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I jolted awake when I heard an overexcited knock or at least it sounded like it, I whined again, the knocking didn't stop, I tossed and turned looking for a comfortable position to help me forget this disturbance.
It was 7am for Godssake, was anyone dying?, I marched to the door ripping it open ready to lash out when my eyes connected with teary blue ones making my anger deflate instantly.
"Nightmare, scared" was all she said as she wrapped her tiny arms around me.
I was caught off guard at first but I wrapped my arms around her as I walked us into my room.
This was her first time In here but she didn't let go of me to look around, she just stood
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