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ANAHERA
The winter outside the venue chips at my exposed skin but inside, it feels like I’ve stepped into a furnace of ego and expensive cologne. There is enough body heat to melt the polar ice at this point. “You okay, Ana?” Dominik asks, adjusting his tie for the hundredth time. He looks like a million bucks, I’ll give him that. My big brother usually looks like he’s been through a meat grinder after a game, but tonight? Tonight is the Winter Anniversary. “I’m fine, Dom. Stop hovering and go have fun.” I swat his hand away from my shoulder. “Go be the star. I’m just here for the free champagne and to make sure you don’t do anything stupid before the big game.” He gives me that lopsided, boyish grin that has half the city swooning. “No promises.” I watch as he scans the room. This isn’t an official league party. It is the commemorative bash before the final showdown of the year. The calm before the bloodbath on the ice. Everyone is here. From teammates to rivals and coaches who look like they eat nails for breakfast. There’s no checking anyone here though. Just expensive suits and forced blend-ins. “Go on,” I urge him, nodding toward a group of guys near the center of the room who are already waving him over. They’re holding tumblers of whiskey and looking every bit like people who own the place. “Are you sure you’ll be fine by yourself?” I fake a gasp, looking insulted. “Are you kidding me? I’m a grown woman, Dominik. I can handle myself at a cocktail party. Go soak up testosterone.” He hesitates for a fraction of a second. I can see the war in his eyes. The war between his protective big-brother mode clashing with his desire to be with his boys. Then he nods. “Okay. Stay close enough. And don’t drink too much.” “I make no promises I can’t keep!” I call after him as he disappears into the throng of broad shoulders and tailored suits. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. Finally. I love Dom, I really do, but sometimes being his little sister feels like a full-time job without the benefits package. I need to just exist in a space where he isn’t hovering over me and nobody is asking me for a diagnosis. Where I’m not stretching out a pulled hamstring or listening to a patient whine about their recovery exercises. I have one last assignment on my docket for the year. Just one. One final patient to monitor and then I’m free. It shouldn’t be that hard, right? Navigating through the crowd, I dodge waiters and wives with diamonds the size of my fist. There’s a spot near the bar where I go immediately. It’s quieter on this side. And by quieter, I mean no cackling men. “Champagne, miss?” “You are my favorite person in this room,” I tell the bartender, accepting the flute. The bubbles hit my tongue and I feel my shoulders drop an inch. I lean back against the velvet-covered wall and sip my drink. The music is loud enough to vibrate in my chest but low enough that I can hear the roar of laughter rising from where I can see Dom. I pull my phone out to text Bella. Wish you were here, I type. Then I delete it in another second. What’s the point? She is currently living her best life at her billionaire father’s condo in Australia, probably sipping a mojito on a beach while I’m freezing my toes off in a room full of– “Anahera, you need to stop moping. Enjoy the glitter and the free booze,” I scold myself. Someone slides in next to me for a glass, muttering something I don’t listen to because I’m watching a rookie player try to impress a veteran’s wife with a magic trick that goes wrong. I burst out laughing. Across the room near the towering Christmas tree, a woman in a red sequined dress catches my eye. She’s pointing at…me? I glance behind me. Wall. Okay, so she’s pointing at me. She waves. I’ve never seen her in my life but the champagne has made me generous and the holiday spirit is contagious. I smile and wave back, giving a little toast with my glass. Her face lights up. She grabs the arm of the man next to her and points to me again. Then she points above my head. I frown. What? Then I hear it. It is a low murmur sweeping through the crowd. “Kiss…kiss…” Did I walk into a ritual? The chant catches fire. It spreads from their group to the next, jumping across the room faster than a flu virus. Suddenly, half the room is looking in my direction. People are grinning and chanting in unison. “KISS! KISS! KISS!” WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?! I take a look up. You’ve got to be kidding me. Hanging above my head, tied with a velvet red ribbon to the sconce on the wall is a sprig of mistletoe. A massive, unavoidable sprig of mistletoe. My stomach drops to the shiny floors of the room. I am standing UNDER the mistletoe. Alone. Wait. Not alone… Before my brain can fully process the geometry of the situation, before I can turn to see who has been lurking in my blind spot, the world tilts. An arm wraps around my waist. It’s solid as a rock and possesses a heat that sears through the fabric of my dress. “Don’t leave them hanging, sweetheart,” a deep voice murmurs right against my ear. I gasp, but the sound is swallowed immediately by his mouth on mine. I expect it to be sloppy or aggressive, reeking of stale beer. I expect to hate it. But for the love of all that is holy…it is none of those things. The kiss is mind-numbingly soft. His lips move against mine with a confidence that makes my toes curl in my heels. He tastes like peppermint and high-end whiskey–a dangerous and intoxicating cocktail. For one second, I forget where I am and let myself feel. Then reality comes crashing back when the whole room explodes in cheers and applause. WHAT ARE YOU DOING, ANAHERA?! My eyes snap open. Fingers splayed over soft wool, I’m ready to shove him off all the way to New Year’s day but I don’t even get a chance to use my force. One second, I’m being kissed by the best lips of my life. The next, there is a roar of rage that sounds like a grizzly bear’s and someone rips the warmth away from me. Violently. “Get your filth off her!” Dominik. I stumble back, catching my balance against the bar counter. My heart pounds hard. “Dom, wait!” But it’s too late. Dominik doesn’t ask questions or wait for explanations. He swings.ANAHERA There was no measure to how much kisses Noel showered me with, and to be honest, I’d never been kissed with so much fervor by anyone. In my entire not-so-relevant dating history. He took each second of the precious time we didn’t have, exploring my mouth, tasting my lips and prolonging the ache between my thighs. And each kiss reminded me of what it would feel like to have his tongue swiping over my currently very wet folds. “Noel,” I gasped when he tilted my head back and peppered hot kisses down the column of my throat, nibbling as he went. I was a shaking mess by the time he came back up to take my mouth again. “You.” Kiss. “Anahera Kallio.” Kiss. “Are the bane of my existence.” I let a long moan slip out. “So are you, mister.”His expert fingers finally made their way to the front of my sweater before sliding under to catch my freezing nipples between the tips. My back arched into him, and our kisses turned wild with passion. With those forest eyes gleaming at me
ANAHERAThe last time I felt like this was ages ago. The last time I felt…carefree, happy, buzzing with energy. All of a sudden, I was twelve again and on the ice rink, defying my brother by sneaking out to play with the other kids on the frozen pond a few distance away. Except this time, it was with Noel and we were playing hockey. Hard.I sent the puck sliding into the goal again. “That’s…that is foul play. You had me distracted, Hera,” Noel panted, grabbing another puck. “I can’t believe you’re this good.” I shrugged with a smile so wide my face started to hurt.“Just take your L and move on, Noel. Admit that I’m a better player than you are.” Actually, it was the second time I scored. Noel was several points ahead of me but was doing a terrific job at being humble about it.The motive alone had my heart racing for a reason which had nothing to do with the game. A while later, I collapsed on a chair in the bleachers. “That was a good game, huh?” Noel asked as he made his way
ANAHERA Time stood still. I could feel beads of sweat rolling between my breasts and down my back, waiting for my brother’s response. He merely looked at me, eyes narrowed in thought, before he turned and walked out. Without a single word. For the first time ever, I stood up to him, and contrary to what Bella and Eleanor told me, it felt horrible. Like taking a knife and shoving it into my brother’s back. I humiliated him in public. Someone whistled loud and long. “Well, that was intense, don’t you think?” It was Eleanor. “This does not mean I forgive you for ruining my life. Enjoy your solo staycation.” She walked off, her brother following behind. It was me and Noel left in the hallway. Before he opened his mouth to say a word, I shook my head to stop him. “I don’t want to hear anything. Just shut it.” The distance to my hotel room was just in the other hallway, but the weight of guilt crushing me could not let me see it. Fuck, what was I thinking? I br
NOELI was already at the door to my room before my phone pinged with a notification from one of my teammates in the group chat. ‘Another Stanford Family Scandal?’ Who Stanford? Perhaps more celebrity gists that I hated to involve myself with.I let myself in and clicked on the video just in time to see two girls verbal sparring. It was none of my business at first until Anahera’s face came into view. The camera panned to the girl she was arguing with…Eleanor.Stanford. Jax. “Isn’t this Jax’s little sister?” Just as I said that aloud, a loud slap rang out. Jax had just hit his sister. In public. In front of a crowd.Shaking my head, I let myself out again, hurrying into the elevator that’d take me down to the party. “Stupid fucking asshole,” I muttered, pacing restlessly in the elevator ride that was taking an eternity.If Coach caught wind of this, Jax could be possibly benched for the entire season or worse. Arrested. In no time, I was pushing forward through the tight crowd
ANAHERABack at the party, it was even worse off than when I left it. Everyone here was either drunk or high, or biting someone’s mouth off in a corner of the place. I dragged in a shaky inhale. “Avoid Dominik, get Eleanor, return her phone, walk back to my room.” In that order. That was easy. If only I could find a certain blonde head, it’d be over soon.“I thought you were back in your room,” someone spoke up from behind me. I whirled around to look into Jax’s face. “You’re back here to enjoy the party?”“N-no. I came here to look for Eleanor. Have you seen her?”The way he kept looking into my face unnerved me. I could read a million things he wanted to say from that look. “You do look very familiar. Apart from being Dominik’s sister, I’m certain I have seen you somewhere else before. You know that too, don’t ya?”I shook my head rapidly. “I don’t think so.” I swallowed. “Excuse me.” He smirked but I didn’t wait to see what waited at the end of that expression. Pushing past t
ANAHERA Dominik looked like he’d rather bash Jax’s head in. “Know her? My sister works too hard to be seen by the likes of you. Take your eyes somewhere else.”I let out a small breath of relief, even though I knew it was not over yet. Not with the way Jax’s insistent eyes remained on me. After a while, he turned his focus to Eleanor. “What are you doing here?” Dominik inquired again, pulling me to a corner. “I know I should have told you but I was swarmed up in work—”“That was not my question, butterfly,” he admonished gently in a tone he knew I could not ignore. “You know you’re not supposed to be at a place like this.”With a sigh, I confessed. “My client had to travel and gave me a few days off. Before then, Bella and I had planned a spa getaway here but she ditched me last minute. So I came with Eleanor.”For a second, he said nothing. Just gauging my expression for any crack in the armor. My mind chose the last minute to conjure up the image of me losing my mind over Noel’
ANAHERA The bass thumping all the way from inside the building to where we were parked made me nervous. Wiping sweaty palms against the very short dress Bella persuaded me to put on, I grabbed my mini purse and stepped out with her. I looked at my best friend as we walked side by side, I thought
ANAHERAThree days later and I was on the verge of pulling out my hair from its roots. “If I have to deal with that jerk for one more day, I’m going to fly down a hill. The man has absolutely refused to make my life any easy since working with him,” I moaned. I expected a response from Bella but
ANAHERA“What is going on here?” I asked, approaching the couple, looking between both of them while they fixed their eyes on anywhere else that was not my face. Not even a glance. A dull thud echoed in the room behind me, breaking the tension, and their gazes shot toward me. Dominik spoke first.
ANAHERABella stumbled into our room, face white like she’d seen a ghost, her blonde hair swinging every which way. “There’s a naked man in the house, Ana! I swear on my soul. How did he get here?”It didn’t take long before it dawned on me what she was saying.I opened my mouth to tell her I was







