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• Balance of Light and Shadow   Chapter 95

  Conrad POVLast night was literally the best night of my life. I had never experienced a connection like that before. Even just now in the shower, I could feel how much Lewana trusted me and was willing to give me everything. How she felt safe enough with me to tell me her secrets and touch me without fear of it going too far too quickly. One thing is for sure. I don’t think I can ever shower alone again. I watch her sleeping peacefully and know I have to drag myself away. I have a pack run tonight. And some serious security measures to implement. I practically skip into the kitchen whistling and calling out as I enter.“Morning Mary”.Liam who is waiting for me at the table while drinking a coffee raises an eyebrow with a smug look on his face.“Well, you’re in a good mood”.“Yes I am. And I have a lot to tell you and organize for tonight”.“You’re not normally the ‘kiss and tell’ type”.“I’m still not but we have other things to discuss”.Mary places a giant breakfast in front of

• Balance of Light and Shadow   Chapter 94

  Lewana POV,As soon as I enter the kitchen, I’m overcome with a sense of profound emptiness. He was no longer right beside me. No longer close enough I could scent. My skin was no longer warm from his touch. The bond is now much stronger than it was yesterday, now that Serena and Jace are connected. I can hear Serena whimpering in my head from the hollow feeling as well. “What is it, girl”.“I want to go find him. I don’t like that he left”.I agree and I leave the kitchen and start walking to his bedroom. I feel like a lost puppy trying to find someone for comfort but I have never felt emptiness like this before. I enter the room and his scent is so overwhelming but can feel it relaxing me at once. I can feel the heat coming from the ajar bathroom door from the shower and instinctually start walking toward it. The closer I get, the more my body heat spikes. Flashes of the last time I saw him in the shower start entering my mind and the burning desire to touch him intensifies.I wa

• Balance of Light and Shadow   Chapter 93

  Conrad POVI walk through the forest hand-in-hand with Lewana. The forest seems completely different after unlocking my wolf-smelling capability in this form. The breeze brings in the scent of my soldiers who are on guard tonight. I can sense rabbits running. Even the wildflowers nearby. I can also sense her nerves as we walk but I try and send calming energy to her to let her know it's going to be OK. We can handle whatever is going to happen. The first day of the full moon is here. Tomorrow is the pack run under the true full moon so it is literally now or never. She looks around and sighs. "OK. I think there is a good spot". It is a very shaded spot with a small ledge bathed in moonlight. I just stand waiting letting her take her time. She turns to me and is clearly nervous. "I just want you to know before I do this that I know this puts us in more danger. So if I do have to leave, it's not because we don't love you and want to be with both of you. It will be to protect you". I

• Balance of Light and Shadow   Chapter 92

  Conrad POVI was ecstatic when my girls agreed to share their secrets with me. I honestly don’t care what it is. I just want to see Serena. I’m picturing a magnificent wolf with fur the same color as her hair. Jace starts purring at the thought. “What are you purring at”. Lewana snakes her arms around my neck while looking into my eyes as if to address Jace himself. “Picturing how amazing Serena might look”.“Well you will have to wait and see won’t you. But before we go out tonight. We need to work on your Lycan training. Meet you in the living room at 8pm”.She starts playfully shoving me out of the room as she knows I have some meetings this afternoon. We have dinner as a group again and after dinner, Mary hands Lewana a large basket of random items. I raise an eyebrow and she just shakes her head. Not sure how cheese is going to help my Lycan but I know better than to argue with her. I enter the living room at 8 and see her smile when she sees me. “You ready”.“Ready for what

• Balance of Light and Shadow   Chapter 91

  Lewana POVI'm giggling about Cordelia as I head to the medical center. I know Conrad will be in a great mood today if he doesn't have to spend time with her. Not sure what he will do with his time but I have data to review. Even though the rogue attack was terrible, my treatment worked. I knew it would in theory and I have tested it on myself but now I have mini-test groups for two medications that could save lives. I go check on all the soldiers and they are very grateful to be feeling better this morning. All their wolves are alert and talking but still weak so will need more chelation therapy to clear the silver but the wolfsbane antibodies worked really well. I check all their blood work, and mine, before I start analyzing data from them. It is fascinating how quickly their blood levels are dropping. I notice mine is still a bit elevated so I get an IV pole, cannulate myself, and start another course while working. I am going through my today's list and realize another one of

• Balance of Light and Shadow   Chapter 90

  Conrad POVMy girl fights the tiredness and puts on a stoic face for the rest of the day, but I can tell she is exhausted. She is thinking hard about responses and scrunching her face as she tries to think. She insists on going to check the soldiers who were positioned this morning and she is slowing down even more now. “Ok. I eerrmm …… need to confirm orders for overnight”.I look over at Arthur and the head medic who look as concerned for her as I do. I turn to look at them. “You both know what needs to be done tonight”. They both nod so I turn to Lewana. “Look like you can go to bed then”.“I just need to check a few things. Where…. where are the errrrmmm ….. charts”. I can see Arthur is very worried and not sure what to do. He knows his daughter needs to sleep but his Alpha wants to work. I walk up beside her, “Sorry moonlight, but you need to sleep”.I send a strong calming aura through her and she passes out instantly in my arms. “I think I get why you use it on her now. Sh