Lucien Pov
"What do you want?" I ask. I'm swirling in frustration—Professor Miranda just had to come in and ruin the moment. I walk around and settle behind the desk, jaw tight. "What was that about?" she asks. "Don't tell me another one of these female students came to seduce you. I could help you talk to—" "Professor Miranda, I don't need your help in handling my students." I just needed a distraction from my straining erection, and her chirping bickering tone wasn’t helping. I hate when those girls throw themselves at me, but I wouldn't mind if Sophia Carson did. That... that’s just a fantasy. God, if it had been Sophia—just once—I wouldn't have said no. Her heels click on the tiled floor as she walks further into my office. She stands in front of me, smiling. I notice her tight shirt—two buttons undone. A whiff of overpowering floral perfume clings to the air, just too much. "Professor Miranda," I say, voice low, warning, "we’ve talked about this. Dress modestly while entering my office. I don’t want people thinking we’re doing something in here." If someone walked in right now… Christ. I’d be ruined. A scandal in the making. And Sophia—would she ever look at me the same again? Funny. I didn’t think about any scandal when Sophia's cute little fingers were pressed over my boner just a few moments ago. She smiles again and leans against my desk. I turn my face from her large boobs. For fuck’s sake—why can’t some married women act like they’re married? “Don’t pretend you're above this, Lucien. I know you want me. I can see it in your eyes." My eyes drift to her face. Maybe part of me wants those words to be true. Her makeup’s too much. She’s not attractive to me. The boobs? Sure, they’re pretty. But I’ve always been drawn to lean women. "You better leave my office before your husband comes looking for you." I pick up my laptop, trying to finalize things for tomorrow’s assessment. But she doesn’t move. Instead, she turns to my side and shuts my laptop. A hiss escapes me. Her fingers brushed mine—warm, unwelcome, lingering too long. "Professor Miranda—" "Hush," she says, dragging her manicured fingers over my lips. "Call me Miranda. Or Mimi." I can’t help it—my mind drifts. Sofia, bent over in my house, in just a mini dress and an apron, feeding me cookies while I work. Fuck. I shift in my seat. My lower region strains more. "Look at you fighting it," she coos. "I know you want me. Why fight it?" I snap out of the unholy fantasy. Her lips are inches from mine. I blink. "Fuck off." I shove her lightly. Her eyes widen at the harshness in my voice. "Look," I say, eyes dark, "I’m not attracted to you. Get that into your head. Stay away from me." She gets off my desk, but she’s still smiling like a weirdo. "You can keep pretending," she whispers. "Let’s see how long you last resisting me." "Get this into your head," I growl, "I don’t mess around with married women. Next time you try this nonsense in my office, I’ll ask your husband why he can’t put a leash on his wife." Her face twists. Amusement turns to horror. Her chest rises and falls rapidly. The words sank in this time. "Fuck you, Lucien." She turns on her heels and storms to the half-open door. "If only you could." I scoff, running a hand through my hair.“I didn’t walk away from a billion-dollar industry to get pawed at by married women.” I glanced down at the stubborn bulge pressing against my pants, feeling completely done with this mess. This damn thing wasn’t going down—no matter how much I wanted it to. Guess I had no choice but to handle it. I grab my phone— and Sofia’s phone—off the desk. I grab my laptop and decide to head home first. No lectures today anyway. The door slams harder than necessary behind me. Outside, I tug at my collar as I head to the parking lot. My body still burns where Sofia touched. A cold shower. That’s what I need. Something to remind me I’m still in control. I start the engine and ease onto the road, trying to stick to the speed limit—one of the few things I’ve learned in the last two years: drive cautiously. At a red light, I glance up—and freeze. A new Cacien’s billboard. The latest collection. Three models, different races, their necks heavy with sapphire I designed years ago. One of my weakest sketches. Camilla had said I must’ve drawn it with drunk hands. She’d laughed for five whole minutes. Now it read: A Lover’s Obsession. Trashy. Camilla would've called it soulless—with that dramatic gasp and her signature eye roll. She always had a flair for truth. Michael must be running out of ideas. Even our worst sketches are being recycled now. I pull into my mansion half an hour later. The lights blink green as the steel gate glides open like muscle memory. Inside, I kick off my shoes and drop my keys—and Sofia’s phone—on the cabinet. Italian cabinet. I run my fingers over the edge. Done this a hundred times. She’d insisted on it—Italian, Lucien, she said. Said it would bring warmth to my cold world. She'd wanted this exact piece. Solid walnut. Said it would outlive old. It arrived a week too late. I draw my hand back, letting out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding. Then I walk to the whiskey cabinet. I pour two glasses before I even think. Old habits die like the rest of us. I drain one. The other stays—untouched. A reminder I lost her. Sofia's phone screen lit up with a new message. Probably from one of her friends. Bold of her to sneak into my office to steal test answers. The lock screen glows with a picture of her feeding an old lady chocolate. She has this cheeky smile on, and her clothes—just a lacy nightgown that shows her butt cheeks. Almost like the first moment she entered my class last year. I just knew—felt it—deep down, I wanted her. The way her eyes had glinted with mischief when her friend whispered something into her ears. I shouldn’t be obsessing. God—this isn’t just wrong, it’s pathetic. But one look at her— All this pent-up lust and frustration lashes out. I shouldn't be having sexual fantasies about a girl that young, but that moment when her fingers curled around my length, that flash of hesitation— I was caught in the look in her eyes. I would have loved to know what she was thinking. There was disgust, I’m pretty sure… but a flicker of curiosity too. I’m horny as hell. I need that cold shower. I run a hand through my hair and grab the second glass of whiskey, drowning it in a single go. Would Camilla hate me if she knew I was lusting after a college girl? “We’re meant to correct them, not yelled meaninglessly at them.” That’s what she said once when I scolded my staff too harshly. She would’ve seen this for what it is—manipulation. she wouldn’t want me manipulating anyone. She would definitely give the student she caught in her office trying to steal an answer booklet a second chance. But Camilla isn’t here. She never would be here again to reprimand me. Feeling the liquid burn in my throat. I hate myself. I should probably return Sofia's phone. Treat this whole shit like a stupid memory. I set the glass aside, going upstairs to get that cold shower. --- I walk out of the bathroom after letting the cold shower wash the frustration off me for over an hour. The towel hangs low on my hips, the chill clinging to my skin—but I don't feel better. I exhale, reach for the closet— “Hello, brother.” I jolt, almost losing grip on the towel. Michael’s on my bed, legs crossed, a lazy smirk tugging at his lips. “Michael,” I snap, “what the hell are you doing in here?” "Looks like someone's been avoiding me."“Your test has been rescheduled for Friday. Class dismissed.”I stack my notes, ignoring the predictable wave of groans.It’s been off the schedule since last week. They just need something to whine about.I glance up.Sofia.Caked makeup. Tired eyes. The kind of tired sleep doesn’t fix.After Saturday, I’m not surprised.“Goodbye, Professor,” Ivy says, walking past with a smirk and her usual entourage.I nod once.Then her eyes lift—right into mine.Steady. Unapologetic.It shoots through me. Quick. Hot. Wrong.She rolls her eyes a second later, like that look never happened. Like I imagined it.I didn’t.She rolls her eyes and turns to her friends, pretending to listen. Pretending she didn’t just wreck my composure with a single look.“Goodbye, Professor,” another group chimes as they pass.“Till tomorrow,” a girl giggles.I don’t answer. Just slow my movements enough to scan the room.That’s when I catch Sofia’s lips move.“Let’s go,” she mouths to her friends.They grab their bags
“Would you come out already so we can see the dress?” Mom snaps from outside the changing room. Her voice, clipped and impatient, slices right through the curtain.I sigh, dragging a hand through my hair as I stare at the mirror. What kind of joke is this dress?I turn, trying to see the back. The fabric hugs my chest and hips like it’s trying to expose every flaw. I look… round. Not in the flattering way. The zipper strains a little when I move, and the neckline—God, the choker-style collar feels like it’s trying to strangle me into elegance. This dress isn’t me. Not even close. It’s her idea of who I should be.I shift again and exhale—barely. “She got my measurements wrong,” I mutter.“Sofia!” Mom snaps from outside. “Do I have to come in there and drag you out?”Wouldn’t put it past her.I clench my jaw and breathe—barely. My lungs are being crushed by overpriced fabric, and the collar around my neck feels more like a leash than a fashion choice.Still, I unlock the door and step
“Coming,” I groan, wincing as the pounding in my head threatens to split it open.That’s what I get for sleeping late and waking up barely past six.“Grandma?” I call out, slipping on my flip-flops and dragging myself to the door.I open the door slowly. Mom’s standing there in full makeup and heels—at 7 a.m. Like she’s headed to a photoshoot, not her daughter’s bedroom.“You’re not dressed,” she says flatly, like I’ve offended her personally.“Good morning to you too,” I mutter, leaning against the doorframe.“We have fittings. You forgot, didn’t you?”No good morning. No how did you sleep. No happy Saturday, honey.“Me and you?” I blink.“Yes. I texted you last night—Brianna’s birthday party. I need to buy you something decent that actually fits the theme.”“Mom.” I groan. “You show up at my door at 6 a.m. just to drag me on a shopping spree… for Brianna’s birthday?”“What’s wrong with that?”“I have things to do. I manage my time—something you don’t seem to understand.”She always
She dragged her eyes up to meet mine—slow, deliberate—and I stilled. Her knees were on the floor. Palms spread gently beside them, like an offering. Obedient. Composed. Too composed. Like she was waiting to be told. “Come here.” The words slipped out before I could stop them. Low. Rough. A command wrapped in need. She smiled. “Okay… Professor Lucien.” She said it slowly. Like a dare. Like she knew exactly what that name did to me. Then she crawled. One knee forward. Then the other. Her hips swayed just enough to make it unbearable. Deliberate. Controlled. Like she wasn’t obeying. Like I was. Her palms kissed the floor, fingers splayed. Graceful. Feline. Dangerous. “Closer,” I heard myself whisper. She tilted her head, lashes lowered like a curtain over something wicked. “Is this how you imagined it, Professor?” I hadn’t. I wouldn’t. But now I’d never imagine anything else. She inched closer—close enough that I could feel her breath ghosting across my skin. And that
Sofia Pov Flashback Mia's Apartment. "Shouldn’t we be getting ready for the party?" Kiera asks, watching Mia lying face-down on the bed, nose buried in a book. "We still have over an hour," Mia groans, barely glancing up. "I’m not trying to show up with the first-rounders." I walk over and climb onto the bed beside her. "What are you reading?" "Seriously, Sofia?" Kiera scoffs. "Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed her obsessing over that book all week. You think you’re going to seduce Leo with those tricks?" "Hush, Kiera." Mia throws her a disapproving glare. "Believing is key." My eyes wander to the pages. Chapter Four: Make Them Kneel Without Touching Them Something tightens in my chest. Curiosity. Quiet. Creeping. The kind that doesn’t knock before entering. Mia flips the page with a sigh, totally engrossed. “This one’s good,” she mutters. “This chapter alone is worth the price.” “Let me see.” I tilt my head, catching a line: “Guilt is a powerful leas
Her lips are still parted.She blinks once. Slowly. Then again.Her fingers lift to her mouth, hesitant. Like her brain hasn’t caught up yet. Like she could still undo the kiss. Erase the heat of it.Her breath catches. Skips. Like her lungs forgot how to work.“Oh my God,” she whispers. Not wonder. Not pleasure. Revulsion.The kind that guts you from the inside out.Like I’m the shame she can’t scrub off.I don’t move.My chest won’t move. Not even for air.“Sofia…” I take a step toward her.But the look she gives me stops me cold.Not fear.Horror.She flinches.Steps back like the very air between us has turned poisonous.Her fingers press harder to her lips. “No, no, no…”Her voice is barely a whisper. But her eyes—glazed, distant, like she’s trying to retreat from her own skin—cut straight through me.“Sofia—”“Sofia—”“Why did I come?” she cuts in, eyes wide, unfocused. “Why the hell did I even come?”She lets out a bitter laugh—sharp and self-directed.“I knew you’d pull somet