Novels by Nkateko Cindy

JASON I placed the glass of water on the nightstand and climbed on my bed. It was freaking hot, but the house felt so cold, dead, and empty. I scrolled through my phone, trying to find something to distract me, but I failed to keep my mind out of the place that I never wanted it to go to. It was the same routine every night—getting on my bed, hoping to fall asleep without thinking about her, but kept on spending the next two hours thinking about her and blaming myself for telling her to leave. She had been gone for two months, and each day I kept on convincing myself that I would go on with my life, that I would live my life the same way I was living when she wasn’t in my life. Well, lying to myself and being delusional had become a part of my daily routine. I didn’t want to admit it, but I was fucking missing her. Being in my office was a torture, seeing the view of the pool but not seeing her relaxing or swimming felt so wrong. Having dinner all by myself made me to not even enj

ALICIA It felt so good to be back in Medellin. The valleys, mountains, colorful towns, flowers, and the beach—it was so beautiful and hard to get over that place. I was very happy when Lisa invited me to join her after spending a week with Sebastian. Sebastian was a cool guy and knew how to not cross some boundaries. He made sure that I was comfortable around him, and it was easy to get used to him. we were starting to be friends, and i enjoyed his company, but i knew that spending time with Lisa would be so good. Lisa couldn’t help but notice that I wasn’t okay and forced me to tell her everything that had happened. She then asked Sebastian to help me get to Medellin. I knew that being in Medellin would help me to forget about Jason. I needed something to fix my broken heart, or at least forget about Jason. When I arrived, Jason’s parents were already outside waiting for me. Their big smiles made my heart dance. Their driver that was sent to get me from the airport by Jason’s

ALICIA I took a shower, trying to get him out of me, then packed my clothes on the huge suitcase. Some of my clothes couldn’t fit on the suitcase, forcing me to leave them on the closet. I made my way downstairs and saw him sitting at the dining table drinking whiskey from the bottle that was already half. He shifted his gaze to me, showing me his emotionless face. He watched me walking out of his house but didn’t move a muscle. I thought he would stop me from leaving, especially because it was after midnight, but he never did. When I got to the driveway, reality kicked in—I had nowhere to go. I took my phone to call Lisa, but her phone went straight to voicemail. Calling an Uber at that time of the night was a very stupid and dangerous move, but I had to get away from him. The Uber arrived within ten minutes. The driver helped me put the suitcase on the trunk and opened the door for me. When the car was moving away from Jason’s Villa, I looked back at the Villa and saw Jason thro

ALICIA If you thought going back to take his car from where it was parked, driving back to his house, leading me to my bedroom, taking of my clothes, pining me to my bed and fucking me would fix everything, then you thought damn wrong. I also thought wrong. He drove all the way back to his house without even looking at me. He looked pissed, disgusted, and maybe disappointed as well. He opened the door for me when we got to his house, grabbed me by my wrist, and he led me to my room. He didn’t say a word to me. He only took my clothes off and placed me on my bed. He took of his clothes, exposing his already hard enormous cock, immediately sending shivers down my spinal cord and heat between my legs. He got on top of me and penetrated without kissing me. It was very different from the time he took my virginity. When he took my virginity, he was gentle—he kissed me, touched me gently and made sure that I was wet before he penetrated but he was now pissed, he didn’t give a fuck about

ALICIAI was beyond pissed. “He took me to the strip club to get a dance from that whore?” I mumbled to myself while walking away. I was so mad at him because he brought me to the strip club while knowing how I felt about being in the club and what I went through the last time I was in the club. I bumped into someone because I couldn’t focus on where I was going. “Watch where you’re going, beautiful.” When I finally saw the face of the person that I had bumped into, I instantly recognized him. It was the guy I had seen earlier that morning at the restaurant. He gave me a huge smile, showing me that he knew who I was. “We met again. It seems like today is my lucky day...seeing such a beautiful person twice on the same day? It’s my lucky day.” He said, with a smile on his face. After convincing me to have a drink with him at the bar, I finally gave in. I knew that Sebastian was like an enemy to Jason, and distancing myself from him was logical, but I didn’t care at that moment, I was

ALICIA I called Ms. Jones to get my mind off the situation that had happened between Jason and I. Talking to her always calmed my soul. I called her almost every day, but I couldn’t tell her about my situation with Jason. She didn’t know Jason, but she hated him for abandoning me. I couldn’t stand withholding the truth from her but I knew that she would get so worried if I were to tell her the whole truth—that I wasn’t working, I got sold to Smash by my so-called cousin, and that I was staying with Jason. I knew that the best way to tell her everything was to tell her face to face. Dolores made my phone call short when she came to my room and told me that Jason wanted to have dinner with me. I didn’t want to see him but I was hungry. I went to the dining room, and the first thing that I saw was him. His cold gaze shifted to me the moment I walked in. I sat across from him and started eating the salmon that was placed on the plate. I could feel his gaze on me, but I avoided eye cont