22nd January 03:57
I had fallen asleep as soon as Alistair had gone. The comforter of the king-size bed was so soft that I had not given it a second thought before laying down.
I woke up when my hunger was unbearable. But I didn't dare to leave the room. God knows what next I'll be faced with.
The door of the room opened and Gabe came in. The room is so large, yet still, he closed the distance between us in mere steps. Which should not be possible for a normal person again.
I glared at him waiting for him to speak.
"You are making a face like you hadn't known what we're capable of doing," He said, with an unusual softness in his voice
"Yeah, I just found out you are capable of kidnapping someone and making them your prisoner without a second thought!! So what? Now I should do everything you said or you will kill me?!!" I yelled at him.
He just sat down on the bed, touching my cheeks, and shocking me again. As much as I want to maintain my distance from him. I just can't resist the touch. As soon as his hands were on me, all my stress vanished out of thin air.
He withdrew his hand from my face. The softness was replaced with a hard look. he looked into my eyes "I won't ever let you get hurt" he said.
My anger wavered a bit at his words, "Oh yeah? But so sorry Sherlocks, I still hate you" I said in sarcasm.
He just smirked at me "We will see!" He said.
Before I can argue further, my stomach growled. "Can this prisoner get some food??" I asked
"Of course, You need to eat or you'll get weak" he explained.
"You are talking like I'm the only one here who needs food or they'll get wet,k", I said as we walked out of the room.
He just shakes his head and continues walking until we were in the dining room. well! room is a weak word in front of this, it's nothing like a room and more like an endless hall.
He takes out a seat for me at the head of the table. I want to protest but sat down anyway.
The workers started to place dishes on the dining table just as Gabe sat beside me.
" I warn you if I died eating your spiked food, ill come back as a ghost haunting you" I complained.
"Just open the dishes, Clara" he demanded.
I huffed. Fine then, looks like he has not spiked anything.
I opened one of the dishes. It looks like a soup of some sort. I served myself. After I had done serving myself. I inhaled the spicy aroma of the food.
My gaze fell on Gabe, "who is smiling at my reaction "How can it smell so good???" I asked him.
"Aren't you hungry?" He asked instead.
Yeah! I'm so fucking hungry that I said nothing anymore and dig in my food.
***
After eating like a rebellious woman. I was finally full inside. For my whole life, I just had been eating boiled vegetables. So the food here has already melted my heart.
"I want to kiss that cook who made all of this," I said as I stretched in front of Gabe.
Gabe looked like he is hiding a smile. For a person who is always an asshole, It's very unexpected. But it looks good when he smiles like that.
"Then you should kiss me now," Gabe said indicating towards himself, barely holding back his grin now.
Confused, I asked, " Why will I kiss you?"
"Well, you said yourself that you want to kiss the cook!" He said his eyes filled with mischief.
Realization downed me as I understood what he was trying to say.
"You cooked all of this? Are you a chef?" I asked meeting my gaze on the said cook.
Gabe coughed to hide his laugh before casually saying "So my kiss?"
My jaw dropped to the floor. "I'm not kissing you!"
"Well you said yourself, Now be a man of your word," He said his eyes amused.
I folded my hands in front of me "You see, I'm not a man" I said
His smile widened as he pulled me closer " Then be a woman of your word," he said sexily
He palmed my neck with one hand and rubbed my lips with his thumb. The sensation of his touch reached my core. I was losing myself in his touch
Our lips were a breath apart. Almost grazing each other. I bit my lowered lips. Already wanting more.
His lips were still hanging back from mine as if asking my permission.
Not finding the will to resist anymore, I grabbed the collar of his shirt and yanked his lips to mine.
As soon as my lips touched his. He took control. Taking me in a hard yet gentle kiss. This kiss was more intense than any kiss I had. Not that I've ever kissed before but I just knew I can't want anything else for my first kiss. butterflies danced in the pit of my stomach.
By the time we stopped kissing. We both were gasping for air. He has a small smile attached to his face which made him look younger.
He was preparing for another kiss when suddenly out of nowhere he was slammed into the wall.
I screamed as a beast roared in Gabe's direction
The playful look on Gabe's face was gone. Replaced by a hard look
"Clara go to your room, don't come downstairs," He said in a firm voice.
I stood up looking from him to the beast. The beast was nothing like I'd ever seen before
"But ~," I said. My body trembling.
Gabe all but yelled at me "Go away!" looking at the beast and then at me "Everything is fine, just go" He said.
Fine? Everything is fine? A raging beast is almost trying to kill him and he is fine? God everyone here is a psychopath.
I don't have to be told twice as I ran towards my room. I didn't even look back when a sound of glass shattering surrounded me.
What I have gotten into?
22nd January 7:09 Have you ever felt like you are trapped in between a volcano just when you were about to be free, you got trapped again? I literally can relate to this. Whole my life I tried to run away from my stepfather, but couldn't because of Yahya. Now that we were about to get free, I'm again stuck in a place where raging beasts are okay to roam around. God!!! That beast was really not something I've ever seen before. it was like a wolf but at the same time it was not. After running back to my room, I had hidden beneath the bed, holding my knees to my chest my breath heaving. I tried to not make a sound because I for once wants to see my baby brother. The thought of Yahya made my eyes wet with tears. Just when the door opened, I stopped breathing. "Clara!" a familiar voice roared my name. Alastair. I quickly got out from under the bed. I saw Alastair standing near the door looking around when his gaze fell on me. He growled. O God not again. "Stop growling you bastard
23 January 05: 53 I woke up when I heard a firm yet soft knock on my door. I'm a light sleeper so it's usual for me to wake up at a tiny sound even. I pad my way to the door, one of these days I'll explore my beautiful large room, I haven't yet. Opening the door slightly I found an array of women. The one standing in front of me was about eighteen years or something old. Petite beautiful blonde, wearing an apron over a black dress. Cute but formal. She beamed at me "Good morning Madame! I'm Melissa, this is my team. We're here to get you ready for today" She said. I looked at the clock hanging above my queen size bed. "As nice as it is to meet you. It's just six in the early morning, I am okay with getting ready on my own " She looked down, disappointed "Madame I can't leave you on your own, Alpha will fire us!" Said she. What a title for a smug bastard, Alpha huh? I smiled slightly " What is special today?" I asked, opening the door wide, indicating them to get in, which the
23 January 2:34 I walked downstairs to find Melissa waiting for me, I smiled at her, the smile covering almost my face. I've never had the money to send Yahya to Kindergarten, hell, even though I am not graduated. It was my dream to study and get graduated but financial support is a bitch I don't own. But Alastair sent Yahya to school. The kid will finally be able to meet children his age and maybe he'll make friends too. All thanks to the broody Billionaire. "Madame— I mean Clara, Alpha is outside waiting for you," she said. But I frowned. "Melissa, how did you get that?" I asked when I saw a claw mark on her neck. She quickly tried to hide it. "It's nothing!" She said as I close up to her. "What nothing Mel, It's like an animal tried to slit you apart," I said my concern palpable in my voice. "Oh Yeah–Yes actually a stray dog tried to attack me, I don't know why, I guess it was wild or something. But please I'll be fine, it doesn't hurt" She tried to convince me. The claw m
23 January 09:12 Letia smiled at me before linking my arm with her. "I know it can be hard for you to live with Mr. King, He can be broody at times," she said walking me up to a round table where a few refreshments are laid. "You don't even want to know," I told the truth. Rolling my eyes. She laughed a little. "A personality like him sometimes gets hard to understand but we can't blame him. He had never been with a woman like ever" she said. I frowned sitting down on a chair, my legs are sore in ten minutes only "Never?" She shook her head " Never, He is a working type of person rather than a social person. Actually, it's been ages since he came to a gathering like this" She said sitting down beside me. I grinned "You're saying like that's thousand of years when I'm sure Alastair is somewhere between his mid-twenties only" She grinned with me just as Alastair and Rhett came back. Letia stood up to greet Rhett with a kiss. What Alastair did surprised me, He wounded his arms ar
1st February 11: 32 Groaning I opened my eyes. My head feels like shit. I feel sore all over my body. It's like I've been sleeping for ages. I opened my eyes to find myself in a king-sized bed and I was covered in tubes and plucks. My nostril holds a breathing tube. Alastair was sitting in a chair at the edge of my bed. He was asleep. There were dark circles around his eyes. The wolf locket dangling from his neck. Similar to mine. Images after images started to peek into my brain. I remember everything, going to the party, meeting Letia and Rhett and many more friends. Saving the pup and finding the drunk men. Finally, I remember the most important part. Alastair changes into a beast in mid-air. The very beast who attacked Gabriel. I gasped trying to sit up only to fall back with a thud. With those memories came an unbearable headache. It caused Alastair to woke up. "Clara, you're finally awake," He said. He tried to come near me, but I flinched. "Don't come near me!" I yelled
1st February 2:32 I've processed everything in my mind. Living with a pack of Werewolves, Check. Having a mate for life and death. Check. Having no say in this matter. Check. Mate is the King of all wolves. Double check. When Melissa came to my room, I realized that maybe she too is a werewolf. I asked her the same thing. She nodded "I am, but I m the weakest of the pack," said she. "That day the mark on your neck, it was not a dog's claw right?" I asked her She shakes her head "That was Madam Seline's claw mark, she told me to bring her tea and I got late" Seline? She's here, come to think of it, I actually didn't meet Seline. And why would she claw this poor woman for a tiny mistake? I hadn't known I'd asked the last question out loud until Melissa answered "She's not bad. She is just going rogue. It's been hard for her to stay human that's why she is mostly out in the forest or in her room" I nod in understanding and changed the subject. " So what is it means to be mated?
1st February 4:13 I inhaled deeply before walking in the direction of Alastair. The woman arched her brow. I ignored her and went straight for Alastair's lap. I sat on him, wounding my arms around his neck, I kissed his cheek. The woman's eyes widened. Yes! Take that bitch! "Baby, what took you so late to come home? I was waiting for you" I asked in a fake enthusiasm. I saw Alastair trying to hide his laugh in my tummy, I even don't know why I flirted with him to make a jealous mess of this woman. But what's done is done. Alastair cleared his throat wrapping an arm around me and pulling me plush against his chest. I saw the moment that caught Gabriel's attention, did I imagine or did he really grit his jaw? I didn't get the time to observe more as a kiss on my neck feathered. "I'm sorry baby I was out for work and didn't get the chance to see the time," Alastair said. Playing along with me. I mentally rolled my eyes. I was just acting, but he doesn't feel like acting. Damn if it
1st February 8:12 I was beyond words, his anger did nothing to scare me, in fact, it only fuelled my pleasure. I didn't understand what I'm doing. But I did what I did. Palming his neck, I kissed his cheek. "I don't know what I'll do when this deal is over, But" His eyes bored into mine, already back to normal. I closed my eyes, leaning forward. I feathered his lips with mine. He didn't move at first. Then his hand grabbed my hips. Pulling me forward, deepening the kiss. When my eyes opened, I was near the door. He was still standing near his desk. His knuckles were white from grabbing the desk so hard. He was heaving. "Go away Clara, I won't be able to stop if I started again, " He said. Not looking into my eyes. I said I wanted to explore every moment of our deal. Then do I want him to stop? My answer was clear "Alastair!" I called him. He looked up at me. I turned my back to him, picking up my hair from my back, I popped open the top button of my dress back. I heard a grow