Claimed by The Rogue Alpha
Joy Apensit's my birthday keep calmback to my worst birthday and starting anewtouching birthday message to myselfmy dearest allie i couldn't sleep last night
I was completely hollow.
Matteo had come into my life in such fierce manner that made me wanna smash my head in the wall. He'd handled me with carelessness, had hurt in me in a ton of ways. Yet, he was my first of many things. My first real obsession. My first real kiss. My first real sex. I couldn't exactly point out when I first fell for him. It could have been the time he'd crept in on me in the nondescript room and had asked me that deeply aggravating question: you are a virgin, aren't you? It could have been the moment I'd shared a kiss with him in the mace, all soaked up as the sky rained on us. Or it could have been when I'd come upon his library. Oh wait, maybe I had fallen in live