Story Of My First Love の小説・ストーリー

I don’t want to be haunted like this again. Nick was the first person I have ever fallen in love with. He was the first man I ever trusted enough to give him my heart. I thought this was a fairy tale: handsome knight in shining armor turns princess charming into a lady, makes her fall in love with him, and starts believing in ever after. Now, princess charming was up against the knight’s old flame. And it wasn’t as if she was up against a fling or a fuck buddy. She was fighting the knight’s first love and years of history that she didn’t have with him.

But most of all would I give up everything to just know that you would be alive? Our love story wasn’t a normal love story it wasn’t like the ones you read in fairy tale books or romance novels. It was a love story of love and betrayal one that kept plaguing both our lives. We were doomed from the first time we set eyes on each other, but I couldn’t stop myself from wanting to love you.

The plea in his eyes was almost unbearable, his entire demeanor pitiful as he looked at me, humbled and broken. "Pearl, I really know I was wrong. We've been together for so long… you know me. I've never done anything to truly betray you. I…" "You love me. I know. And I also know that no matter how far you went with Susie, you never crossed that final line," I spoke calmly, as if we were discussing someone else's problems. "I know Susie was just a fleeting distraction for you. I know you've always loved me…" With every word I spoke, hope returned to his eyes, and by the time I finished, he was looking at me with renewed belief.

But the boy who held me last night, who danced with me as if gliding across water, doesn’t have a cold bone in his body. That boy’s heart shone through his eyes, and for just a little while, it shone for me. I will never forget that. Never forget how it felt the first time I felt my heart beat out of time. But it would be even more impossible to forget the first time I fell in love.

"The Moon Goddess doesn't know what she's doing. She gave me the North... but I’d trade the throne just to stay in this garden with you. You're the only thing that's real." He had kissed me then. It wasn't the kiss of a mate; it was the kiss of a survivor finding the shore. In that moment, I hadn't been an Omega or a liability. I had been a woman who was loved. That memory was the foundation of every reason I had ever had to fight. It was the only part of my soul that still knew how to feel the sun. [ASSET IDENTIFIED: THE FIRST PROMISE] [LIQUIDATION: INITIATING]

I wasn’t sure, but as our eyes meet, I feel my heart squeeze painfully and a knot begin to form in my throat, suffocating me while I try my damndest to keep a smile on my face. You see, the woman getting married is my mother, and the one that she is marrying is a man who opened up my eyes to the world of love and the pain it brought along with it when the one you love wouldn’t and couldn’t be with you. Everyone has a first love. Some meet that person who they instantly click with and feel butterflies with, while others slowly fall in love as time passes. I was no exception to this, and because I wasn’t an exception, my first love came while I was still in high school.

And the crushing weight of questions I still can’t answer. They say first love is less about perfection and more about discovery—the raw, unfiltered moments that shape who you become. For me, Carmen was that first love: the one who awakened feelings I didn’t know existed, and the one whose absence left a permanent scar. Even as the world pulled them apart, the memory of that first love stayed stubbornly alive, a fragile thread connecting me to a hope I wasn’t ready to give up.

I just hit his nape so he would shut up. “She has been through some things in the USA. That explains her changes that you see now,” I heard Karlo say from the outside of the house when I was about to serve them tea. “Her first love died when Helen attempted her second attack after the engagement party. All her friends turned their backs when they believed she was the reason why her first love was killed.” First love? I never said Victor was my first love! Can’t he improve his storytelling? I liked Victor, but not to the point that I would consider him my first love!

After a long while, she coldly replied, [What does that have to do with me? It was just as I thought. There was no such thing as a first love who truly didn’t mind! However, when I thought about the high appeasement budget David had given me for her, I shamelessly sent another message. [Because I want to build a good relationship with you!] She started typing again. From the looks of it, she was quite a conflicted person. Then again, if she weren’t, how could she have stayed abroad for three years without even calling David once?