke. “I hate him,” Ivana said suddenly, her voice sharp, cutting through the dark. “I hate the way he thinks he knows us. Like we’re pieces in some game.” I lifted my head slightly, searching her face in the dim light. “What if he’s right?” The words slipped out before I could stop them. Her eyes snapped to me, fierce and bright even in the shadows. “Don’t you dare. Don’t you ever give him that.”

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

he said I was trying to fight it but deep down in my heart I know that I believe everything that is telling me right now There is no way that he can be lying about something like this. *I just .....I really don't know what to do anymore. For the past three years, I've hated you." I said He held me closer to himself "If you hated me for the past three years then you need to make up for it now don't hate me anymore since you already know that I was doing it for your sake"

he said and hugged me. "You hate me now!" "No…..no I don’t hate you…..I’d never hate you……I promise…… promise to always love you….." He said. . . . ......

And their son, Carlton, I want to see him suffer, I want him in pain, I want him to get hurt badly,’ he pours out bitterly and almost looks like he is in a trance, speaking to himself, oblivious to my presence in the car. ‘Emotionally,’ he adds quickly, noticing the surprised expression on my face. ‘No, I don’t mind if it’s physical,’ that isn’t the reason why I look shocked. His show of hatred towards their familiar seems deeper, like there is something else to it, besides what he’s been telling me all these years. He looks at me and smirks at my response. ‘Tristan?’ ‘Mmmm.’ ‘Why do you hate the Stewarts? Why have you made it your mission to ruin them badly?’

He shrugs, “If you want to put it that way, sure.” “What do you mean ‘sure’? It’s either you love me or you hate me. You can’t feel both at the same time.” Looking up again, he is definitely serious with what he’s about to say, “I hate that you don’t want us, I hate that you would always treat me as if I’m less, but that doesn’t mean I can erase my love for you just like that. I loved you with all my heart when we were together, I love you still, Soph.”

“I know it sounds insane that I’m even saying this, but…” “Are you in love with him?” Tiara cut in. My eyes widened, and I quickly shook my head. “No! That’s not it, Tiara. I’m not in love with him. How could I be in love with someone I… I hate?” She gave me a look. One I’d seen before. One that said, you’re lying to yourself and you don’t even realize it. “You don’t talk about him with that hatred anymore,” she said calmly. “You used to sound like you wanted to tear him apart. Now? It’s like he’s already won you over.”

I say as I could suddenly feel myself sob uncontrollably. " but you know what,I do not understand the reason why I still love him regardless of what he had done to me....he did nothing but hurt me and all I feel this past few months is mind drifting back to him at every opportunity it seems to get....I'm just so stupid " I finally and I could hear myself hiccuping from constant crying. " heyyy it's okay....you do not need to be too hard on yourself, you know that right?" I hear him say but took a stop to look at me,obviously trying to see if I was taking what he was telling me well.