Novels by Rodriguez Shaney

I was so confused with the road that we are going since I am not familiar with it anymore and what made me even more confused was he hasn't even called me for once na pupunta pala siya ng europe. Still it doesn't matter, who even am I to him right? We were just arranged and for sure he wasn't that inlove with me but I can tell that he was very attracted to me in a certain way. "You even haven't called or informed and then you're just gonna show up just like that?" I asked him. I couldn't help but to feel like I was left in thin air. "I'm sorry atsaka biglaan din kasi eh, there is no one I could leave it other than myself pero yung inasikaso ko naman 'don is about sa pupuntahan natin ngayon." I didn't talk and just moved my head at the other side. It was such a weird thing for me to do but I felt like not talking to him at all and I kinda hate him right now. "I'm so sorry honey I didn't mean to." he was reaching out to me but I acted like I was sleeping so that he wouldn't bother

Choosing something you are sure about for yourself is something I don't master enough, sometimes I do decide things right away and end up regretting it at the same time. Tulad na lamang ng pag pili ng magiging wedding gown ko sa kasal namin ni ryfer. Kasama ko sila glea, cam and pati na rin ang mama ko sa pag pili ng susuotin ko sa wedding day ko since I know these 3 persons can help me how to pick and what to pick, they are very true with their opinions so it is fullfilling that they'll be by my side and I kinda felt I was really looking for something but at the same time ayuko since hindi naman special day 'yon for me. I was only getting married by contract anyway and not because I love that person. We went at a very famous botique where famous celebrities and other powerful people chose their well designed dresses and nag assist din naman sila saamin kaagad. "It's gonna be your biggest day ever so do you have a vision of your wedding gown? Or would you like to look at our wonder

Early in the morning bumangon ako para mag bihis ng sports clothes kasi mamaya mag gy-gym ako and also to make breakfast ang dami kong gagawin ngayon and kilangan ko sila matapos before pa man matapos ang araw, usually every morning I would put my headset on and jam for some music to myself and para na rin hindi ko mararamdaman na tapos na pala ako sa gawain ko his this day. When I was about to transfer the hot pan at the counter gulat nalang ako nang makaramdam ako ng katawan beside me, buti nalang at hindi ko naitapon yung pan in a different direction dahil kung oo man ay mapapaso talaga ako. "Ryfer naman, don't do that! Nakakagulat jusq!" Sambit ko naman sakanya at tinawanan lang ako ng loko na 'to. Pero kahit bagong gising siya napaka gwapo pa rin kahit na naka sando at pajama lang siya, una ko pa talagang napansin yung biceps niya at parang mas nalalakihan ako lalo, feeling ko tuloy ang liit-liit ko lang atsaka yung pagka moreno niya sa sunlight mas gumaganda atsaka mas iba yu

He never fails to surprise me and I wonder what surprise it is? If I were him enough na sa'kin yung place, food and yung comfort niya sa'kin but this man is another level on his game. He gently pulled me out of my chair and leaded me to some place, I was very hesitant but what's there to be afraid of right? We went at a dark room and there is a light ahead of us that we followed, tumigil kami kung saan mismo nakatutok yung ilaw at humarap siya sa'kin. I was so confused what was going on but he gently placed my hands on his shoulder while the other one was holding his hand. "Teka anong nangyayari?""Do you know how to dance?" He asked. "Kinda? I mean, teka nga bakit dito tayo sasayaw? Hindi mo ba nakikita na parang horror movie to?" "Shh it's starting." Then suddenly I hear a sweet music playing and the lights began to light up the room. Then suddenly he kneeled down one knee. "Kinakain ako ng konsensiya ko and I don't wanna do it that way but this way." He grabbed a little box

We went directly at the parking lot and sabi niya naman sa'kin is ipapa drive niya nalang daw sa tauhan niya yung car ko sa bahay ko kasi siya na rin daw ang mag hahatid sa'kin sa bahay so I don't have to worry about anything. When he opened the passenger's seat I was surprised to see a big boquet of fresh sunflowers. "Wow they're beautiful and how did you know?" I asked him. Kinuha ko naman agad yung sunflowers to smell them and they smell like heaven. "I just know it, akin na muna and dito na muna siya sa backseat para naman may space ka sa harap and please feel comfortable." Kinuha niya yung boquet and he gently assisted me with my seat at the front so I wouldn't trip. Ang swerte ng mapapang asawa niya kasi ganito yung treatment niya sa babae, pero malay mo ganito din siya sa lahat diba? After niyang mailagay yung boquet ay sumakay na siya sa driver's seat and nag suot ng seatbelt. "Are you all good?" He asked and I smiled at him. "Yes, thank you." Gulat ako nang bigla siyang

Ilang days na yng nakalilipas pero hindi pa rin mawawala yung mga tanong sa isip ko, they were all busy with the wedding planning and all of them were really excited. Nag announce na sila sa public na ikakasal na kaming dalawa and everyone was shocked and yet happy at the same time. I keep wondering and wondering wht marriage life would look like and I really need to ease my mind from all of those questions."Cam are you busy? Kailangan ko lumabas and I needed someone to talk to." "Nag book ako ng spa appointment so tamang tama lag yung aya mo, let's talk about it." Sagot niya nama sa'kin. I love how thoughtful my best friend was and we've been together na talaga ever since and this is just what I needed. Nag pa drive nalang ako since I was too lazy to drive and once I arrived there, sinalubong agad ako ni cam and we both went at the sauna and relaxed ourselves with a cup of tea. "So you're getting married na girl!" She sounded so excited for me. "Yeah and it's weird but I felt a