I listened as he spoke in perfect manderian to the restaraunt around the corner. “Is there anything you can’t do “I said cheekily as he frowned at my quirky comment. It was suppose to lighten up the mood . It sorely missed its proper mark it only made more tenision. He went into the kitchen and grabbed extra silver ware. Instead of grabbing more silverware his shoulders were slumped over the kitchen sink. His head bowed as he tried to reign in his temper. His muscle in arms renewed as he gripped the counter. He spoke through gritted teeth .
“Can we call it a truce on our verbal battles just for tonight . Gabby I don’t have the strength...I cant do this anymore .”. he honestly said.even though I didn’t care for physical contact often . I had a great urge to hold him he looked as volunerable as I felt . “I don’t want to fight either”i said soothingly but my words didn’t help. My phone rang loudly ...I pressed the red decline button..
“What ?!” I asked as he he frowned further as my phone ringed .. “Oliver is still calling you even after you told him it’s over”. He said furiously I didn’t make eye contact . He took out another bottle if Chateau St.Michelle popping the cork loudly. Pouring the dark liquid into each glass generously.
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”will you go back to him if he asks” scanning my face for any signs of dishonesty . I looked away “he can be persuasive and charming if he wants to ..come on he won your sister over “I sighed . Knowing that I’m actually lying to Clayton’s face. His face twists and contorts in disgust at my response.
“I’m sorry Ella,I can’t control your feeling or your emotions pertaining to the subject. but if he still persists after you said it’s over I will take desprite measures.”He stubbornly swigs the last of the contents of his glass.”what drastic measure” i batter him into telling me his plans. He doesn’t take the bait his jaw muscle jumps as he clinched his teeth.
“I refuse to let him hurt and use people that I care about !” He nearly screamed as I took a step back.
“You care about me Clayton ? I asked as I searched his face .
“What ?!no,I can’t care or have feelings for someone I just recently met. That’s obserd that would just plain and simple lust. Nothing more..”he stated as if he practiced that speech millions of times in his head just to get it right. Your right it would be just plain pure lust if we would care for each other after a short period of time. No, I don’t even like you so we don’t have anything to worry about as my phone rang once again.
Why don’t you answer his call he challenged I smirked at him “ I guess I will “
I grabbed the bag of sweet and sour pork and childishly stuck my tongue at him ;as I walk out the door.
Instead of devouring the sweet and sour pork or calling Oliver back . I went to the window and just stood there . Watching happy couples walk hand in hand doe below.jealousy and envy welled up within me. That could have been me like that I sigh..I heard his footsteps approached before I actually seen him. Gabreilla ...I mean Ella...erghh! I know I didn’t get permission to call you by your real name.but I’m sorry for being an ass ..his voice helda pure sincerity. you ment asshole. I corrected him he laughed “yes that but seriously you deserve better than this for a guy to treat you like a queen. So precious he would never let you go.”I felt tears stream down my face I never heard anyone say that to me before. That I am precious and should be treasured.I didn’t have a chance to thank him for his kind words. Then he did the most surprising gesture ever he wrapped his arms around me in a warm embrace. I wish I could bask in his arms forever but that’s not me an
After soaking for what seemed like hours . The powereful jetstreams Of the jacuzzi stream rejuvinated my body and spirit.I toweled off and put on one of Clayton’s clean button up shirts. I didn’t even want to try to find pants. I cringed at all the women clothing in his closet .. damn player’s are just as bad as cheaters I categorized them together. on the fact they play with emotions and have no remorse in doing so . I muttered as I thumbed through anything remotely wearable in my size.my only choices were his boxers, bathing suit and or a shirt ; then shirt it is. OkI thought After a hot bath and intense scrubbing. I didn't feel disgusting or vile for the whole Oliver thing. I didn’t even want to put a label on that mistake. I can’t believe I almost married him .. wait he could never marry me . That’s when the tears started to flow freely. I dramatically threw myself onto the bed not caring who seen me. For the first time in years I let myself finally cry
I had the best sleep I have had in months. “Mmm. Baby you finally slept over for once..” I muttered as I snuggled closer to his chest. This didn’t feel like oliver it’s more defined .what did I do last night ?! I screamed causing Clayton shoot up to a sitting position . He instictively grabbed his loaded gun from under the pillow aiming at the dark nothiness with in the room. After he dubbed the area was secure he put the loaded gun back in it original place. I cupped his face “good morning sunshine “and lightly kissed him his eyes widened in shock . Then a wicked smile spread across his face his held a glint up naughtiness.We probably would have deepened the kiss if the bedroom blinds hadn’t flew open.the sudden light assaulted our eyes. The shock was like being douced with frigid Water .“ wake up clay !” A feminine voice screamed. We both looked at her We both jumped apart in shock . She looked at each other in our half dressed state then at the now
I stared in the mirror my one dull eyes were bright with mischief and my sling held the. Honey glow as they call it glowing cheeks after a mind blowing kiss. I bite my bottom lips I had to get away from what ever this was becoming. I gathered all my abandoned clothing from yesterday and tried to sneak out. After the most embarrassing wake up call in my life . This semi walk of shame was nothing.I reached the door knob I heard “ Ella where do you think your going like that.?” I turned to see Clayton admiring the view “ pervert” I snapped as he stared at my bare legs from the door way.“I’m going anywhere your not going to be!”I snapped . He must be a gambler,because all emotions drained away til he stare at you with an unreadable glare. “Queen bee ,you wound me with that venomous tongue of yours. Please,Come inthe kitchen and sign this paper please.”“ if you insist on calling me that
“Clayton whatever your middle name Stone bring me home this instant “! I screeched. “I have had my limit with you for the moment . It is in both of our best interests that you give me my space”.I furiously barked through gritted teeth.”For the love for everything holy if I don’t get away from you this instant.I will Make sure you never have the chance to ever procreate and I will drive myself.”he took a big gulp at the mental imagine I was painting. “Ella, stop being a drama queen” he playfully scolded “it’s not the end of the world . Your just legally married to me it could be worst...”he looked as if he just shoved his foot in his mouth with that sentence .Instantly regretting ever said the harsh words. “Worse!!! How can it be worse? I screamed dramatically flailing my arms in a furious fit. “you mr.Stone is the devil himself !” I screeched as I poked his chest . He winced at my Frantic Poking and advancement towards him. I slowly back him i
What is this” Asshole day !” I screamed “both of you leave now!”they both stared at me in shock as I scolded both of them” Oliver go home it’s over!” And “ Clayton leave me alone!” I slammed the door with more force than necessary in both of their shocked faces. I felt both mentally and physically exhausted . Exhaustion seeping into my weary bones as I slide down the hard wood door .towards the cold floor hitting it hard with my bottom. I heard them furiously arguing and screams in the hall . Before finally silence decended within the hall behind my door.I sat there what felt like an eturnity caught up in my chaotic thoughts. I looked around there actually not a lot of things that were actually mine in the apartment. Oliver bought majority of my furniture and clothes. I wearily trudged towards the bathroom and walked into the shower fully clothed. Not caring that my clothes were still on asthe cold spray pelted my numb skin. This is
After two bus rides and one long cab ride. I finally,Arrived at Margo’s apartment building . I dropped the heavy boxes upon her doorstep as I rang her bell to be let in.she answered the door in her favorite Japanese’s kimono and a bottle of wine.her ever straight hair jet black hair thrown into her signature a messy bun. Gave me a huge hug that made feel a lifetime better. “So, you haven’t contacted back on any social media platforms in two days . You ghosting me chicka?” Margo asked as she placed her hands upon her hips . Giving me “ you better spill all the details.” Giving me the “I’m not backing down”look. “no ,been busy” I told all the craziness that had happened in the last 24 hrs. “ man chicka ,you have problems That only Sammie’s can fix. Did you bring your clubbing outfits? If not you can borrow..I cringed at the thought ..honestly, I hated getting dressed up I rather wear jeans “. I groaned “no work your magic” Yes! She sream
After listening to our driver talk about his adorable family for an hour . We finally arrive at Sammie’s or as the young kids call it The Devil’sPlayground .Sammie’s is not your typical bar and definitely not considered a strip joint.Everything come at a price ; it’s not always paid in curancy. This is a every reporter in the cities dream to have unlimited access here . Sammie’s remote and undisclosed location is only known by it select clientele. To my knowledge the cities finest police don’t even know Sammie’s exact location.This in itself is a momentous occassion. Don’t get me wrong there are girls in lingerie saleing shots.On occasional the few amature dancers dancing on the bar .nothing too wild except ... Just our luck tonight is “Bad Girls Night” I rolled my eyes. “ you knew it’s tonight... Huh,Margo?” She batted her eyelashes at me Innocently and pouted.”must have slipped my mind but since were here might as well enjoy the festivities.” She s