Chapter:four Not judging

Finally after, an awkward car ride we arrived at his apartment building. It suited him it held a rugged flair from the ancient cargo elevator to the oriental wooden shutters. We finally arrived to the top floor. The elevator jolted as we hit the top Level the clumsy nerd I am lost my balance. I inadvertantly tumbled forward towards the hard elevator floor. I mentally and physically braced for the hard impact that would soon come.  The impact never came . To find a strong arm grasp me around the waist in the nick of time. “ you have great reflexes” I complimented him .he pulled me against him  steadying me upon my feet. “When we get to the initial floor there always tends to be a slight jolt .” He explains that deep accent accompies the explination . Thank god he wasn’t looking at me in the eyes . 

“thank “is all I could horsefully croak out he rubbed the back of his neck “Your welcome” His nearness and cologne was intoxicating yet he still held firmly  . I pushed his arm away steadying myself makes my own two feet. 

I pushed open  the door giving us the well needed space. It opened up  directly to his  apartment . “Nice place” he smiled at my compliment .For  the first time I noticed his adorable dimples the corner of his mouth. I almost melted I had a weakness for dimples on a guy.. I’m a goner .. 

this guy is unexplainably dangeous to my health and mind..I firmly declared .. that’it from this moment on I swear off men, relationship, and the concept of love. Trying to create space between us. I turn my back to him as he gasps and  runs head first into the living room.

This is the the epitome of A cliche bachelor pad a bar in the far end of the room. Sports magazines and what it seems law books scattered across the coffeetable . So he is into law  interesting..,I mentally noted for future use.what caught the corner of my eye both women and men clothing littered the  small area.he truffled around grabbing the articles and stuffing them into his back pocket. A loose bra strap dangled from his back pocket I stifled a giggle. He nervously shifted from one foot to the next.” You  see I ..” i cut him off in mid sentence. Even though I am quite enjoying him sweating like a sinner in church . I felt somewhat bad he didn’t judge me once he knew what I had done . At least he didn’t rub it in my face ; not yet at least. 

I put up my hands in surrender” hey, to each their own. It’s not my place to judge and frankly I don’t care about your nightly indiscrepancies one bit. On the contraray I don’t care at all you do you ..

he gave that heart stopping smile once again.”thanks queen Bee for understanding” he commended  to find the restaruant pamphlet..I said “Great” I hissed tough.clinched teeth.