The Silence After Yes
I had never been able to say no.
When I was five, some of the other kids at the foster home played a game with me. They told me to freeze, so I did. I stood in the exact same spot for two whole days and two nights without eating or drinking.
After I started school, I once stayed after class to ask my teacher for help with a difficult problem. He lost his temper and shouted, "You're such an idiot. You might as well die!"
I cut my wrist. Blood spilled across the floor, and I watched the anger in my teacher's eyes slowly turn into guilt.
That was why, on my very first day after the Graham family brought me home, I told them, "If you don't love me, just tell me. I won't object to it, not eve