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Dark memories

Author: Morgan Ash
last update Last Updated: 2023-12-06 01:28:28

TRIGGER WARNING(SA)

The water that rained down on my head had grown cold long ago, but I couldn’t find the energy to climb out of the tub. I’m not sure how long I’ve been sitting in here, but I suppose I’m not ready to face yet another rejection.

How dare he? My head is starting to ache from the constant back and forth. Why do I even expect Elliot to participate?

Chaos can indulge in fun, while leaving Elliot out of it. We’re only borrowing his human body. Which I’m also not complaining about.

Would it work if he shifted...How big.... Oh goddess, not going to go there.

A shiver crept down my spine thinking of the logistics

“Ugh. Why do you have to be so awful?” I groaned to myself, allowing the cool stream of water to hit my face.

I mindlessly walked around the grounds for an additional hour to avoid the awkwardness that was about to come tonight before finding myself in here.

In the woods, there was a tiny glimpse of the man behind the mask he wore to protect h
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