Novels by CJ Boss

I sniffle, sobbing harder into his chest. "But what if they decide they don't want this baby? What if they decide they don't want me anymore?" I ask through broken sobs."That's not going to happen. I know my sons, they love you more than anything else in the world. They would never do anything to hurt you, including leaving you. As far as the baby goes, I'm sure they will be shocked at first, but they will be excited." Curtis says, as he continues to hold me. "H- how do you know that?" I ask, feeling unsure. Curtis grabs my shoulders, taking a step back so he can look at me. He gives me a sweet, reassuring smile and says. "I know this because my son's never do anything without thinking it through first. So, did they use protection with you or ask if you were on any kind of birth control?" He asks. I feel my cheeks heat up and I shake my head. "No." I whisper. Curtis smiles. "Then they want this baby. Otherwise, they would have taken precautions with you. You make them happy Lilly

When we get inside Curtis goes to check me in and comes back with a clipboard full of paperwork. "This is just new patient paperwork. Do you want to fill it out, or do you want me to ask the things I don't know and fill it out for you?" He asks, giving me a small smile."Umm, I can try to fill it out. I might need your help with some stuff though. I've never done this before."Curtis hands me the clipboard and a pen. "That's alright, just let me know when you need help and I will do my best."I smile. "Thanks Curtis."Looking down at the paperwork, I start reading through it. Most of its basic stuff. Name, date of birth, address, stuff like that. The next page however gets a little more personal. Questions about health issues, family health history, questions about my sex life and periods, my symptoms, and the list just keeps going. When I finally get to the last page, I sign it and hand it back to him."The only thing I wasn't able to fill out was the insurance part. I don't think I

I look at Ryder with wide eyes. He looks just as confused as I'm sure I do right now. Curtis has never asked to speak to me alone. My brain immediately starts racing, trying to think of anything I could have done to be in trouble or whatever. Ryder gives me a small nod. I turn and look at Curtis. "Ummm yeah." Curtis smiles. "It will only take a minute, I promise." I turn and look at Ryder. "I'll be up there in a minute. I love you." Ryder gives me a quick peck on the lips. "Okay baby. See you in a minute. I love you too."I watch as Ryder walks out of the kitchen and I turn to Curtis. "Is everything okay?" I ask, nervously shifting my weight from foot to foot. Curtis smiles. "Yeah, everything is okay. I was just wanting to check on you, see how you are doing?" I feel slightly relieved, but also more nervous. I have a very strong feeling that is not the only reason he wants to talk to me. If it was, then he could ask me that in front of Ryder. "I'm doing okay. I've just been a li

I smile. I know we are joking, or at least I am. I'm sure Ryder would really do it if I wanted him to. The thought of running away with the three of them makes me feel very happy, but this is real life. We can't just abandon school. "I wish we could. Sadly, we have to go to school though." I say, frowning a little. Ryder sighs. "I know baby. It's a nice thought though." "Yeah, it is." I say, glancing out the window. A few minutes later we pull into the school parking lot. Logan and the other guys are waiting for us. "Good morning sweetheart. How are you?" Logan asks, when I get out. I walk over and give him a hug. "I'm okay. Just tired. How are you?" Logan shrugs and smiles. "I'm about as good as I'm going to get considering I'm at school." The other guys all give me a hug and they all do some kind of weird bro hug, handshake thing with Ryder. It's actually kind of sweet watching them all together. I like seeing them getting along. There was a time when I thought this da

I nod my head, giving him a small smile. "Yeah. I'm just not feeling all that great." Ryder rubs my thigh again. "Do you want to go lay down baby? Maybe some sleep will help you feel better." "Yeah. That sounds good." I say, pushing my chair back from the table. I turn to look at Curtis. "Thank you for dinner, it was really good." Curtis smiles. "You are welcome sweetie. I hope you feel better in the morning." I smile. "Thanks. I'm sure I will. I'm sure I just need a good night of sleep." "Okay, goodnight guys. Get some rest." Ryder stands up and I stand up as well, taking his hand. "Goodnight dad." He says as he leads me upstairs, going straight to my room. It doesn't really take me long to fall asleep after we lay down. It never does when Ryder is holding me. Him and his brothers just make me feel so safe, warm and secure. I just wish Reece and Raikin were here too. Around two in the morning I wake up feeling even more nauseous than I did when I went to sleep. I lay there fo

Reaching down I unbutton his pants. Hooking my fingers in the waistband of his jeans and boxers, I pull them down, letting them fall down to his ankles. Ryder pulls back, smirking. “Damn baby, someone is horny.”I giggle, looking up at him. “I can’t help it. I just want you so bad.”Ryder’s hand slides down my body to my pussy, rubbing my clit. “I want you very bad.” He whispers, as he leans in to kiss my neck.I moan softly, as I reach down, wrapping my hand around his dick. Ryder groans, dick throbbing in my hand. I slowly stroke his dick, making him groan against my neck. “Fuck. That feels good.” He growls, rubbing my clit faster and harder.Ryder's finger dips inside my entrance, making me moan louder. "Ryder." I moan, squeezing his dick gently. "I- I want you to fuck me." I say, as he thrusts his finger in and out of me, rubbing my clit with the palm of his hand.Ryder kisses me hard, then slides his finger out of me, leaving me empty and wanting more. "Turn around baby." He says

My hands tighten into fists at my side and I feel the overwhelming urge to beat the hell out of Dante. How can he have a fiancé, but still sleep with Zoey? Why is Olivia so okay with this? I wait for them to get further up the stairs, take a deep breath and follow after them. Why am I doing this? I don't have a clue. I don't know why I am torturing myself like this. Zoey isn't mine, and that is my fault. So, why should I care that she is sleeping with another guy? When I get upstairs they are already in Zoey's bedroom. Her door is cracked open, like she knew I would be coming up here. Like she wants me to see this. When I look through the cracked door, it's like a stab straight to the heart. They wasted no time. Dante is just pushing inside her, making her moan and arch her back. He starts thrusting in and out of her at a fast pace, groaning and making comments about how good it feels. Because of where her bed is sitting in the room I am able to see everything. I watch for a few mo

I spend the day finishing all the last minute details for the party. Everything is more expensive when you do it last minute, but I don't care about the money. I just want to give Zoey a good party. I want her to forgive me, so we can enjoy the rest of our summer together. Later that evening guys from the team start showing up, letting themselves in. I have always had a sort of open door policy with the guys on the team. They are welcome to come and go as they please, anytime they want. Some of the guys bring their girlfriends and wives, others show up by themselves. "Where's my girl at?" Dante asks, as he makes his way into the kitchen where I am putting the rest of the drinks out. I hate to admit how much hearing him call her 'my girl' bothers me. Zoey was right. I can't have it both ways. I was the one that told her we couldn't be together. So, I have no right to get mad or jealous. "I think she is still upstairs getting ready. She should be down here shortly." I say, trying to

I don't know how to answer that, because there is no good answer I can give her. No matter what I say, I am going to sound like an asshole. She probably thinks I just used her, which was not my intention. I never meant to use her. I never meant for any of this to happen in the first place. I don't know what happened. I just couldn't stop myself. No matter how hard I tried. I just couldn't make myself stop. I couldn't convince myself I shouldn't be doing it, especially not in the moment. I stare into her eyes. Eyes that are usually so bright and full of joy. Eyes that are now filled with pain. Pain that I caused. A single tear slips down Zoey's cheek and she wipes it away, as quickly as she can. I take a step towards her, reaching for her hand. "Zoey, I- I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you." I say, grabbing her hand in mine. Zoey yanks her hand back, and wipes another tear away. "Don't fucking touch me." She says, voice breaking as more tears start falling. "You don't get to tou

With each step, I feel myself getting harder. Fuck, I have never wanted anyone this bad. The second I hit the last step, I lean in kissing her again. Zoey moans against my mouth, wrapping her arms tight around my neck. I feel her nibble on my lip and I groan.I walk as quickly as I can to my room, flinging the door open. I set her down at the foot of the bed, kissing her one last time. "Let's get this dress off of you baby." I say, helping her out of her dress. The dress pools around her ankles and I groan loud, taking a step back to look her up and down. Zoey bites her lip nervously. "Do you like what you see?" She asks, hesitantly. I nod my head. "Yes, I love it. You are so fucking beautiful. Every inch of your body is perfect." I say, looking at her breasts.I lean down to kiss her again, reaching up to play with her perfect, perky tits and pretty pink nipples. Zoey moans again, reaching up to my chest. She starts unbuttoning my shirt slowly, stepping closer to me, until there is

Zoey giggles. "We just ordered our food though." I hold my hand out further towards her. "We will have some delivered." Zoey shakes her head, giving me a big smile as she slides over towards me. She places her hand in mine and I help her stand up. We start walking towards the door and I can't help but notice all the guys looking at her. Part of me just wants to pick her up and throw her over my shoulder, carry her out of here caveman style. Maybe then these guys will understand she's not on the menu.I get her out of the restaurant as quickly as I can. The second we step out on the sidewalk the valet goes to get my car. I don't have to ask, they already know. A couple of seconds later my car is parked right in front of us. I hold the door open for Zoey, and she slides into the seat, smirking at me. Closing her door, I make my way around to the driver’s seat. I pull away from the restaurant, driving like a bat out of hell. I already know this is going to be the longest drive home of

I stare at her for a minute shocked, I wasn't expecting that at all. Now that it's happened it's the only thing my brain can focus on. Zoey takes a step back, dropping her arms to her side. "I'm so sorry. We should just go back to the house. I didn't mean to ruin our dinner." She says, turning away from the restaurant and starting to walk off. I grab her wrist and pull her back over to me. "It's okay, princess. I umm, I wasn't expecting you to do that is all. You just caught me by surprise. You didn't ruin anything. How about we go inside, okay? Everything is alright." I say, trying to make her feel better. What I really want to do is grab her and kiss her hard, show her how desperately I want her. That is not going to happen though, because it can't happen. I am twice her age, technically family, and I am supposed to be looking out for her this summer. Not making her mine. Besides I'm sure she only kissed me because she was excited about the restaurant, not because she actually wan

I wrap my arms around his neck and lean up on my tiptoes to give him another kiss. "You make me happy, Jace. I hope you know that." I whisper, looking into his eyes. Jace smiles, pulling me closer against him. "You make happy too, Adalina.""Will you please give this relationship a try? I want to be with you so bad. I want to be with all of you. It will never feel right without you Jace. I will always be missing a part of my heart if you aren't a part of this crazy new relationship." I say, hoping he will change his mind. I don't know what's going through his mind and I really wish I did. Just because we did what we just did, doesn't mean he wants to be with me. It doesn't mean he will be okay with sharing me with his best friends. Jace stares at me, not saying anything for a minute. Then he whispers. "Let me think about it today while I'm at work baby, okay?" I nod my head eagerly. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up to much because he can still say no, but it just puts me one ste

Austin let's go of my head, and I slowly pull my mouth off his dick. I make sure to lick every last drop of cum, not wanting to miss a single bit. When I pull my mouth completely off his dick I lick my lips and Austin groans, leaning down to kiss me hard. I'm sure he can taste himself on my tongue, but he doesn't care and neither do I. Spencer pulls out of me slowly from behind, making me moans softly against Austin's mouth. Spencer places a soft kiss on the center of my back and I pull back from Austin, panting and breathing heavily. I turn and kiss Spencer hard. Spencer grabs the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him as he thrusts his tongue in my mouth. I wonder if he can taste Austin's cum on my tongue. If he does, it doesn't seem like he minds. When he pulls back he smiles. "Damn baby, you are just perfect. You were made for us." "Yes, I am." I say, as I smile and bite my lip. I look over at Jace, his eyes are still locked on me, but he hasn't said anything. He didn't ge

Jace and Austin both stay quiet, so I answer Spencer. "We watched a movie earlier. The two of them made fun of my taste in movies. Then they tried to make me pee myself right here on the couch. I got mad at them and refused to sit by the two of them. So, Jace scooped me up and sat me on his lap. Other than that, not much." I say, smiling at Spencer. Spencer laughs. "How did they try to make you pee yourself baby?" "They were tickling me, well Jace was and he wouldn't stop. So, I asked Austin for help and he said he would help, but he didn't." I say, looking over at Austin who is smirking. "I did too help you babygirl." Austin says, laughing. My eyes go wide and I shake my head. "You did not!" I exclaim. "You started tickling me too!" Spencer laughs and Austin laughs harder. "I'm sorry baby. I will be more helpful next time." Austin says. I cross my arms over my chest. "I don't believe you." I say, turning my head up in the air, looking away from him. The three of them all laugh

"Or what?" I ask, laughing.Adalina laughs harder, trying to pull her foot away from me. "Or I will kick you."I laugh. "You can try, but you can't even get your foot free from me. So, I don't think that's going to happen.""Jace!" She squeals, laughing. "I am going to pee.""Oh, well." I say, smirking. "You shouldn't be so ticklish."Adalina turns to look at Austin who is just laughing. "Austin help me. I'm going to pee myself.""Okay, fine I will help you." He says and she turns her attention back to me."Thank you!" She says, laughing some more as she tries to pull her foot free. Austin gives me a look and this time I know exactly what he means.Adalina sits up in between us, trying to scoot back away from me and closer to Austin. Austin takes the opportunity to start tickling her sides. Adalina screams, laughing and throwing herself around trying to get away from us."Austin!" She screams, while laughing. "I thought you were going to help me.""I am baby." He says, tickling her si

Adalina smiles at him. "I can cook you something to eat if you'd like." She says, sweetly. Spencer smiles. "Thank you for the offer baby, I'm alright though. I was really just wanting some coffee before I have to go to work." Adalina frowns. "I wish you didn't have to go to work today." "Me too, but I don't have much to do today. So, I will get it all done as fast as I can and come straight back here to you." He says, leaning down to kiss her again. "Okay. I will be here waiting for you." She says, smiling up at him. "Do you have to work today too?" Spencer asks, looking over at me. I nod my head. "Yeah, not until later today though." Spencer turns to Adalina and smiles at her. "Looks like you will have Jace and Austin to keep you company until I get back home babygirl." Adalina smiles. "That sounds good to me. I just wish you could be here too." He cups her cheek and looks at her in a way I have never seen him look at anyone else. There is so much love and admiration in his

I would have to put myself back together and I can't put myself through that. All the pain and heart ache. So, it's just better for everyone if I stop loving her now. Maybe it will get easier seeing the three of them together. I doubt it though. I'm sure it will always suck, but I will just have to get over it. Fake it until you make it, right? I try to force myself to sleep. I try to stop seeing the pain on her face when I told her we couldn't be together and most of all I try to forget seeing the three of them together. She looked so happy with Spencer and Austin. Why would she want me too? What happens when Tyler comes home? Is she wanting to be with him too? There are just to many questions rolling around in my mind and none of the answers I come up with are very comforting. In every scenario I end up heart broken and devastated. I let out a frustrated sigh. Obviously sleep isn't happening, so I might as well just get up. I get up and make my way downstairs to the kitchen. Migh