Chapter: Chapter 146IRISONE YEAR LATER."Because I would always love you"Concluding the last piece of my letters filled with cheesy heartfelt words to my lover, pardon....I concluded the last piece of my letters filled with the cheesy heartfelt words to my billionaire HUSBAND, Xavier and sealed it up.Sealing it up, carefully I diverted my eyes away and glanced at my ever so shiny wedding ring that was placed perfectly on my finger.The same wedding ring he had finally placed on my finger before taking me as well as our child away from the city just like he had promised.Shifting my gaze away from my sealed letter, and with a wide smile curving on the side of my lips, I glanced at my wedding ring, the same wedding ring that had always made me blush hard anytime I look at it."God darling, you would turn into a tomato soon, if you don't stop looking at it"Hearing his voice come from the side, I shifted my gaze as fast as I could to the door, only to see him standing few meters away from me and dressed
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Chapter: Chapter 145IRIS.Opening the door and rushing out, the doctor wasted no time and told me if I had ended up a widow or not... The answer to that question was two ever so beautiful word that caused tears to stream up my eyes, and made my legs to run insideWas I a widow? I WASN'T....Rushing inside the room with tears streaming out of my eyes and my heart racing fastly and not wanting to believe that at the dying minute, fate would finally chose to let me go after seeing the mess I was without him...Rushing inside with my heart beating and tears flowing down my eyes, I immediately wandered it to his face and straight to his blue bright eyes that was opened again....His blue bright eyes that I had accepted that I would never get to see ever again. Shifting my gaze to the him and seeing his face once again, I parted my lips and mumbled out."You fool..."Mumbling out to him as I let out a deep sigh, I lifted my lips up, tried to control my heart from exploding and moved closer to him, but in the
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Chapter: Chapter 144LILITH...."Please...."He said looking at me right in the eyes with his misty gaze as he kept on drowning me in nothing but guilt and making my legs tremble in fear."What the fuck have I done..."With the words screaming in my head, I whispered out as I tried to swallow the huge lump on my throat and stop my legs from shaking horribly in front of him, even though in the end and no matter how I tried, nothing worked out, especially when she shifted her gaze to the side, saw me with her child, got up and rushed over."Why are you here..""What gave you the right..."Rushing over, she questioned coldly as she pierced her eyes deep into mine, before immediately shifting it to her son."And how many times have I told you not to talk to strangers..."With her eyes moving to her son, she said with her cracked voice and in a way that ended up making me more nervous, cause the green eyes I knew was never like this.She was never this cold, nor was she ever this miserable.Speaking out to he
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Chapter: Chapter 143[THIRD P.O.V]CLEAR!With their voices loud, they placed the electrifier on his chest and tried to bring him back to life."We can't lose him..."With tears filling up an emotional nurse's eyes, she start to cry as she kept on handing tools and injections to the doctor, but still and just like wicked fate, the doctor didn't wanted to accept defeat eitherAGAIN!With the doctor in charge voice yelling out, the rest obeyed they try to bring him back again, to remind him that there was a woman outside as well as his son waiting for him, but still and no matter how hard they tried, as if tired of this awful place we call a world, the billionaire wasn't responding, nor did he showed any sign of becoming conscious again.....IRIS....I never for once liked the hospital....From the time of my mother and visiting it regularly, to the time I found out I was pregnant, I never liked it, but now and coming here again with the bloody body of the one I love, made it to finally become my nightmar
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Chapter: Chapter 142LILITH FOX...Tell me, who the fuck did you hit?" Unable to keep quiet as I kept on looking at him right in the eyes, more words tumbled out of my lips, but still and as if fed up with having to put up with me, he didn't give me an answer, nor did he look away, even though I moved closer to him and held unto his shirt collar roughly."Tell me now..."Holding unto his shirt collar as I kept on maintaining the eye lock, I yelled out, but in the end and what scared and boiled my blood more crazier was watching him scoff out minutes after, before taking my hands off him and pushing me back."Am done with your fucking screams, and won't tolerate this any longer woman!" Pushing me away from him and making me stagger back, he said as he adjusted his shirt collar, dusted the side that I touched, before shifting his gaze back to me.Shifting his gaze back to me, he parted his lips, but even before I heard him speak, I felt and knew that not only was he going to spit something that I didn't
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Chapter: Chapter 141....BILLIONAIRE XAVIER STEEL....."You disgust me and I won't fucking forgive you if any shit happens"With the words I said to her hovering back into my head, I remembered just how angry I was when I pushed her away from me before running out with no fucking regret whatsoever."How could...how could she fucking stomp so low..."Mumbling out, I tell myself as I entered into my car with my heart racing awfully and my teeth gritted as tears start to gather up my eyes, even though I immediately blinked twice in order to stop them from spilling down and in order not to make my vision become blurry."No, don't shed tears, you fucking can't..."I screamed out to myself as my trembling hands kept on steering the wheels awfully fast, in order to stop the shit from happening, in order to save the love of my life and only meaning to my existence"Iris..."With my eyes glued on the road of the dark night, I whispered her name out my lips, but in the end I wish I didn't, cause all it made my ey
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FALLEN: HIS ALONE
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Anonymous 2:0: How does it feels like to drown?, To be covered not in water, but with the blood of this damn life..
I have experienced that, and trust me when I say am an expert on everything that's bad, you name it: Murder, bullying, depression... Everything!, and I had decided to live with that...Oh god, I was fine living that way and literally thought that would be how the last years of my university would go, but fuck, I was so damn wrong immediately he appeared along, the pest, and the dumbass roommate, I have never wanted: That dickhead, LUCAS!
LUCAS: As a student who won a scholarship during his third year to a new university, life's gonna be pretty hard, meaning I would have to catch up with the notes, lectures blah blah blah (You know the rest), but what I actually cared about was to make friends, get along with my new roommate, and graduate happily like any other happy ever after, but what the fuck happened?...
All my dreams immediately crashed down when I moved in and met him...The university demon, MY DEAR ROOMMATE!
Note: This is a bl novel, not straight, and some parts are dark, but don't let it scare you away, cause what's a novel without romance and spice?....
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Chapter: EPILOGUE: FALLENSOPHIE"Sooo, we are a thing now, right?"I looked at the face of my nerd lover, and asked him, even though we had literally spent a whole year together, and it was kinda dumb to still ask that, but still...still..I wanted to hear those words from him, and in the end, he fulfilled my desire in the most cheesiest way possible"We are not a thing, but a couple obviously!"He told me, and it made my heart flutter, cause I wanted to hear those words for so long, but I didn't tell him that, instead I rolled my eyes at him, and parted my lips."Quit being Mr. smart pants already"I said, but I had this really big smile on my face when I did, cause I loved him for being such a big nerd, and immediately he heard me speak, he kissed me...it was passionate, and I loved it how he always makes me feel so special with it...Sorry, I loved how he always makes US feel so specialI touched my stomach, and looked back at his face"Do you think they would accept our baby?"I looked at his eyes, and aske
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Chapter: DEAR TO METell me every terrible things you ever did, and let me love you either way...LUCASI had a few more lectures that day, after little miss lover girl Sophie ran away from me, and seriously, I was so lonely all by myself, but I literally really won the award of being the world most lonely man ever, when I returned back to the room.The room that haunted me....the room that was filled with his memories everywhere, and the room....the fucking room that reminded me of every single thing about him, even though I was literally trying to forget about him...God"Elias..."I mumbled out his name for the first time in three days, and felt like my heart shattered again...well it did, and it was probably because I had broke my promise to never utter his name again, so that I could heal, but how on fucking earth was I suppose to live this way, when the entire room was originally his, and I always fucking imagine him next to me when I sleep, so after much thinking, I frustratedly packed up my bags,
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Chapter: ALCOHOL AND ANGELSSOPHIEI ran away from him, even though I knew his words were right, but I was still scared, and I really still wanted to completely figure it out, and there was no rush in figuring things out, were they?..I thought to myself, and tried to calm down, but in the messed up end, the more I tried to calm down, the more I deceived myself, and got more stressed so I resulted to drinking, and to getting myself drunk, so that I would just forget everything for a while, cause alcohol was the best remedy, but this pathetic side character ended up getting another bomb drop that same night....I was drunk, so drunk that I couldn't even walk properly, and knew that I might just literally die in the freezing night if I didn't return back to that hellhole room of mine (Yes, such shitty life I had)I thought to myself as I staggered back, even though my vision was blurry, and I couldn't see properly, or even think at all. To be honest, and after walking maybe in circles or something, all I knew was
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Chapter: LOVE GURULUCASI told him I loved him, but he didn't say it back, and left me either way, sad huh?...I sighed out, and played with my pen as I told Sophie about every shit that happened two days ago. Yes, two days had flew by, and am literally barely alive, and No, I wasn't mad that I didn't ended the friendship with Sophie, because of what had happened that day...Nah, I would be too dramatic if I ended our friendship because of what she said to meTo be honest, I kinda even understood why, and I guess it was because she was literally at her limits then, it was obvious something was wrong with her, but all I did was blabber out all my worries to her, without even caring if she was fine or not, and to be really plain honest, I kinda feel bad about it...about always focused on myself, cause it's really shitty"I don't blame either of you, rather I blame damn life, it's shitty, and so dramatic, that you can't even be able to control any fucking thing that happens, ugh!"I heard her voice, it bro
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Chapter: CHOICE"Don't want to hide the truth, don't want to murder you, but with the beast inside, there's no where I can hide..."....ELIAS"Happy!"I yelled out to my inner demons immediately I closed the door, and left him, left him alone broken, and ruined.God, I was such a heartless being, and am so sorry Lucas, for every single pain I made you pass through, but...but this was for the best, wasn't it?...I closed my eyes, I was about to cry, but I stopped myself when I saw the fucking housemaster, he was looking at me, giving me a look that I had no clue of, but hated it, hated it so fucking much, that it made me instantly mad"I know you are fucking happy with all of this as well"I spat out, and glared at him, and I swear I could have just left like that...I wanted to cause it would be foolish enough to associate myself with the trash, after what just happened in the room, but before I could, he grabbed me by the wrist...How he, the old damn man miraculously manage to come out of his offic
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Chapter: CHOICE"Don't want to hide the truth, don't want to murder you, but with the beast inside, there's no where I can hide..."....ELIAS"Happy!"I yelled out to my inner demons immediately I closed the door, and left him, left him alone broken, and ruined.God, I was such a heartless being, and am so sorry Lucas, for every single pain I made you pass through, but...but this was for the best, wasn't it?...I closed my eyes, I was about to cry, but I stopped myself when I saw the fucking housemaster, he was looking at me, giving me a look that I had no clue of, but hated it, hated it so fucking much, that it made me instantly mad"I know you are fucking happy with all of this as well"I spat out, and glared at him, and I swear I could have just left like that...I wanted to cause it would be foolish enough to associate myself with the trash, after what just happened in the room, but before I could, he grabbed me by the wrist...How he, the old damn man miraculously manage to come out of his offic
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Chapter: 005Gerald’s POVWeeks passed, and I’d be lying to myself if I said I didn’t expect to receive a message from Calista. A message of any form.But no.No calls. No texts. No fucking letters. Nothing.It was like she ceased to exist, and I knew better than to ask her mother, especially when I wanted to keep her safe from Ophelia.I suppose she decided to completely disappear from my life to save herself the embarrassment and get the hell out of her.Anyone in her shoes would’ve done the same thing after I literally threw the divorce papers in her face, which was equally a slap to her face.But like I said before… she was safe. I could get through this after all. Besides, if we were still together our marriage would’ve come to an end by now.Three years together, and we had nothing to show for it. Absolutely nothing.I shoved the thought to the back of my mind as I made myself a glass of orange juice. It was the weekend, which meant I could rest a bit—though I could still rest within the wee
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Chapter: 004Gerald’s POVShe actually left. She didn’t even put up a fight, didn’t even say anything. She just signed the fucking papers, packed up her stuff, and fucking left.I ran my hand through my hair, frustrated before throwing the papers across the room, causing some of the pages to fly in different directions.While Ophelia just stood by the door, watching me, like the conniving little bitch that she was.Not being able to handle being in the same space and breathing the same air that she was, I pushed past her, slamming my shoulder into her, only to stop dead in my tracks when I heard her speak.“You’re lucky you listened to me.” She bit out. “Unless you know what would’ve happened.”My blood boiled as rage clawed at my insides at the sound of words. It took me everything I had not to turn around and hit her just so I could see her bleed, but I had to control my temper. I just had to. “You made a big mistake coming back to my life, Ophelia.” My voice remained deceptively calm, though I
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Chapter: 003Calista’s POVThe next few days had been unbearable for me. I got to see Ophelia often here at our house, and even days when she didn’t drop by, I knew Gerald had gone out to see her.I refused to think about where I had gone wrong, these past three years. I refused to think about if maybe, I had known about Ophelia, I would’ve cast aside all my emotions and maybe this wouldn’t bother me this much.I refused to think about anything that would make this revelation feel heavier than it was, and I promised myself that I’d go on with my life just as if nothing had happened. We were already reaching the end of our contract, so it was stupid of me to be making a fuss about this.I arranged the breakfast on the tray, watching the steam rise from the hot cup of coffee before I let out a low breath. “If only thing’s were different…” I found myself muttering. “If and only if…”Leaving the food on the counter, I climbed up the stairs reluctantly—the only thing pushing me to do this being the urg
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Chapter: 002Calista's POVThe second I heard the voice of that woman in there laughing with Gerald, my husband, my heart sunk to my stomach and anger roiled in my chest.I didn't care if he wanted to sleep around, but he could at least have the decency to do it secretly, not here where all his workers can see and hear all that's going on because soon they'll tell a friend who would tell a friend and before you know what's happening, it's all over the internet. He definitely didn't want that because he's told me a million times and his dad had told me ten million times.“You'll tell my husband that I want to see him right now. Since he has no shame to be doing whatever he's doing in there.” I snapped at the guy that was standing in front of my face, trying to block me from going on. “And I'm going in there, no matter how it takes. I'll either go around you or go through you, and you'll be very surprised at how strong I am, darling.” I palmed his cheek, giving him a smile I hoped was scary enough.
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Chapter: 001Calista's POVToday was just like every other day for me. I woke up early, cleaned the house, did the dishes, and now, I was making breakfast so that it'd be ready for when Gerald woke up.I knew I couldn't wake him, so I just guessed what he would like to have, and that ended as bacon, toast and eggs and maybe a cup of coffee.I was about to go brew some coffee when a set of footsteps coming down the stairs drew my attention. I knew it was Gerald because obviously we're the only two living in this massive house, but usually he sleeps in so it was pretty surprising seeing him awake by this time.“Gerald? Is everything okay? You're up pretty early.” I forced a chuckle. “That's good.”He just brushed past me like I was invisible, opened the fridge, grabbed a bottle of water and slammed it back shut before turning to go back upstairs, not bothering to say a single word to me.I didn't even know when I muttered to myself. “Well, what did I expect?” But truly, what did I expect?We were in
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