YOO-MI's POVWe saw a pharmacy and decided to buy a test first and checked it on my own. The bathroom in Seoul Hospital was too bright. Jeonghan turned his back to me as I awkwardly straddled the toilet and slid the white stick between my legs.I hold my breath as I peed, pushed the stick back, tried not to splatter my hand.It's weird doing this with him three feet away. He told me he would wait outside the door, but fear icily crept in and I started to panic. What if he's not there when I opened the door? What if he ran again?I'm sure that made me sound irrational, but there's a part of me that needed him here. I didn't want to be alone when I found out.I pulled my jeans up, sit the stick on the edge of the white, porcelain sink and flushed the toilet. I washed my hands, set the timer on my phone for two minutes.Jeonghan didn't turn around until my hand reached for his.Dangerous Yoo-Mi. Touching him was too dangerous for you.I ignored my head and let my heart lead. I didn't kno
YOO-MI's POVI sat there and let out all the emotions I've been holding in for the past years. Emotions that have been building and collecting and piling up. Excitement, fear, stress, and sadness.But, most of all.Heartbreak.My heart was begging, longing, yearning to be with Jeonghan. And now that he's here with me, I couldn't be happier.Somehow, I managed to slow the tears and focused on the task at hand. Seeing my baby with Jeonghan for the very first time.When Dr. Alison walked into the room, she gave Jeonghan and I a big smile. Her dark brown hair was pulled into a ponytail at the top of her head and her bright scrubs made the otherwise dark room felt bright.Jeonghan attempted to leave me, to go back to his chair, but I wrapped my hand around his and silently asked him to be with me. He answered by lacing our fingers together as the doctor looked over my chart.'It says here that your last period was May 9th," Dr. Alison noted as she scanned my chart.'Yes, I nodded my head.
'Jeonghan!" I screamed calling for his name as he walked away from me. 'Jeonghan, come back!"He was there.He was always there.Until he wasn't. 'Jeonghan!"I woke up with a scream, my whole body soaked with sweat.It was pitch black as I reached my hand out and felt Jeonghan beside me. Tears sprang to my eyes as I wrapped my arm around his torso.His body shifted, his arms enveloping me as I cried into his shoulder. He didn't try to calm me down or stop the violent sobs that wracked through my body. He held me, the way I held his arm tightly.'You're drenched, Yoo-Mi." he finally said as the sobs sounded more like hiccups and my snot was caked all over his shoulder.'I had the worst dream," I explained. 'You're walking away from me. You're leaving me again."His hand found the back of my head and he rubbed it soothingly. 'That will never happen again, babe. I won't leave you anymore."He kissed my forehead and then my lips.'I'm so hot." I told him as I reached for his shirt I'm wea
JEONGHAN's POVYoo-Mi's pert, lithe body was tucked against my side when I woke up. It was dark, just the faint orange glow of the streetlights giving off enough of a glimmer to make out the edges of her features, grainy and blurred. The ones that used to be so familiar to me.They still are.I watched as her chest gently rose as falls with every breath, her breasts sliding against my bare skin as she does.Her lips were slightly parted. Her hair mussed, but silky as it tickled my arm. I thought I like her better with black hair. It suited her.She's the same in a lot of ways. Her eyes were still deep brown like coffee and her hands waved through the air when she talked. She's much gentler than I am, not prone to holding onto grudges or rough emotions longer than she should.Except maybe heartbreak.I didn't deserve her forgiveness, but I was willing to accept it anyway. Because I loved her too fucking much to push it away.But she's too different too.Her breasts were fuller and heav
JEONGHAN's POV'Jeonghan," Yoo-Mi scooted closer to me.'Yes, babe?"'I do miss having you in my mouth," she hollered after me, that fire in her slowly returning. "I always liked seeing you at your weakest." She pouted.I chuckled and shook my head as I searched for a washcloth and when I found one, I turned on the warm water and ran the white cloth under it before wringing it out.I walked back into the room and climbed onto the bed, cleaned her folds off with it. Her eyes never left mine as I worked slowly, her skin erupting goosebumps under my touch as we stared at each other.'You've never done this before." She gave me a sly smile. 'I like this older, more mature version of you."I folded the washcloth in half, then half again before gently sliding it through her inner thighs, making sure to clean her off completely.It's not that I didn't take care of her before—it's just that I didn't always know how to show her how much I loved her. Not in the simple, little ways I want to. I
YOO-MI's POVWe need to talk.The words of Jeonghan echoed through my mind as an icy shiver trickled down my spine.He heard. Jeonghan heard the voicemail Josh left for me. The voicemail I never should have listened to.I deleted it. I deleted it so he wouldn't worry, wouldn't question me, wouldn't doubt what we have.Whatever was going on with me and Josh was over. For good.Jeonghan was standing in the doorway wearing a pair of light blue boxers, with two cups in hand, his face was fallen and frozen.I reached for my cup of chocolate from his hand and put it on the table. I swallowed nervously as I clutched the sheet to my chest. I felt my lower lip quivered, shook and trembled. Tears filled my eyes as we stared at each other for a long moment.I don't want to do this again. I don't want to feel like I have to prove myself. Prove that I love him more. That I'd choose him over and over again even if I had a million other choices.'It's not what you think," I said quietly.His eyes dr
YOO-MI's POVThe drive to Josh's house was long and quiet as I stared out the window, my chin resting on my palm. The dense pines passed by, deep green as golden sunlight filtered the pine needles, dancing across the ground.I don't want to do this. I don't want to tell Josh that I don't see the future with him that he sees with me. I don't want to tell him that he's too late. That we just never got our timing right. That even if Jeonghan leaves me again, my heart will leave with him. That I don't want to play games or hurt him.I already made my choice and that was Jeonghan and it was unfair of me to start something with Josh if my heart belonged to Jeonghan.'Jeonghan, watch out!" I screamed when a deer crossed the road and suddenly he stepped on the brake that caused my body to push forward. Thankfully, I got my seatbelt on.'Shit, babe. Are you okay? I'm sorry—' his hand reached up to touch my head.'I'm fine Jeonghan," I said as I leaned back on my seat, feeling a bit dizzy.'Our
YOO-MI's POVThere was a room full of eyes on us as Jeonghan looked down at his feet. I could see guilt and regret weighing down on him.'You get to be the asshole and coward who leaves," Josh continued. 'and I stayed here for Yoo-Mi, took care of her, loved her. And she's the only fucking I want but you took her away from me... Again!"Jeonghan clenched his fists, his jaw twitched, ready to attack Josh but I stopped him. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it, telling him to calm down. 'How about you, Josh?" he asked sternly. 'Weren't you the asshole here who hide everything? Didn't you keep to yourself everything you did to Yoo-Mi?"'Jeonghan....' I tried to stop him but he ignored me.'You made us believe that Honey was mine. Weren't you the coward here who was scared to tell us the truth? Huh, Josh!" he yelled. 'You have all the time to fucking tell us the truth! You ruined everything! You destroyed our relationship! You were telling us that you were the hero here when in fact, you're