Sofia Carson is flunking out of college, partying too hard, and one test away from losing everything. So when her friends suggest stealing the answer sheet from the hottest—and most feared—professor on campus, she takes the bait. But Professor Lucien Drake, famously known as Professor Grumpy Pants, isn’t just strict… he’s dangerously attentive. And he's been watching her. He catches her. Cornered, humiliated, and expecting punishment—he gives her a choice instead. One that’s filthy, wrong… and impossible to forget. Now Sofia is living a double life: wild party girl by day, obedient student by night. Lucien demands discipline, and she finds herself craving every forbidden touch, every teasing smirk, every wicked command. What started as a deal turns into something deeper. Something obsessive. Something neither of them are ready to admit. But secrets never stay hidden. With jealous rivals, her golden-boy crush suddenly noticing her, and Lucien’s icy ex back in the picture, the heat becomes a wildfire. And Sofia has to ask herself: Is this just lust? Or is she falling for the one man who could ruin her… forever? She was supposed to hate him. She wasn’t supposed to crave him. She definitely wasn’t supposed to fall in love. He was supposed to teach her a lesson. She never expected to want more. Spicy. Scandalous. Addictive.
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I have never done anything so risky in my life, but here I am, fumbling with the locks outside Professor Lucien Drake's office—about to break in. The hallway is too quiet. My fingers tremble as I jiggle the key, praying no one walks by. Every click of the metal sounds like a gunshot. You're probably wondering why I'm here. Good. Because my heart is about to burst out of my chest. Maybe letting my mind wander will ease my trembling fingers. So—my friends and I have been partying all week. The College Titanic football team won three matches in a row, so of course, we celebrated like idiots. Which means... we didn’t study. At all. For Professor Drake’s big test. The one that’s 45% of our grade. I have two friends—Mia and Keira. Lovely, reckless, bad-decision-making Mia and Keira. They're the reason I’m about to fail this class... unless I manage to break into this office and snap a photo of tomorrow’s test. My phone dings. I yank it out, already hating the message on the screen. Hurry, Sofia. The staff meeting ends in twenty minutes. “Fuck,” I hiss as the lock finally clicks open. I slip inside. The office is... immaculate. Of course it is. Just like Professor Drake—always sharp, serious, and terrifyingly clean-cut. Everything’s lined up. Where do I start? I dash to the cabinet. Yank it open. Bingo. I smile, grab my phone, and take a quick shot of the paper sitting neatly on the top shelf. Questions. Objective answers. I got it. Another ping. Ten minutes left. Hurry. I mutter another curse, slam the cabinet shut, and turn to run—only to freeze. He’s there. Professor Drake. Standing in the doorway. His arms are crossed. His jaw is tight. And he is not smiling. "What are you doing in here?" he asks with a death stare My phone must have slipped out of my trembling hands, because I only hear it crashing on the floor. "Professor Drake?" My voice comes out shakier than I anticipate. His jaw ticks as he steps into the office, shutting the door behind him. "What were you doing in here?" he asks, a little more quietly, but I can feel the anger behind every word. “I came to ask for an explanation on last lesson.” Liar. Big fat liar. And I didn’t even blink when I said it. God, I deserve an Oscar—or prison. My heart is pounding fast. I thought I still had ten minutes. How did he get here so fast? I don't know why I agreed with Mia and Keira on this, but looking back, this was a suicide mission. I'm dead. I know that, as Professor Drake bends down and picks up my phone. I almost pee in my clothes. My phone is brightly displaying the last photo I clicked—the answer booklet. I press my lips together to stop myself from breaking down in tears. Getting caught in something like this doesn't need debating—I'm going to get expelled. Professor Drake is staring at my phone screen like it’s an alien object. His expression doesn’t change as his eyes meet mine. I shudder. His eyes are the strangest black I have ever seen, and God, this man is intimidating. “Explanation on the last lesson, huh? Your phone seems to be saying something else, Sophia Carson.” “You know my name.” I almost forget I should be pleading when my name rolls off his lips—painfully perfect. “Sophia Carson. Recently turned 21. Lives with her grandmother because her parents are divorced and both parties recently remarried.” I shudder. It gives off weird.A slow chill creeps up my spine. How does he know all that? “I know all my students, Miss Carson.” I relax. He’s just a detailed lecturer.Or maybe just a very intense one. My phone dings. His eyes are on the screen, and his lips tilt a bit. “You have really good friends, don’t you, Miss Carson?” I want to disappear. Mia and Keira are only going to make everything worse with their endless texting. God, what was I thinking? I wouldn’t have been in this mess if they didn’t push me into it. No—if I didn’t let them. “Professor—” He cuts me off with a raise of his index finger as he tosses my phone on his desk. The silence between us stretches—painfully. I know nothing is going to change his mind from reporting me to the Disciplinary Committee, but I don’t want to get expelled. Grandma Tessa would be so disappointed. I don’t know how I’d feel if she looks at me with those sad brown eyes.I swallow hard, but my throat feels like sandpaper. My heart is punching my ribcage. My phone dings again. Professor Drake is staring at the screen like it’s an enemy zone. He doesn’t say anything. His jaw ticks. His brow twitches. “So I’m Professor Grumpy Pants, huh?” He doesn't smile. “Shit.” I wince. That’s the nickname we gave Professor Drake. No one has actually seen him smile, so most of us call him Grumpy Pants. Doesn’t mean we should actually say it to his face. My throat is so dry it actually begins to hurt. He finally looks up, his expression unreadable. “I could report you to the Disciplinary Committee.” “Please don’t. I don’t wanna get expelled.” “Shut up and listen,” he snaps. Every part of me goes still as I look at him. His hands go to his tie, loosening it, and he unbuttons the first two buttons on his shirt.I look away. Why is he even hotter when he’s angry? Focus, Sofia. You’re in trouble—not a rom-com. Either way, you ain't supposed to check out your older professor. That's disgusting. Professor Lucien Drake is obviously good-looking—standing at six feet, with flawless skin and perfect teeth. He’s probably a sight for the female teachers’ sore eyes. Actually, female students like him too, but whenever they approach him, he doesn’t entertain them—which brought about the name Grumpy Pants. "As I said, I could report you to the school disciplinary committee, but..." I don’t wait for him to finish. My heart somersaults in panic, pounding so loud it feels like it might burst through my chest. Cold tile presses against my knees as I fall, begging him like my life depends on it. "Please, my grandma might die of a heart attack." A slow, dangerous grin spreads across his face. I feel the weight of his gaze, heavy and unreadable, and it sends a shiver down my spine. "I may decide to let this go and punish you myself—if you cooperate, Miss Carson." "You will let this go?" I ask, my voice trembling, using my shoulder to wipe the tears that roll down my cheeks. I lift my eyes to his, searching for any hint of mercy. He leans against the desk slowly, unbothered by my pathetic tears. "Like I said, if only you cooperate." Cooperate? It doesn’t sound good—the way his eyes darken as he stares down at me. “And allow me punish you myself.” My breath catches. What does he mean by punish? My mind races with every possible scenario—none of them good. Yet part of me—terrified, confused, and foolish—can’t look away. “How do you intend to punish me, Professor Drake?” His eyes darken more. Something in them flickers—dangerous, deliberate. In a voice so calm, it almost makes me groan, he says, “Get up and come here.” It’s low. Too low. It scrapes something raw in me. A shiver runs down my spine. My knees feel weak, but not from fear alone. For some wrong reason, I can’t breathe anymore. “Come here, Sofia.” My eyes stay locked on Professor Lucien as my heart hammers against my ribs. Of course I know what he wants. Or maybe I have an idea. Or maybe I’m dead wrong… But the look in his eyes says it all: I want to fuck you. “Come here. Sofia.” My fingers curl at my sides as my cheeks burn in embarrassment. Why do I want to listen?Sofia Pov“Bye, Samantha!” I waved as her taxi rolled away. She smiled from inside before the car disappeared down the street.It’s been a week since I arrived in Canada, and everything still feels strange. Finding the apartment Mom rented had been a nightmare—Google Maps led me in circles until I finally ran into Samantha, who knew the area well. She helped me get a taxi that day, and this morning she even showed up at my door, asking if I wanted to go to the market with her. I joined her, and somehow ended up buying half the store.After days of eating nothing but fries and junk food, I decided it was time to actually make something decent. I set my bags down in the kitchen, unpacking everything.Having no way to contact Professor Lucien has wrecked me. Mom refuses to check if he’s okay, and I can’t stop worrying. Still, I try to exist—one day at a time. Tomorrow I’ll start school. I’m terrified I won’t fit in, that I’ll fail. Mom says it’ll be easy, but starting over never is.I fi
Lucien's Pov Every moment is the same: darkness. The desire to open my eyes burns inside me, but the ability stays out of reach.The door opens and shuts. I feel them check my pulse, then leave again.I try once more to force my eyes open, but the same crushing pressure drags me back under. I don’t know how long it’s been. Sometimes voices drift through the dark. Michael comes in, ranting about the shareholders… then about Sofia. She used to come often. I don’t know how much time has passed—only that I haven’t heard her voice in a long while.It’s terrifying how someone can become so much a part of you that the thought of them dying sends blood rushing to your head. The fear is so crippling it births a wish: that I should be the one to die instead.The line between white and black blurs into gray—but with Sofia, there is no gray. I’m bad for her. A mistake in the life she should have had.The darkness drowns me. Maybe death would be the simplest answer.I open my eyes. A blurry space
Sofia's Pov I ease the hospital door shut and step inside.Lucien lies still on the bed, eyes shut, unresponsive. Days have passed without the slightest change. Dark stubble shadows his chin, his face far too pale.I lower myself onto the edge of the bed, here only to say goodbye. Mom hasn’t eased up for a second—still adamant about sending me abroad. Today is my last day. My flight is only hours away.I wrap my fingers around his hand.“Professor Lucien… I know you can’t hear me, but I just wanted to say goodbye. When you wake up—and I know you will—I want you happy. Forget me if you can. Not like you were planning to remember me anyway.”A shaky chuckle escapes me.“It’ll be hard over there, but I’ll manage. Goodbye, Professor.”I lean down, press a kiss to his cheek, then step back. Another step. Then another—until I reach the door.“Goodbye.”I shut the door, blinking fast against the tears as I walk out of the hospital. Checking my phone—almost seven. My flight leaves at nine.I
Sofia's Pov “Sofia, you can’t just tell me to drop a case and expect me to do it because you asked!” Mom snaps. This was supposed to be peaceful, but she twists it into an interrogation. “Don’t tell me someone from the Cacien group is manipulating you. Let me—”“Stop, Mom, please! Can’t you see you’re the one blowing this bigger than it should be? I’m old enough to make my own choices. How many times do I have to tell you—he didn’t force me into anything!” I fire back, louder than I meant to.She laughs—like everything I just said is meaningless. “Seriously, Sofia? You expect me to believe you like someone old enough to be your father? When I was your age, nothing like that ever crossed my mind.”“Mom, I’m not you. I’m different.”“Of course you are,” she chuckles bitterly. “I get it—you’re trying to protect your professor. But you can’t, not from the damage he’s done.”“Do you even hear yourself, Mom? He’s lying in a hospital bed, fighting for his life. He put himself in danger so I
Sofia's Pov“Leave me alone! Just leave me all alone!” Another glass shatters. I’m on the third stair, frozen, listening to Brianna’s screams spilling out of her room. “It’s hard for me too! Why did she have to die? They all abandoned me, didn’t they?”“Brianna, calm down!” Her dad’s voice ricochets off the walls.“I’m trying to be calm! Mom abandoned me — she doesn’t call, she doesn’t visit. Aunt Susan’s dead, my best friend’s dead, and my stepsister treats me like trash. She thinks she’s better than me!”“Sofia doesn’t think she’s better than you… that’s just the way she is,’ Mom says quietly."Of course she does. She hates me and now you want me to go for therapy huh. You think something is wrong with my brain.."Another plates smashes. She’s being too dramatic, but still I creep closer, every step a fight not to turn and leave.All eyes swing toward me as I reach the doorway. ‘Sofia… why are you back?’ Mom asks, shocked.Brianna’s tear-streaked eyes snap to mine, widen. Blood drips
Sofia's PovThe following morning, the hospital approved my discharge. There wasn’t much to pack—Brianna had brought me clothes, and the police had already driven off the reporters. Mia and Keira left I glance back at the hospital before sliding into the car. Professor Lucien is still unconscious.“Your phone got lost yesterday, right?” Mom hands me a new one the moment I sit down. “I got you the latest model.”I take the phone, already working out how to convince her to drop the lawsuit against Professor Lucien’s company. “Thanks, Mom.”She smiles, turns to the driver. “Let’s go home.”On the ride, I rehearse the words. Beg her to retract the lawsuit, and in exchange, I’ll agree to travel abroad like she wants. She should agree. It would get me off her hair.The car honks before pulling in. We climb out. Brianna rushes to open the door—always the mother-pleasing daughter.I force a smile and follow them inside. I wish I didn’t have to come back to Nick’s house, but if this helps con
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