X’s last words leave me stunned more than finding out who he really is. The only girl I wanted sitting on my lap tonight was you. It replays in my head over and over making me blush more each time I think of it. He left my heart racing and it hasn’t stopped since he left twenty minutes ago. I’m unpacking my bags and although I’m feeling on cloud nine, I’m also very frustrated at the same time for allowing myself to feel that way. I don’t want to get involved with him, and although he says he and Adria are not a thing, she’s got a very tight hold on him. I don’t want to play with fire because I will get burned, it’s not an if but when in this particular situation. I try my best to shrug off everything that happened tonight and once I’m done unpacking I change out of my dress and climb into bed. I keep my thoughts at bay and drift to sleep.…I wake up at eight and Steph is not in bed. I start to panic and grab my phone to text her.Me: Hey Steph where are you?Steph: Hey babe'll be do
It’s now Friday and I’ve gotten the first week officially over with. I’m completely defeated by the bullshit every day has brought on.Today is the day I meet up with Chase. It’ll be nice to see a familiar face and to leave this god-forsaken place for a few hours.This morning was spent being lectured on my nonexistent relationship with X, not only by Steph, but by Mia too. They went over their spiel about how dangerous he could be and to avoid him blah blah blah, they wasted their breaths on the topic because I have no desire whatsoever to talk to him again.Last night has left me in a weird depressive state but I conceal my feelings about it to my current roommates. I kept the whole revelation of last night to myself.…It’s now late afternoon and I need to start getting ready for my hang-out with Chase. I get into the shower and hear Steph enter the bathroom.“How are you feeling about tonight Mills?” she asks.“I don’t know, a little nervous I haven’t seen him since we broke up bu
I make it back upstairs trying to ignore the pointless argument I just had moments ago.I change into more comfortable clothing and lay in bed tossing and turning trying to get comfortable.Steph and Mia are still out and probably still will be for the next few hours. I grab my phone and see a text from Chase saying he had a nice time, I text him back that I did too.I get out of bed, grab my laptop, and pour myself a much-needed drink. I sit at the table and sip at the brown liquor.I open my laptop and browse through some cheap furniture for my new apartment. I find some things I like and save them.I send Mr. Daniels a Facebook message telling him that I miss him and Isabella even though it’s only been a week, and to give my favorite little girl a hug for me. I hear my phone ding again and go to retrieve it. It’s a text from an unknown number.“It’s X, come back down.”How did he get my number? I’m not doing this right now. I power my phone off and after I finish my drink I go to b
POVXI’m in the penthouse with Julian shootin' the shit and gradually getting ready for tonight, even though it’s the last thing I feel like doing.I drank way too much last and stupidly fucked Adria for probably forty-five minutes unable to come, that is until I started imagining it was her.I haven’t been able to get Millie out of my head for the past week. I don’t know what it is about her but I feel like a teenage boy with a crush.This isn’t like me and I hate it. As much as I want this girl to stay in my house, I want her out just as much for the sole purpose of fucking with my mind unintentionally.I woke up with a massive hangover this morning so I slept most of the day but that won’t stop me from drinking just as much tonight, I’m so overworked right now and I need an escape.I walk out on my balcony and sit on one of the chairs. I grab my joint and light it up, I need a mental escape.I’m not escaped though, because within just minutes of sitting out here, I’m reminded of M
POVMillieWhat have I done?I’m so stupid. I got an innocent man punched in the face and almost killed. The rage that I saw in X was beyond frightening.The girls and I just got back to the suite and I can’t stop pacing around.“Wow that was really something,” Alina says shaking her head.“What were you thinking Millie?! All of this? This was all to piss off X?” Steph says moving her hands up and down from my head to toe in disappointment.“Not exactly…” I say embarrassed.“I’m sorry you guys, I really am, I didn’t know he’d flip out like that.” I continue.“See Millie, that’s the thing, you didn’t know, because you don’t know him, you don’t know what he’s capable of and honestly that was nothing. We all tried to warn you of this.” Steph says angrily.Alina and Mia are just looking at their feet because they’re obviously feeling awkward right now.I cover my eyes with my hands feeling humiliated by my actions knowing exactly what I was doing when I kissed that random guy. I wanted to
POVXFuck, she’s so hot right taking control I’m getting harder by the second.I break away from the kiss again and she moans in disappointment, I laugh to myself.Her lips are swollen now and I look into her beautiful unique eyes and then down to the zipper of my hoodie that she has on, concealing her sexy ass body.I take the zipper between my fingers and slowly drag it down taking in the unbelievable sight before my eyes. I reached the bottom and pull the hoodie off her shoulders letting it slip to the ground.I take her in for another intoxicating kiss and grab her by the waist while doing so.This girl will be the death of me, I can’t get enough.I move my lips and trail them down to her neck, she smells like vanilla. I gradually motion my hands down to her ass and greedily grab a handful in each palm.I lift her up and lean her against the wall behind her, never leaving my hands off of her ass.I go in for another kiss, biting her sweet lips every now and then, and her doing th
POVMillieJulian and Steph walk into the suite and without a word or even a look X is gone.My heart feels as if it’s imploding by the lack of his presence, his touch, just him.Steph runs over to me and hugs me “Are you okay Millie?” she asks while petting my hair.“Yeah, I’m okay,” I say.Julian is standing there looking at us and when Steph pulls away from the hug, Julian has a raised eyebrow, eyeing the hoodie I’m wearing, X’s hoodie.He says nothing though, I know he can probably piece together what he just broke up.He walks over to Steph and whispers something in her ear and she nods, he kisses her cheek and leaves, closing the door behind him.“C'mon let’s get ready for bed and we’ll talk,” Steph says.I nod and follow her into the bedroom. After we’re finished changing and get ready for bed, we lie down, only leaving a small lamp on to still see each other while we talk.“So what happened? I was so worried about you that I immediately ran back to the club to get Julian.” Ste
POVXJulian and I are sitting on the plane on our way to Madrid. Normally, we would take a private jet but when it’s such short notice and such a long flight, we fly commercial.Julian turns to face me in his seat and asks “So why was the girl wearing your hoodie last night?”I roll my eyes, “shut up man”He laughs, “You’re in deeper than I thought.”I give him a deadly look “Would you just go to sleep or somethin?”He lifts his hands in surrender and laughs more.“You could’ve killed Rio with that knife you pulled out ya know?” Julian says.And I would’ve succeeded if you didn’t pull me away,” I say with an attitude.“C'mon man, over a girl?” he says truly curious.“That’s not what it’s about…” I say wanting to end this stupid fucking conversation.“Alright man, my bad.” he says and I know he’s not believing a word I say, but trying to keep me calm.Julian turns back to a forward-facing position and closes his eyes, I do the same but I don’t fall asleep. I can’t stop thinking about