Again, the night was restless today too for her. She was tossing and turning on her bed. Tears were just uncontrollably flowing out of her eyes, despite of all her attempts to not to cry.
After sending the files through e-mail on time she was just like this. She thinks of sleeping but that seems impossible to herself.
In the end she just sits up and holding her knees, she gave in to all her sorrows.
She cries harder, holding herself tighter.
He just appears again. When she was finally ready to move on.
Despite of her hate for him, her love is always more. And from her love for him, the broken pieces of her heart are even more.
With her cries getting intense, she was shaking badly.
As always, there was no one to hold
Back to Past… This was the fourth day of her 2nd semester. This time she was more hopeful for their ambiguous relation. Her heart was even more attracted to him. On her first day she only saw a glimpse of him. Later, she was unable to find him. Later that day, Ansha and her friends were going to photocopy shop to purchase their lab handouts. They have to pass through a corridor in which there were classes of senior year students. There she saw him. He was standing there with his friend. He also looked at her. When she came closer, he whispered to his friend and pointed towards her with his eyes. She noticed it all but ignored it. She can only feel happiness in her heart as she was afraid to show it. On her way back from the shop, she was more than happy. She had to go back from the same corridor, she saw that he had en
PRESENT TIME… A week had passed. And every day was same. Starts with load of works and sometimes with some mental torture. And ends with the announcement of tomorrow’s workload. She was already feeling tired of her dream job. At first, she wants to continue her job no matter what as she loves her work but everything is falling apart here for her. Every day her hopelessness is only increasing. Now, she was hesitating. Her boss and colleagues were welcoming and friendly to her but suddenly her boss is clearly showing his dislike for her and all her colleagues are keeping their selves at a distance from her. This is too much for her. Only Maira came for her help whenever she gets a chance. Many times, she would be chased away by boss or his assistant but she always comes back. Finding a friend in her in this chaos is a blessing to her. She was deliberately ignoring the fact of involvement of Ahmer in her misery bu
At Night… Ahmer was watching her today’s recordings on loop on his laptop. The screen was showing her video of sitting with her head in her knees, holding herself together. She was in pain. She had been wronged. She was tired of all this. But she never looks up. The screen shows Maira coming for her. She doesn’t even say a word of complain to her. She can let her frustration out. But she didn’t. Now, the screen was showing her reaction after seeing her gift in worst state. She got hurt after seeing the tie. Tears were evident in her eyes when she was holding it in her hand. She suddenly got up and get out of the door. He waits for her. She has to come to him. She will definitely ask him about the things happening to
At Weekend… The empty boxes of pizza and other fast food with bottles of drinks were scattered on the table and Nisha can be seen sitting on one of the chairs around the dining table holding her head with both of her hands. Ansha was sitting beside her with her hand on Nisha’s back, trying to comfort her and let her digest the news, with a face full of unexpected grievance mix with confusion and expected reaction of Nisha. “Nisha! 10 minutes are already passed. When are you going to lift up your head? Just say something.” “SOMETHING!” Nisha replied, never lifting her head up for even once. “Are you serious?” “So, what did you want me to say?” She was sulking but this time she lifts up her head.” “Scold me please.” Ansha said to her with her eyes facing south. “By which right?” “Only you have this right.” “Then you should have come at once to me. On the ver
She was on her desk doing her work. Her mind was continuously wandering about the past events. She wants to let it all go but this feeling of despair is not letting her doing so. She recalls her conservation with Rayan of a night before. "He wants to meet you.This weekend is alright for you?” She was already in her bed when she receives his messages. “I just want some more time to think about this.” “I hope you don’t mind.” “Why would I even mind but just keep in mind that I only want best for you…” “Yeah! I know. ❤❤” “Are you alright Ansha?” She got stuck for a moment as to what to reply to him. She doesn’t want to lie to him but
A few days passed but every day was the same for Ansha. She was mostly the one who was continuously doing her work all the time and missing her lunch breaks despite this, she was mostly the one who leaves her department after everyone. Always the one who was getting a hard time with Mr. Shah. Her co-workers think that their HOD does not like Ansha personally so they only try to talk to her if they have to except for Maira who proves to be a constant support for her in this hell. Every night she was thinking about this state of her life. And at one night she takes the same decision again and after speculating it from each angle she messaged Rayan. "I want to meet Basel this weekend. Ask him." And Rayan confirmed their meet-up after the next evening. After that, she let Nisha know about this on call at night. Nisha acknowledged her decision and said that she would support her as always. "But I want
Ansha sees him approaching her table and her breathing seems to stop right there. She does not expect him to do anything reckless as anything personal of her is not related to him. But again he is Ahmer, the successful CEO of the province’s best company and emerging future of the country. No one can expect less from him in any matter.Only to a few people, the identity of the CEO of S.D Group & Companies is revealed. The employees working under him and the people he meets including business dealers, news anchors, reporters, and more people were first asked not to disclose his identity and the consequences were not good if someone seems to forget this promise.One time a news reporter takes an interview of the mysterious and successful CEO, he was already instructed not to take any photos. He agreed but later he tried to sell the pictures of the CEO taken from a hidden camera in the interview to his foreign competitors who were after his life. That repor
Next Morning Ansha was packing her things at her desk. Her puffy and red eyes were telling everyone the story of how she spent last night. Moreover, she was constantly rubbing her eyes to stop the tears which were continuously flowing out. Her colleagues were seeing her state but not anyone had the courage to approach her until Maira see the chance of talking to her. “Ansha?” She called out to her as she pulls a chair to sit beside her. In return, she gives a smile to her which broke Maira’s heart. “Don’t do this to yourself.” Maira holds her shoulders. “You’re wrong here. Now I’m doing this for myself. For my peace.” She smiles more. “Just not hurt yourself.” Ansha giggles and Maira feels her pain. “How can a person be more broke when he is already shattered, Maira?” Maira doesn’t have an answer to her question. She just looks at her. Seeing how upset she is, Maira decides not to persuade her further. “I’ll meet you after office hours.” Maira softly holds her hands and