LOGINANAHERA
The sound of fist meeting jaw echoes through the room, shattering against the festive atmosphere. The stranger stumbles back but he doesn’t go down. He may be as big as Dominik, but my brother is running on pure, unadulterated big-brother rage. He lunges again, grabbing the guy and shoving him hard. He crashes into a high-end table, sending glasses shattering to the floor. “Dominik!” He’s far gone to even listen. “You touch her again, and I’ll kill you!” he roars. The stranger chuckles. I whip my head to look at him. Does he have a death wish? How can he be laughing when Dom is about to take his head off? “I just kissed her. Doesn’t that make me better than you?” he teases with a smirk. Yup, the punch must have thrown him off balance. This hall is about to be painted red, everybody. Courtesy of this generous idiot. Dominik’s face turns a shade of purple I’ve only seen during overtime playoffs. He raises his fist for another hit. “Dominik, stop!” I scream, rushing forward. Thankfully, three of Dom’s teammates tackle him before he can cause further damage. Two bouncers rush in from the side, grabbing the stranger who is now leaning heavily against the wall with one hand bringing a napkin to his lip. “Let me go! I’m gonna end him!” Dominik is thrashing hard, spitting fury. “Cool it, Dom. It’s over!” One of his teammates yells. I’m shaking. I’m actually shaking now. I look at my brother for any signs of blood, and then very slowly, my gaze turns to the man who dared to kiss me. He definitely must have asked Santa for a death wish with that thoughtless move he pulled. The room is deadly silent now. The music and the laughter is dead, and so is the Christmas spirit. All eyes are bouncing between my brother and the man slumped on against the wall. He’s straightening his coat. He winces, putting weight on his left leg and I see him grit his teeth. He has a limp. Great. Now, he’s injured. He lowers the napkin from his mouth and I see that there’s blood staining that corner that was just on mine. He runs a hand through his messy dark hair and slowly lifts his head. He has the greenest eyes…wait, green eyes. Piercing, familiar green eyes lock onto mine across the wreckage of the party and my blood turns to ice. Every ounce of sympathy I had for the stranger vanishes at once. No, no, no. It can’t be. I know those eyes. I know that arrogant tilt of the jaw. The history that hangs between his family and mine like a bad cloud. I remember it all. It’s Noel Rautio. My brother’s arch nemesis. The rival. The guy dominik hates more than losing. A bitter-acidic feeling blooms in my stomach, warring with the lingering sensation of his lips on mine. As soon as he sees the horror on my face, the bastard smiles. He fucking gives me a bloody, crooked, infuriating smile that makes me want to walk up to him and bash his head in with my shoe. He tilts his head to the side, ignoring the bouncers holding his arms, ignoring Dominik’s death threats, ignoring the hundreds of people watching. He only has eyes for me. “Missed me?” he rasps. *** “NOEL RAUTIO?!” I almost cannot believe the words that jump out of my assignment envelope. Everyone else gets reasonable patients and I get to work with Noel the fuck Rautio?! Of all people, Dr. Tiare chose to assign me to the green eyed boy from my old neighborhood who is now a famous hockey star? That…that cocky son of a beezoos? How can she do this to me? “Is there a problem with your assignment, Ana?” “Yes, the fuck there is,” I blurt out without thinking. A collective gasp resonates throughout the room and then silence. Tiare’s expression quickly puts me in check. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I was just…Noel? This has to be wrong.” I watch my colleagues grab their envelopes, look through and bid us goodbye. They don’t seem to have a problem at all. Why does it have to be me? This christmas holiday is supposed to be my moment to recoup and start the New year with a clear mind and renewed positivity. Tell me how being assigned to him is going to make that possible. I’m about to be choked to death. Tiare walks to her office and I follow her in a hot second. “If you have grievances, you should tender them to the Head of Physiotherapy.” “Which is my Supervisor who, thanks be to God and the holiday spirits, is you.” She doesn’t look impressed. “It’s just for a few weeks. What happened to wanting to make me proud and doing the best that you can? You’ve handled similar cases in the past and you did well. So what’s wrong?” “It’s not that I can’t take him. It’s just– Dominik. He and Noel are not exactly besties. If Dominik finds out–” “This is work, Anahera. You have to find a way to maintain the balance without disrupting workflow. That is the one thing I would not take.” She lifts her wrist and points to her watch. “I have a few minutes before my maternity leave begins and my husband comes to pick me. Is there anything else you want to say before you get dismissed?” And out the window goes every chance of stopping this calamity from befalling me. “No. That’s all.” Back in my car, the realization hits. The man I have to touch, heal, and be alone with for weeks is the same man my brother almost murdered last night. This is a cruel joke. How am I supposed to walk into Noel’s space with professionalism when I’ve already felt the rhythm of his heart against my palm? Deep breaths, Anahera. Breathe or you’re going to faint. If Dominik finds out about this arrangement, he’s going to be in handcuffs. And I’ll be the sister who sold out her brother for a paycheck–or worse, for a guy who represents everything we hate.ANAHERA My head is hosting a heavy-metal concert where the lead singer is screaming directly into my frontal lobe. I groan. My throat feels like I swallowed a handful of dry, sharp sand. Eyelids heavy like they’ve been glued shut with industrial adhesive…and what the fuck is wrong with my body?Slowly…very slowly, I crack my eyes open. Sunlight attempts to scrape them clean off my skull. And, wait…This isn’t my room. My room has worn out furniture and a pile of laundry in the corner that I’ve been ignoring for three days. This room? This room has high ceilings and minimalist grey walls and a window that probably offers a view of the entire city. And it’s not mine. So where the hell am I?I’m in a bed that feels like a cloud and my body feels like it had been ripped open, pieced apart and stitched together again. Where am I? I mean…w-what happened?Little by little, the memories start to assemble in my cloud-fogged brain. O’Malley’s. Tequila. A stranger who smelled like old gin.
NOELI should be at home sitting in my chamber and icing my wounded thigh, pretending that my career isn’t hanging by a thread the width of a piece of dental floss. Instead, I am sitting in the darkest corner of a wound down bar. In my hands is a glass of whiskey that cost less than my socks. Somewhere to my right, is the sister of my arch nemesis who is busy assassinating my character to a guy that looks like he hasn’t showered in decades. “There is no loophole for being a bitch!” Anahera yells, her voice cutting through the hum of the bar. I take a slow sip of the burning liquid. Bitch. Nice. Now add that to the list of pompous, ugly, arrogant. She’s really quite the resume for me. I watch her over the rim of my glass as she vibrates. Her hands are flying around, punctuating her sentences with enough force to send her partner flying.She looks frantic and beautiful and completely unhinged. Would I be mad if I say how much I like it?I shouldn’t be here. I came to take the edge
ANAHERA“Is that right, baby?” Noel asks quietly. “The ugly boy.”“Yes.”He laughs. It’s harsh this time. “That’s rich coming from you. You talk about ugliness? Maybe you should ask your brother about ugliness, Anahera. Ask Saint Dominik how he treated people who didn’t have a big brother to protect them. Ask him what he did to the kids who had holes in their sneakers.”I freeze. “What the hell are you even talking about?”“Ask him. Oh wait. You won’t. Because in your eyes, big bad Dominik is the hero, and I’m just the villain who dared to be better than him.“Defensive rage blinds me as I yell back, “Dominik is a good man! He has never been cruel. He works hard. He didn’t get handed everything on his silver platter like you. He worked for it. He protects people.”“He protects you,“ he corrects. This time his tone drips with venom. “There is a difference.”“I am not doing this. I refuse to work with you.”I turn around and march towards the door. My hands are shaking so badly. I can b
ANAHERA I stare at the dashboard. My reflection in the rearview mirror looks terrified. My hair has been pulled back into a severe, no-nonsense bun that says, ‘I am a professional, do not mess with me,’ but my eyes are too wide and frantic.Oh my God, I’m going to throw up at whats-his-name’s feet.My watch says 8:58am. That’s enough delaying the inevitable. If I arrive late, that would give him ammunition against me. Being late means being flustered and I refuse to be flustered. Grabbing my bag, I exit the car and march toward the entrance of the Obsidian Tower. It is one of those places where the doorman looks better dressed than I am. I give my name at the desk.“Penthouse B. The elevator needs a key card which I have activated for you.”Of course it has to be the penthouse. Because why would Noel Rautio live on a normal floor like a normal human being?The elevator ride is swift and silent, unlike my heart which is currently performing a drum solo against my ribs. When the doors
ANAHERA The sound of fist meeting jaw echoes through the room, shattering against the festive atmosphere. The stranger stumbles back but he doesn’t go down. He may be as big as Dominik, but my brother is running on pure, unadulterated big-brother rage. He lunges again, grabbing the guy and shoving him hard. He crashes into a high-end table, sending glasses shattering to the floor. “Dominik!”He’s far gone to even listen. “You touch her again, and I’ll kill you!” he roars. The stranger chuckles. I whip my head to look at him. Does he have a death wish? How can he be laughing when Dom is about to take his head off?“I just kissed her. Doesn’t that make me better than you?” he teases with a smirk.Yup, the punch must have thrown him off balance. This hall is about to be painted red, everybody. Courtesy of this generous idiot.Dominik’s face turns a shade of purple I’ve only seen during overtime playoffs. He raises his fist for another hit.“Dominik, stop!” I scream, rushing forward.
ANAHERAThe winter outside the venue chips at my exposed skin but inside, it feels like I’ve stepped into a furnace of ego and expensive cologne. There is enough body heat to melt the polar ice at this point. “You okay, Ana?” Dominik asks, adjusting his tie for the hundredth time. He looks like a million bucks, I’ll give him that. My big brother usually looks like he’s been through a meat grinder after a game, but tonight?Tonight is the Winter Anniversary. “I’m fine, Dom. Stop hovering and go have fun.” I swat his hand away from my shoulder. “Go be the star. I’m just here for the free champagne and to make sure you don’t do anything stupid before the big game.”He gives me that lopsided, boyish grin that has half the city swooning. “No promises.”I watch as he scans the room. This isn’t an official league party. It is the commemorative bash before the final showdown of the year. The calm before the bloodbath on the ice. Everyone is here. From teammates to rivals and coaches who







