Monika Pov's .I picked up the file from the ground and arranged the marriage papers. I looked at them and took a deep breath before getting up. I walked out of my room and went to Ryan's room. I took the elevator. I knew I was panicking from inside. My anxious soul knew this was the ending of my beautiful life."You didn't do right, Ryan," I said, gritting my teeth and tapping my foot. I walked out of the elevator and I only took a few steps when a hand stopped me from going towards Ryan's room. I raised my head and looked at the person who might become the target of my anger if he didn't move aside."What is this behaviour, Patrick?" I growled. He bowed his head."I'm sorry, Luna, but you can't meet Alpha, " he said in a low tone. I encircled my hands around my chest and raised my eyebrow."Now you will dare to stop me" I asked, clenching my jaw."I'm sorry, Luna. I didn't mean to disrespect you. It's just Alpha is not in good condition," He said, making me lose my composure. My
Monika Pov's .I read that message again and again, then looked outside. It was already dark. It means I have only a few hours before my daughter comes here. I sat on the bed, breathing heavily. I was panicking with the thought of my daughter seeing me in pain, or seeing the distance between her father and me. She will break down if she gets to know how her father still loves his ex, not me. I kept my hand on my chest, feeling like everything was slipping from my hand like sand. "What should I do now?" I thought and took out the tablet for my panic attack from the side drawer. I took them all in one go. I was shivering and breathing heavily, but at the same time, I was sweating. "I-- I need to talk to Ryan. I will not let my and Ryan's differences come in front of our daughter.Her little heart will get broken. No... I need to pretend everything is fine in front of her. I can't lose it like this... I can't," I mumbled to myself and took a deep breath to calm myself. Thankfully, af
Monika Pov's .I was looking at him, dumbfounded, while he was staring at me with a smile on his lips until my eyes gave up and started shedding tears."Cupcake," he called me with a nickname which I'm sure must belong to his ex. I pushed him away and hopped out of bed, fuming in anger, and my heart was shedding tears of blood."What happened?" He asked, wondering why his Jenny pushed him suddenly. He got down from the other side of the bed and came near me. I was looking at him with teary eyes and an empty mind like a stupid person. He raised his hand to hold my hand but I moved back and shook my head."Jenny," my heart was twitching in pain every time he called me Jenny. He tried to hold my hand."Don't touch me" I shouted and pushed him away. His eyes widened, and his expression turned into pain."At least tell me what I did that upset you?" He asked. I grunted and turned my face in another direction, feeling humiliated and hating myself for trusting someone again. I shouldn't hav
Monika Pov's . I was looking at myself in the mirror. Ryan has arranged a special dinner for us at his favourite place. It was his birthday, but he was giving me a surprise, saying he wanted to make the night special for both of us. I blushed remembering how he expressed his desire with his words. "He is going to get a hard bone after seeing us in this dress", I muttered and bit my lower lip, seeing my reflection in the mirror. I wore a red dress which showed my curve so perfectly with a little deep cleavage and a slit at the side. I put on light make-up with dark red lipstick, and curled my hair from below. He is going to get crazy today. I picked the long black jacket and wore it to cover my dress as I wanted to reveal my look after we reached the destination. Before that, I wanted him to stay in suspense. "What the" I cursed when my eyes went to the clock, realising I'm half an hour late from the time that Ryan gave me. Surprisingly, he didn't even come to check on me or to pi
Monika Pov's . Ryan and I were sitting near the window. He was looking at the Moon while I was staring at him. Thanks to the Moon Goddess for giving me a mate like him. I turned my head and looked at the clock, then looked back at Ryan. "Happy birthday, love" I said. He looked at me as if he had come out of his thoughts, then forced a smile on his lips. "Did you say something?" He asked. I narrowed my eyes and then hit his arms. "I said happy birthday," I groaned. He laughed and pinched my nose. "What a unique way of wishing someone" he chuckled and pulled me into his lap. "Where were you lost that you didn't even hear me?" I pouted. He kissed my cheek, then my lips. "No matter where I am or what my thoughts are. You always pull me towards you" he said, making me blush. "No one can win from you in words" I said and turned to look at him. I kept my hand on his cheek and kissed his lips. He smiled and responded. "Remember the promise you made to me?" He asked. I t
Monika Pov's . I lay down on the bed, shedding tears nonstop. I don't know why I was feeling so heartbroken. "Because his words were proving Jennifer right" Anika sobbed. I frowned and sat straight. "What do you mean?" I asked. "I don't know but I feel like he didn't move on from Jenny. He still loves her," Anika replied. Her words broke my heart, and the fact that she was always being right in the past was enough for me to trust her. I covered my face with a pillow while crying my heart out. I don't know how many hours I shed my tears, until someone knocked on the door, forcing me to stop crying and sit straight. I wiped my tears and rubbed my face to look normal before getting up to open the door. To my surprise, a maid was standing there with a flower bouquet in her hand. "Alpha, send this for you", she said with a mild smile. I forced a smile on my lips and took the bouquet from her hand. She bowed her head and left. I opened the note attached to it. "I'm sorry for hurtin