Novel & Cerita Never Getting Her Back

The way she looked at me when I talked about my rise, my comeback, like she was watching a man talk himself into a corner. No fear. No awe. No hunger. Just… distance. And for some reason, I keep going back to that. Like if I can just break past whatever wall she has up, I’ll finally get some fucking clarity. I grab my phone. Scroll. Still no reply from her. Two texts. One call. Nothing. I am losing my fucking mind.

“She won’t win.” He looked at me then,really looked. His wife. His shield. His fight. “She won’t,” he said again. Firmer. Angrier. “Because she’s already lost the one thing she’ll never get back.” “What’s that?” “You.”

"She wants you back. Did she tell you that?" He shakes his head as his hand rises to still my fingers so that I'm able to cup the side of his face. "No." "She understands that she lost the best thing in her life and now wants it back. She wants you back." I shake my head. "I can't really blame her for that."

"Have I apologized for being so insensitive the other day?" "No, but there is no need. You're a jerk. I get it." "Come on, man. Don't do that." He turned toward me and rolled his shoulders. "I'm going nuts without her, Kendal. I need to get her back." "Then go get her." "She's gotta come back. Don't you know how this works? I'm not chasing her down after she left her damn ring on my nightstand. How desperate would that be?" "How desperate are you?"

Why can’t you get out of my mind, I’m going crazy! It’s been three days and I keep on waiting at that bar every night just to see her but I ain’t had a chance. She never went back there and she didn't know what was happening to me. I keep on waiting for her. There’s something in me wanting to see her again. "I don't, I don't really know, I don't, I don't really care maybe keep it on the low with stories I don't want to share,"

I said, smiling when she got stuck between a tree and me. “Who….who says anything about getting me back?” She asked looking behind and around. I knew what she was planning but before she could I placed my hands at her sides, stopping whatever idea running in her head. “Me. I’m getting you back Ellie—it’s only a matter of time—but I know you will be mine very soon……again.” I swallowed down the emotions tugging at my chest. We wouldn’t have been this way if only I had manned up and fought for her back then. But alas we are here and there’s nothing I can do about it.

As if trapped in an invisible prison, he remained rooted to the spot as he told me, "Ms. Ingram, you can hate me." The second half of his statement had been too soft, and I'd forgotten it for too long. Now it suddenly thundered in my mind like lightning. He'd said, "But you will eventually return to me." Yes, I had ultimately returned from Westbrook to Northbrook. I was back to face the person I had wanted to escape since my youth. His love was just too intense, too direct, yet too rigid. I now frowned deeply with my lips pressed together, unsure of what to say.

"Is that so? I don't think so." Sheryl laughed too. A gleam flashed across her eyes, as though they were a pair of sharpened blades. "Plus, how would you know that I haven't gotten what I was after? What I want is to stay by Mr. Justin's side. I, Sheryl Gillis, will only march ahead. I will never look back." … After leaving the detention center, Sheryl drove back to her own manor immediately. She had an enjoyable bath and sprayed some perfume on to get rid of all the bad luck on her.

“He has to pay me back. He has to pay back every single thing.” I shook my head. “I’m not going back because I miss him. I’m going back because I need to get what’s rightfully mine. I need to get everything back. I feel like I will never fully recover, never truly make a step forward if I lose it all and he took everything." My voice was quiet, but sharp, cutting through the air.

“Nikolai what, what are you talking about?, why wou, why would you“ my hands roughly going through my hair. He cut me off, his voice sharp. “Liora’s back.” For a second the name didn’t register. Then it did, my stomach twisted. Liora hale. His college sweetheart, His first love. “What, what do you mean she’s back?, back as in, back in belgrave?, or what” My voice cracked, trying to steady my laboured breathing, and bring the ringing in my head to stop, more tears streaming down my cheeks without permission. A stinging feeling of betrayal blossoming in my chest.