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Ryan's POV

I returned late in the night after visiting one of the bar in the open door pack to see if any of those ladies could catch my attention, and as usual none could.

I was unable to catch up with my flight since I came with a public flight and not a private one. So, I decided to spend the night in a hotel.

I had to quickly find a place to stay, because if I had stayed any longer in that bar, I could have killed someone.

It shouldn't be as though I wasn't trying to help myself, I was. I have a psychiatrist assigned to me by my dad since from childhood who I often visited when I couldn't take my psychosis anymore.

I have no idea why my Beta hasn't still given up on me, because I've given up on myself.

We have gone deep into my situation that ever day I would watch ladies who were professionals at the seduction deeds strip, trying to seduce me, but it was always futile.

I only did it because of Jayden and the elders being so persistent. I had to prove that it wasn't by my wil