Remember Me, Alpha
He asked me to take everything.
Every kiss. Every fight. Every quiet morning he ever let himself be soft with me. Every single memory of the five years we spent loving each other in secret.
He said it was the only way to keep me safe. That if he walked into the enemy’s camp knowing he had a mate, they would use me to destroy him. So he asked me to hold his memories inside me, like I was a box he could trust, and he promised he would come back for them in six months.
That was five years ago.
Caius is home now. But he doesn’t remember me. He doesn’t remember any of it. And the worst part? He is falling in love with me all over again, slowly, the way he did the first time, and I am standing here with all of him inside my head, watching him meet me like a stranger.
I know every single thing about him. His nightmares. The way he takes his coffee. The scar on his ribcage from the night he almost died protecting me. The exact words he said when he first told me he loved me.
He knows nothing about me.
And now the people he spent five years hunting are closing in, the mission is falling apart, and the only way to save him is to give him back everything he asked me to take.
But if I do that, he will remember everything they did to me while he was gone. And the Caius who remembers is not the kind of man who lets things go.
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Chapter: Chapter 76: The Faction’s Remaining MembersMIRA POV“How many did you identify in the second wave?” I said.Caius looked at the list on the desk between us. “Fourteen. Three with direct operational involvement. Four who were functionally useful to those three without understanding the full picture. Seven who had ideological alignment but no active role.”“The seven,” I said. “What happens to them?”“Nothing criminal,” he said. “Most of them have done nothing that crosses into accountability territory. They believed in an idea. The idea was wrong and they were used but being wrong is not a pack offence.” He looked at me. “What happens to them depends on what they do next.”“And the four,” I said.“Useful but uninformed,” he said. “That is the harder category.” He leaned back. “They carried messages, kept schedules, passed along communications. None of them knew the content was linked to attacks on allied packs. But they were part of the infrastructure.” He paused. “I cannot treat them the same as the three with direct involveme
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Chapter: Chapter 75: What The Pack Calls HerMIRA POV“The Alpha’s mate,” Orion said. Casual. Just in passing, in the war room, referring to me to someone who had asked who I was.Like it was the most ordinary description in the world.Like it had always been true.I looked up from my file and he looked at me with that face he had, the one that gave nothing away, and then he went back to whatever he was saying to the other person and the session continued and that was that.The first time.After that it started appearing everywhere. Not announced. Not pointed at. Just present, the way things were present when a pack had made a collective decision and was now living it out in the small ways. A wolf she did not know well stopping her in the corridor and saying something about the Alpha’s mate having a good read on the eastern situation. Someone in the administration team copying her on a communication that went to Caius because she was now on that list.She had not noticed the exact moment it started. That was the thing about pack
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Chapter: Chapter 74: Sable Approves ReluctantlyMIRA POV“I know,” Sable said.I stared at him.We were at his kitchen table. His place this time, not mine. He had made food the way he always made food when something significant was about to be talked about, like his hands needed something to do while his face decided what to say. The ribs were fully healed. The eyebrow had a small scar now that he would have forever and had completely stopped caring about.“I told you something,” I said.“Yes,” he said. “And I said I know.”“I told you I am moving in with him,” I said. “Into his apartment. That is a significant piece of information that I expected to land in a specific way.”“Mira.” He looked at me with the expression he had when he thought I was being slower than usual about something obvious. “He has been in my living room four times this month.”“He has been in your living room because you two have been …”“Because he keeps coming by,” Sable said. “On various pretexts. And every single time he is here and you walk into the room
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Chapter: Chapter 73: He Asks Her SomethingMIRA POV“What do you want?” he said.I looked up from the file I had been reading. We were in his apartment, the evening version of it, dinner done and cleared away and both of us doing the thing we had started doing in the evenings which was working in the same space without it needing to be discussed.“What do you mean,” I said.“In the next year,” he said. He had set his own file down. Both hands on the table, giving me his full attention the way he did when the conversation mattered. “Where do you see yourself. What do you want.”I looked at him.“I know what I want,” he said. “I am not asking you to tell me what I want. I want to hear what you want separately. Before my answer is in the room.”That landed in a specific way.He had thought about how to ask this. He had been careful about the order of it, making sure I got to answer first without his version already sitting there shaping mine. That was so him that I had to take a second before I could respond.“Give me a day,” I s
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Chapter: Chapter 72: The Pack Accepts HerMIRA POV“Everyone already knew,” Dani said.I looked up from the supply form I was signing off. She was in the doorway of my old shared office, leaning against the frame the way she always leaned against frames, coffee in hand, the expression of someone delivering information they had been sitting on for a while and had finally decided was too good to keep.“Knew what,” I said.“About you and the Alpha,” she said. “All of us in the centre. We knew something was happening weeks before anything official. Before you were in the war room or the council sessions or any of it.”I put the pen down. “How.”“Mira.” She gave me the look she reserved for things she considered obvious. “He came in for his post-mission check the day after he arrived. He sat in that exact chair you are sitting in right now. And then a week later you walked in here looking like someone had pulled the floor out from under you and you sat at that desk for forty minutes staring at a two page file.”I stared at her.“W
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Chapter: Chapter 71: Sophia’s Last WarningMIRA POV“How are the mornings?” Sophia said.“The shimmer has been gone for two weeks,” I said. “No visual symptoms at all since the Tuesday I told you about.”“And the phantom reaching?”“Less frequent,” I said. “It used to happen every morning. Now maybe twice a week. Sometimes less.”She made a note. Her office was the same as it always was. The heater, the paper smell, the notebook with its careful handwriting. She had refilled her tea before I arrived and it was still steaming on the desk between us. Mine was the same.“Good,” she said. “That is the expected trajectory.” She set the pen down. “The physical symptoms are resolving the way they should. That is not why I asked you to come in today.”I waited.“I want to ask about the other kind,” she said. “Not headaches or vision. The psychological end of it.” She looked at me steadily. “Whether you can still distinguish fully between your own emotional baseline and the echoes of what you were carrying.”I had been thinking about t
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