Novel & Cerita Rejected, my jaded love

During all the days she was gone, he had drowned in self-loathing. He wanted to tear open his chest and show her the thorns of regret that had grown wild inside him, piercing through his very soul. But when he met her cold, dark eyes, all the words in his throat choked into silence. Yellow laburnum flowers fluttered down between them. "Go home. I don't want to see you." Selena turned away. "Don't go–" Ian reached out, grasping at empty air. His fingers only caught the bitter wind passing through.

How could you even be jealous of your own brother? "Honestly, just drown in your jealousy! If Timothy's condition worsens because of you, I'll never forgive you for the rest of my life!" The words I was about to say got stuck in my throat. As I listened to her barrage of verbal attacks, I was full of bitterness. By the end, when my heart felt like it had been torn to shreds, I rasped out a question. "Beverly, have you ever really considered me your boyfriend?" The other end of the line went quiet.

My mind trying to figure out how to put my next sentence into figurative words without sounding desperate or like a dumbass. "Finn always taught me to grab the moment I can with both hands. You taught me to love again and I need to teach myself how to still mourn what we lost but love the life we had created and to also share how I'm feeling and what I want. I have never had what you've been gone Jax okay I never had a family who loved me, who believed in me and the things I could achieve. I didn't have a mate before you who loved me the way a mate should I was hurt and weak, I felt betrayed and used and most of all I felt alone but you've given me time and time again reasons to believe, rea

He reached out to wipe them away, but she pulled back, her eyes narrowing in suspicion. "Why are you saying this now?" she asked, her voice guarded. Adam took a deep breath, trying to gather his thoughts. "I know that I hurt you, Amelia," he said. "And I know that I can never make up for what I did. But I want you to know that I still love you. I never stopped loving you." Amelia's face softened, and she took a step closer to him. "Why did you reject me, Adam?" she asked softly.

“I can wait for you, Margaux. Just tell me if you are willing to accept me. I'm sorry for everything that I've done for you. My life fucked up and I deserved this. I was in deep pain right now knowing that you rejected me. And what you are doing now is rejecting me. It's painful but I have to go with the flow.” I'm holding back my tears and the only way for it to be stopped is by biting my upper lips which I am doing now. There were beads of tears from Jace's eyes and I could feel the pain that he felt now. I know he still loves me because I could still feel it. However, everything is not that easy. He can't have me that easily.

He talked about love and how much love can heal a broken mind and soul , stating that if you must love then you must forget all the pains in your heart. "The love you hated could be your perfect love. The love I hated saved me and has mended my heart for good", Harry said in his speech.

The weight of the girl's rejection as his Mate pressed down upon him, a bitter pill to swallow. "I reject you as my Mate," she declared, her words piercing the silence. Adam's gaze dropped to his feet, a mix of sadness and resignation etched upon his face. The pain of the rejection seared through his heart, but he knew that accepting it was the only path forward. His voice steady, Adam replied, "I accept the rejection." It was a solemn affirmation, an acknowledgment of the love that would forever remain unfulfilled. The girl's smile, though tinged with a touch of sadness, spoke volumes of her gratitude for his understanding.

but I can't do this. I can't wait six more months for yet another rejection, or worse, a predicament like mother’s where he would mate with me while another remained the figurehead of the kingdom because I still will not be good enough, not to him. Not to one who values their image like him. What a weird ‘I love you’. ‘I love you, but I do not believe you are worthy of standing beside me.’ His love tastes so bitter. Then again, all their love does; mother, father, Jax, him…all of them.

If I’d been asked to imagine a million different ways that would have played out, him rejecting me would never have been one of them. I was crushed… devastated… shattered. Every single dream I’d had of being with him had been ripped apart to pieces. I staggered out of the building, blinded by my tears. SubhanAllah. All of a sudden, it was 2004 all over again. How could I have thought Jacobi would want a dirty and broken woman like me? I was no good for anyone, and the same way I had been rejected when I’d tried returning home to india, the same way my would-have-been suitor,had eventually rejected me, was the same way Jacobi had just rejected me. I was good for nothing. Good for nobody.

he yelled jogging towards me. Reluctantly, I turned back to face him, unable to avoid the intensity in his eyes. He spoke softly, "Things don't have to end this way between us." My resolve wavered for a moment, but I clenched my jaw and replied, "Yes, it didn't have to, but it did, and it's not my fault. There's no going back now; all that's left is for you to accept my rejection." He stepped closer, his voice pleading, "Isadora, please. Just take some time to rethink things. You don't have to leave like this."