ログイン(KAIRA'S POV)
Slade was torturing me with silence. Simply leading the way. I followed him closely like a pupil behind a headmaster, past the house doors, the hedged pathways, the garden gates and was soon welcomed in the most gorgeous variety of flowers. I had no time to stop as we kept walking past chrysanthemums, tulips, different roses, orchids, daisies… and then carefully past the stepping stones sitting on water to the serene lake house. I tried to stay calm as I climbed the stones. I am not a fan of water bodies that are bigger than a filled bathtub. And even though I was conscious, I found myself captivated by the scenery, the water, the glass lake house reflecting the brilliant sunset. I had totally zoned out when Slade's voice pierced the silence and reminded me of his presence. “What are you doing here?!” His voice was too calm for the deathly glare he was sending my way. “M-my, y- your dad.. our parents are getting engaged.” I said avoiding his gaze and hating that I sounded so weak. "Did you do this? Obsess yourself into making me your stepbrother?" He demanded lowly, sternly. My mouth fell open and I only glanced at him for a second before turning my attention away. I knew where the stalker allegations were coming from and I didn’t want to reply "Or is this a gold-digging plan by your mum?" He accused. My calm snapped instantly and our gazes collided. "My mum is not a gold digger and you know it." My chin was raised. A flash passed his eyes and his face hardened. "So you knew." He sounded soft yet dangerous as he walked towards me, pinning me to place with his focus. "You knew your mother was my nanny." My throat burned. His leer was heavy but I didn't look away. I couldn’t. "Was that how you tracked me down years ago?" He continued, now closer. "Stalked your way and destroyed the most important thing in my life." The angry look on his face took me back to that day, four years ago. The day Slade Horton met me and the day his hatred for me began. Guilt wrapped me and I felt my body tremble before him. He was now less than a foot from me, so close that if his head bent a few inches more, his dark strands would touch my forehead. "I said I was sorry. You don’t have to forgive me but stop acting like I did it on purpose.” I defended in a shaky whisper, keeping eye contact. My neck was craned, like his hand was around it. And though no parts of us touched, I was frozen to the spot. Slade scoffed, his face barely moving. His eyes had stopped flashing and now he looked bored. Irritated. The normal Slade Horton look. But he still didn't move away. “I-I’m really sorry.” I found myself saying. "Of course you're sorry. What else can you give? Your whole life can't afford what you fucked up." The gut-wrenching words broke my heart and I hate that it did. I staggered back but he came closer again, a renewed hostility in his eyes. "You've made a terrible mistake." He growled. “I’ll make sure I punish you for what you did four years ago and then I’ll punish you for thinking you and your mum are good enough for the Horton name.” I gasped softly to hold back tears but I could tell I was about to lose, and so I turned around and quickly headed back in the same direction Slade had led me. I tried to hold in my tears as I walked quickly. I could feel Slade's eyes boring into the back of my head and I hated that even though I knew he would never follow me, I wished that he would. But those were foolish dreams. The dam collapsed and tears blurred my vision as I hurried away. As I wiped my eyes angrily, my foot landed on slick moss instead of a stepping stone. I swayed sideways and landed into the lake in a huge splash and with a loud scream. Jolts of panic infiltrated my veins. One moment I was gasping for air and the next, i was choking mouthfuls of water. Just when I thought I would black out, I felt strong protective arms and my head was over water. My hands hung tightly around his neck as I was scooped in to his arms. I could feel him moving, in water and then out but my mind was in chaos. “Open your eyes! Look at me!” Slade’s voice weakly fought the darkness in my mind. "Is this you trying to manipulate me?" He demanded. I didn't answer him. My face remained pressed to his chest; I clung to him like I was seconds away from death. “Stop shaking! Open your eyes!” He sounded frustrated. More at himself than at me. But I couldn’t stop myself. My heart slammed against my chest impatiently and my body rocked violently. I could still feel the water splashing around me as I struggled to breathe. “Open your eyes !” He ordered through gritted teeth, this time even more aggravated. Then, I felt his touch. His hand, surprisingly warm and gentle, rubbing my back in consistent circles. "Calm down, okay? Breathe." His tone had changed completely, unbelievably serene. I fought to create stillness in my mind but my eyes remained shut and my breath still came out in short rasps. "Breathe. It's alright now. You're okay now." His cool but immersive voice came again and again and ceased when I stopped breathing noisily. The back rubs continued though, for some time before he asked, "Are you alright?" My eyes opened slowly. I wanted to reply him, to tell him I was okay. But I realized how close we were and my tongue became dead. His voice replayed in my head, telling me to calm down, telling me to breathe, asking me if i was alright and in the center all that was his stunning pair of emerald eyes. Never had I felt so breathless. Never had my body felt so alive. Every sense and nerve tingling, calling out for contact even though I was still in his arms. My heart stomped with raw excitement and I could hear myself breathing, as we drank each other in. Slade stared at me. Like he was looking at me for the first time. “You have a perfect face.” He totally shocked me by saying that and I wanted to say thank you but I still couldn’t move my lips. His eyes were locked on mine for what felt like eternity before they moved lower, to my lips. My throat dried when he licked his lips while staring at mine. Then he cursed under his breath, like he was fighting something, before he leaned over and kissed me. His lips brushed mine once, like he was tasting, savoring—and that sent all the energy points in my body screaming. His lips brushed mine again, twice this time, and then I sighed in content as I kissed him back. My stomach erupted with butterflies before he pulled away. In a short span—less than five seconds— the fireworks disappeared like it had never been there. Slade had withdrawn his lips from mine like he remembered who I was. Our eyes met. The clear regret in his eyes felt like a kick to my stomach. I felt a rush of shame instantly. I hated that he looked at me like a mistake. I hated that his touch felt safe. Most of all, I hated that I yearned for him to keep holding me. Just as I wanted to disappear into thin air, the sound of footsteps broke the silence. Heavy and purposeful coming from the garden path.(MAKAIRA'S POV)I didn't know what had come over Slade.One moment he was complaining about boredom and checking his emails, the next he was squaring up to this Harry guy like he was about to start a fistfight over a stuffed bear."Step back." Slade's voice had been cold as ice, his jaw set in that rigid way I was starting to recognize meant he was holding something back.I opened my mouth to say something—to tell him it was fine, that I didn't actually care that much about the toy—but the words died in my throat when I saw the look in his eyes.He was furious.Not at me, I realized. At Harry. At the way Harry had looked at me, the way he'd kissed my hand, the way he'd called me beautiful."Slade—" I started, but he wasn't listening.He was already at the counter, slapping down money for the game. The attendant, a bored-looking teenager with acne and a nose ring, perked up when she saw the cash."Three rounds each," Slade said without looking at her. "We'll see who gets the highest sc
(SLADE’S POV)Life can be a bitch you know! After the first day I set my eyes on Makaira five years ago, I didn’t see her until the first day school resumed after the Christmas holiday. My dad had invited some kids from my school to celebrate Christmas with us and so I automatically assumed that she was one of the kids.I should have found out more about her but she provoked so much emotions from me that I didn’t want to know anything about her. Not even her name. Maybe if I had done my research, I would have noticed the same surname she shared with Mrs Shanice. And maybe I woukd havw not been too blind ans stupid to ignore the striking resemblance they shared. Maybe I would have not been such a jerk and a terrible person to her.If I had known that I would have a shot at being so close to her, then maybe I wouldn’t have been such an asshole—“That was so great!!” Makaira exclaimed as we feel in to step with each other. We had just finished a ride at the Ferris wheel, an experienc
(SLADE'S POV)"A fair!!" She exclaimed, eyes widened as she peeked through the window at the huge iron gates."More like a VIP preview night." I corrected. My attention was on my phone, where I was going through my itinerary."Even better! Because now we have a lot of rides to ourselves." She was craning her neck even harder now. "And I think I see older people.""Probably. Our parents were the ones invited." I couldn't keep my eyes on my phone for long, I had to steal a glance again and I was disappointed because I couldn't see those sparkling blue eyes but at least she wasn't so sad anymore.Her excitement was palpable, it has been since we got here and she realized that we are here for the exclusive launch of a fair."What are we really waiting for?" She asked, her body almost out of the car.A couple of knocks on the window interrupted my answer."That." I said with a sigh as I slipped my phone in my pocket. "Are you ready?""I've been ready since we got here! I love fairs so much
(KAIRA'S POV)"I'm not a Horton." I said to myself, my teeth gnashed against each other.But the person who stared back at me in the mirror looked very much like a Horton.A beauty team had just finished with me. Light makeup, perfect hair pinned up, a beautiful beige crop top over the classiest pair of high-waisted denim jeans I had ever seen.Slade was right, we didn't go home. We went to a hotel and I got ready in a beautiful suite that looked like it belonged to a princess.I couldn't deny that I looked pretty but everything wasn't sitting right with me."I'm not a Horton." I repeated to my reflection in the mirror.I kept my eyes shut trying to suppress the emotions that were building inside. Then I grabbed the little pink purse and stepped out of the door. But Slade was standing right there so I doubled back and missed my steps because of the heeled glass slippers I was wearing.I was reaching for the doorknob, to grasp it for a little stability but I missed it and would have cr
(KAIRA’S POV)I have lived in PineCrest for thirteen years, which means I have also had the privilege (thanks to Tom Horton) of going from PineCrest elementary to PineCrest high school. I kid you not, despite all these years I have made no friends. Literally, none at all. The most attention I get is when I am getting bullied or being laughed at. The only people I am cordial is some of my teachers, and of course Mrs Skye, our ink club matron. That being established, you know how antisocial I am in school so I kid you not when I say that I have no idea who the angry but pretty brunette, holding my phone is.Her almond eyes looked me over like my presence deeply disgusted her.“Who the hell do you think you are?” She greeted.I frowned, unsure of what to say. She leaned forward. “It doesn’t matter that your cheap mother found her way in to the Horton family, you will always be a charity case.” She laughed. “Slade already made it clear to us all.”My heart sank. The fact that she invol
(FIVE YEARS AGO)(THIRD PERSON'S POV)DECEMBER 25TH, 2019It was the first time in five years that there would be a Christmas party hosted by the Hortons. It was the first Christmas party since Margo Horton's disappearance.The house was beautifully decorated and the rooms were colorfully fully lit to celebrate the season.For a family with only two members currently present, the mansion was filled with many people. All workers and close relatives.Slade Horton, aged 12, was seated at the foot of the stairs, watching as the workers of the Horton household sang Christmas carols. He was barely noticed by anyone and was so carried away by the carols that when a gentle hand landed on his shoulder, he jumped.He calmed down when he saw that it was his nanny."It's only me, Slade. I'm so sorry that I startled you." Shanice's gentle voice assured him.She squatted so that she now met him at eye level."'S okay." Slade said, hugging his fitted leather jacket tighter to himself.Shanice sat be
(KAIRA'S POV)Slade put me down immediately and draped his jacket over my shoulder. I stood like a doll, unmoving, waiting as the footsteps presented their owners."Oh my goodness, what happened, baby?" Mum cried as she ran towards me. "We were just on our way to get you both and then we heard you
(KAIRA'S POV) The large iron gates opened, and I felt the familiar weight of panic settle behind my ribs. I pressed my sweaty palms against the expensive leather while my body stiffened in the backseat. I wanted to close my eyes but somehow I couldn't. I sat, like a programmed robot, and watched
(KAIRA'S POV) "Mr. Horton, your project partner is… Miss Jin." Our English teacher, Mrs. Reed, announced. My stomach sank, and a heavy weight transferred to my chest. Of all the people in PineCrest High, it had to be Slade Horton. Football captain. Sole hair of Horton Empire. Most popular an







