Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything Song の小説・ストーリー

So please don't make this difficult for me more than it already is. "But I love you. I can't help it but I've falling deeply for you. And every day and night, I try to like to myself that there's nothing in my heart for you but I know that's a lie. I don't care who you are or who you're not. I don't care about tomorrow as long as I have you today."

(Gone too Soon by Daughtry. "Today could have been the day That you'd blow out your candles Make a wish as you closed your eyes Today could have been the day Everybody was laughing Instead I just sit here and cry Who would you be? What would you look like When you looked at me for the very first time? Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life."

It's Thursday today, and I gave up being normal two weeks ago. I would say it wasn't working, but the truth is, lately, I can not seem to muster the strength to do anything. It's like I am seeing the world through fogged glasses. I feel disconnected from everything and everyone. I just want to go home and lay down.

Tears streamed down my face, ruining my carefully done makeup. Just a little while ago, I was excited to become Mrs. Anastasia Matthew Smith. Matthew had always been the one, the guy who I loved completely. I had built all my romantic dreams around him. But now, doubt and despair had taken over, replacing the happy excitement I'd felt earlier.

I need you to feel, feel, feel We can't be friends, it's making sense, it's too immense, it's too intense You calling me baby, you driving me crazy, is just like benz I'm losing patience no no no I'm losing sense (Ah) We can't be friends oh no no no we can't pretend Look into my eyes when I'm singing to you Take this love that I'm bringing to you Don't tell me all this got no meaning to you Take this love that I'm bringing to you (Oh no) 'Cause I need you to feel my love in your soul I need you to feel my touch on your body I need you to feel my love in your soul (In your soul) I need you to feel, feel, feel Around the world I don't go oh can't find nobody like you My heart and my soul oh I'

Klyde sagged on the seat of his car, the back of his head bumping at the headrest, hands resting on the steering wheel as he gently killed the engine. He heaved a heavy sigh. He feels so tired, even more so than usual. The events of today left him with whirlwind of emotions, and now he just feels really, extremely exhausted. Fatigue is creeping into his bone, seeping into his mind leaving it buzzing like an empty television screen.

A 19-year-old schoolgirl but suffered a life in prison, she was too weak to bear it, but for some reason, she still exists until now. Doris is so tired that she just wants to close her face tightly, sleep deeply, her stomach rumbles because of hunger but she doesn't care much, she just wants to sleep. Just through tonight, tomorrow will be fine, now it's just a nightmare, once you wake up, all that happened today will be just forgotten memories. Doris sat huddled in a corner, even though it was summer, the cold feeling reached her heart, which made her hug herself, she had to save herself.

I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark (I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark) No one's got to know what we do, hit me up when you're bored (No one's got to know) Nah (what we do, hit me up when you're bored) 'Cause I live down the street, so we meet when you need it, it's yours All I hear is Nothin' feels better than this Nothin' feels better Nothin' feels better than this Nothin' feels better, no, no We don't gotta hide This is what you like, I admit Nothin' feels better than this You say we're just friends but I swear when nobody's around (You say we're just friends but I swear when nobody's around) You keep my hand around your neck, we conne

I shook my head, my tone remaining flat and calm, "I have no feelings for you. I want nothing to do with anything related to you." Jaxson still didn't understand how he had offended me, making me burn my bridges. His eyes gradually dimmed. A single tear fell slightly. His voice was husky, words caught in his throat, "I…" I cut him off. "Jaxson, I get married. It is not appropriate to stay with you alone." Not wishing to say more to him, I turned and walked away. I slept restlessly throughout the night. I dreamt of Jaxson looking at me with cold indifference and me getting sick and lying on my deathbed all alone.

My soul doesn’t feel any lighter. XXX