Ending the pain
I granted his wish
I never showed him my face again
6 months have passed since I last saw him
Just 6 and it feels like I haven't met him in eternity.
How is life if you ask?
Well it's stagnant...boring...dull. Depressing
I got a job after all...
I am not very proud in telling what is it.
But at least it is the only one I have.
"Sapphire!! You are needed here!!"
I looked around to see my co worker holding out the garbage bag for me.
I grabbed it and made my way towards the dumpster in the alley.
The clothes I wore were not at all decent.
It was my work dress so I didn't had a choice.
Night was approaching and my shift was going to start.
Breathing a long sigh I searched my pocket
Placing two tablets in my mouth I was ready to go.
&nbs
Chapter 16 {9°Celsius}Where are you now?Alessandro Romano p.o.vStaring at her back as my mind registered her wordsA disastrous kind of a storm broke inside me."I was a mistake...I was discarded in dump......I don't deserve happiness....you will not have to see this ugly face anymore.... don't have to touch this disgusting body.... congratulations....goodbye......"No!!This can't be it.I should be happy that she finally decided to leave forever.But then I don't know why a feeling of dread enraptured inside me... like my very soul was getting separated from me.Like by not stopping her right now I was committing the biggest mistake of my life.She said she was a mistake...agreed ...but she was my life's most beautiful mistake.Those years with her were the golden period of my life.She said she is ugly.
Chapter 17 {8°Celsius}Boulevard of broken dreamsMy childhood was the one every other child dreamed of.I never longed for anything neither did any of my demands were left unfulfilled.Result of it being that I never grew up to be greedy.When all your wishes get satisfied you no longer aspire for more and more.You learn contend.And that's what my parents desired me to be like.Humble, sweet, understanding ,down to earth and a perfect gentleman.A man who has strength of character.Power of wordsAnd heart of emotions.A man who doesn't class people instead treat rich and poor equally.And may be that was one of the reasons I Alessandro Romano fell madly in love with a poor orphan girl.Who had nothingNo status, no riches ,no family name.Nothing but a pure soul, a bright smile and golden heart.
Chapter 18 {7°Celsius}Diary part 2I never thought I would meet him again but our destiny had different plans.I was again placed in front of him with head hung downNot daring to look into his eyes and focussing on his perfectly shining shoes instead.I was ashamed of myself.Ashamed of being so damn ignorant and lost while crossing the road.Ashamed of my own situation that made me stand here lost at the centre of the road waiting for death without even knowing it.If he hadn't been the one driving the car I was sure any other person must have ran over me .I expected him to yell at meScold me for being so carelessBut he didn't say a word except asked me if I was alright.I gave my answer with a nod and after that there was silence.I could feel his deep state at me but I couldn't dare to look
Chapter 19 {6° Celsius}When he broke18 March 2017I never deserved AndroHe is too good for me or I can say I am too bad for him.I admit we have a connection very few can have.A connection which soothes my anxious heart with just a mere touch of his fingers.But this connection is good for me and a downfall for him.His mother and his friends have made it clear to him.They can predict his downfall with me at his side.But he cannotHe is too adamant and independent to let others control his life.He wants me and he has made this clear to everyone today.He proposed to me today.We haven't even dated but again he was not the kind of man who dated.He never thinks what others think and does what he wishes to do.He said he wanted me to be his if I permitted.My
Chapter 20 {5°Celsius}Broken AngelSomewhere in New York city"You think there is any chance doctor?"Asked the nurse while looking at the clipboard in her hands"I can't say but she is surely not our responsibility.....no one claimed to know her....we are only left with the last option.."The nurse looked up at the doctor, a little bit surprised at his answer."But doctor how....how ...can we...I mean she is on high dose right now...if we stop it....the results could be severe...""I understand your worries Melissa but can't you see the long line of patients dying to get a bed in here....look outside the door...there are patients who will die if they are not treated right now....she can still survive without the medicines but they won't....""Right sir....I'll get the bed cleared as soon as possible...."The doctor nodded wh
I am faded2 months laterAlessandro's study roomHe sat at his table with study lamp being his only illumination.Papers lie scattered around him and the clock stuck 2 at night.He removed his specs from his nose, rubbed his eyes and placed his specs on the table.Placing both his hands behind his head he leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes.He loved the silence...he loved the darknessThey gave serenity to his chaotic mind.But this silence was also short lived when he heard something falling down in the room next to him.Rushing out of his room to the next one his heart accelerated just like it did most often these days.As soon as he opened the door pitch darkness welcomed him.Afraid he called out her name.."Saph....?...are you fine ....where are you...."No reply...
Insane loveSapphire povInsaneThat's what I hear people calling me behind my backBut when was I not insane.Then when I came to know I was thrown away by my parent's into a bin.Then when I didn't speak a word for a week when children at the orphanage bullied me.Then when I slept for days under a tree or anything that covered my head and the passer-by’s just stared.Or then when Andro left me after showing me what you mean by the word love.Yes I was insaneAnd I am happy about it.You know why?Because that's what made me survive.That's what made me realise that after everything I suffered I was still human.A human with lost mindBut she is alive.Breathing each second...Seeing the only person I cared for caring for me in return.Giving me everything he couldn't.Trying his be
Burning in fire of jealousyTears got dried after pleading for so long.Wrists had red marks after struggling for so long.Her chest was heavily moving up and down as she laid on the bed.Devastated.Drained.Destroyed.Her lips wanted to scream, to plead but all that come out of them were silent rough gasps.Gasps for more air.Gasps for calming her chaotic insides.Beads of sweat lingered on her foreheadDropping down on the pillow along with her salty tears.He didn't help herHe stayed in the shadows seeing it all but not doing anything.He wanted to but couldn't.He was dying piece by piece by doing this to her.By seeing her in such a state.But he couldn't step in15 minutes were still left for this madness to end.His eyes kept shifting b