Reid's POV As I made my way back to my room I paused in front of my door. I heard the most wonderful sound I've ever heard in my life. I heard Julian laughing. I heard Abigail's voice say something followed by Julian laughing again. I slowly open the door and herd him giggling. Oh my Goddess, I don't know what's better his giggle or his laugh. I opened the door enough to peek my head in. "H-he really d-did that?" Julian said in his sweet soft voice. "Yes! You should have seen him running around with a dress and makeup on! It was hysterical I heard Abigail say as she slapped her knee leaning forward laughing. I watched as Julian started laughing and cracking up right along with her.
Reid's POVI'm confused not sure what's going on. I rub his back soothingly."It's okay calm down. What's wrong?He's still looking around as if he's looking for somebody. I grab his face and make him look at me. What's wrong?"Alpha? Alpha is coming here?" He said.I'm totally confused at this point."I'm the alpha." I said to him still not sure what he means.He instantly retracts his hands from me as his eyes go wide. He slowly starts shaking his head no as his body trembles uncontrollably. He tries to scramble backwards off of me but bumps into the table.I reach for him and he screams and falls over the side of the chair before scrambling to his feet. He kept trying to run but would only make it a few steps before his legs would give out and fall again. I got up and slowly approached him as he kept d
Reid's POVI was talking to Xander when Marcus walked over to me with his phone in hand."I think we need to go to your office for a minute." Marcus said. He looked at my parents, 'both of you as well." He said as we all looked at each other."Okay." I said as I stood.I walked over to my sister and julian. "I have to step into my office for a minute with these three." I said pointing over my shoulder with my thumb. I shouldn't be long, can you stay with him for me?" I said to my sister. She smiled brightly at me, "sure, of course!""Great thank you." I looked at Julian. "I'll just be inside the house for a few minutes. I'll be right back out as soon as I can." He smiled at me and slowly nodded his head.We went into my office where we can talk without anyone hearing us since the office is soundproof. I noticed my father didn't look too happy."Okay what's going on?" I said to everyone."I know I told you the story but it's been a while." My father said, starting to talk."Before you
Reid's POV "No wonder he's so messed up!" I said as I rested my face in my hands. "He was born down there.... He doesn't know anything.... Nothing!..... My goddess, that's all he's ever known." I said as my voice cracked. I felt my dad wrap his arms around me. I heard somebody hit the wall. I turned in my seat and wrapped my arms around my dad. I glanced over at Marcus, he had his head in his hands leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees. My father was staring at the ceiling with his head back resting on the back of the chair. Damien was standing next to the wall with his arm resting against it just over his head. A hole in the wall just next to him at shoulder height. "How could his own father do that to him?" I heard Damian say. I turned my face into my dad's neck and closed my eyes. I stayed like that for a moment just letting my dad hold me while I took in his scent to calm down. It's not my mate but it is my dad
Reid's POVOnce we got to the table Julian again wouldn't let me set him down in his own chair. I think he was even more intimidated this time because everyone was sitting around the table.So instead he settled for sitting in my lap which I don't mind one bit. My sister placed his plate in front of him and one in front of me then walked away to finish passing out food to everyone else.His reaction to food is the same every time. He looks at it longingly as if I'm not going to allow him to eat it. As if we placed it there to tease him or something."Baby you can go ahead and eat." I saidHe just sat there staring at it with a sad face while biting his lip and playing with his fingers as he held his hands together against his chest.I looked around the table and noticed everyone staring at him with a sad face. This is the first time they've witnessed his reaction to food.This is also going to be the fourth time he's eaten. The fourth
Reid's POV After dinner I carried him over to the bonfire. We have two, there is a large one off in the side field where we hold bonfires for the whole pack, 1400 members.Then we have a smaller pit in the back yard just off the patio a little ways. I felt Julian tents up as we approach the fire. He stared at it with big eyes until we got closer. He then turned his head into me and buried his face in my neck. I sat down in one of the chairs with him and rubbed his back. "It's okay baby it's not going to hurt you. It's just a fire. Do you feel the warmth coming from it?' He slowly turned his head around looking at it. I held my hand out toward the fire. "See, it gives off heat, it feels warm." He slowly turns to look at it. He stares at it for a moment then tilts his head to the side. He slowly extends his hand out near mine. "See it's warm. It can't hurt you from here." He smiles then looks back at me. I smile back at him an
Julian's POV He said he cared about me. He said he would never let anyone hurt me again. But he came there to do the same thing that everyone does. He came there to have "fun" as they call it. I'm a hybrid.... We all are, everyone down there is. Everyone hates us because of what we are. Everyone wants to hurt us because of what we are. And so did he. He came there to hurt me or one of us, just like they all did. I didn't even know he was there before. He said he left me there. He left me there because he was disgusted with me. He left me there because he hates what I am. How can he say he cares about me if he left me. Why did he come back for me then? I don't understand this... Why does this hurt so bad. Why does my chest hurt so bad. Why did it hurt so bad when he left the room and never came back. Even when I woke up this morning he was still not here. He never did come back throughout the night. And now here it is night time aga
Julian's POV I hear the door open again before it closes quietly. I don't care what she says, I'm not eating I think as I cry into the his pillow. I feel the bed dip behind me before she lays down. I feel her arms wrap around me and pull me into a hard chest and I freeze. "I'm so sorry love!" I hear his voice say. I slowly turn and look.. It's not Izzy, it's him. I turn around all the way to face him while looking at him and taking in his appearance. He looks horrible. He looks just as bad as me probably. He has dark circles under his eyes, his hair is messy. His face looks a little thinner and his facial hair is longer. I see the tears in his eyes that haven't fallen. "I'm so sorry, can you please forgive me?" He says before I throw my arms around him as I bury my face into his neck. I feel the sobs rock through my body as I cry into his neck while I cling to him for my life. "Don't.. don't leave me again!" I say while crying. I feel his tears hit my face as his grip tightens