LOGINThe cannon woke me before the pain did.
A boom split the Wraith and glued her back together wrong. She heeled hard hammocks spat bodies like seeds. I hit the planks hip-first, then head; white flashed behind my eyes, and my breath bolted like a spooked horse. “Up! Up! Up!” Harp roared. “Hands to quarters!” I clawed air back into my lungs and lurched for the ladder. Fog poured down the hatch like wool. The crisp morning had gone to ground; this dawn was muffled and hungry. On deck, the world was grey and close. The bell clanged the alarm; another cannon replied from too near. Grapnels sang, their hooks bit our rails with cheerful cruelty. A black-beaked hull loomed and vanished in swallows of fog; its oars whispered like conspirators. “Boarders!” Jas bellowed. “Make her ugly!” “Chain to windward,” Kade’s voice cut through, low and exact, the kind of sound men obey without thinking. “Gunners, knees. Harp, repel. Keep our decks ours.” I ran for my station, the cut opening on my brow turning the fog pink at the edges. A boot slammed my shoulder; I pinwheeled, skull ringing, and went down on hands that weren’t ready. A stranger’s weight stepped on my spine to climb aboard my ship. “Move!” he snarled. I rolled, let him miss my kidney with his heel by a breath, found my feet by swearing at them, and got steel in my hand. The first boarder that reached me had eyes like chipped slate and a hook where his manners should’ve been; I drove my sword up under his arm where armor forgets to exist, and his breath left him surprised and red. They poured over our rail like a flood down stairs. Steel spoke. Wood answered. Harp’s marlinspike cracked a wrist; Jas’s cutlass lit the fog with bright, mean arcs. Kade moved through the mess like the rumour he had been made into quiet, ruthless, everywhere and nowhere, his growl rolling under orders whenever something refused to obey the plan. “Rye!” Jas threw from somewhere to starboard. “Port sheet, lock it or kiss the yard goodbye!” I sprang, hands slippery with fog, burned my palms anyway, choked the knot home clean. Good. One thing right. Then the enemy’s bowsprit kissed our rail, and the flood became a press. A man with roots tattooed up his cheek met my blade. He hit like a bellringer. The first blow rattled my knuckles; the second shocked my shoulder; the third sang up my arms until pain wrote its name down my bones. I held. Barely. He grinned, enjoying the way my guard trembled, and stepped in to finish me. I didn’t yield ground. I changed it. Dropped his cut hissed where my head had been and bit mast. Up, I jabbed, low and quick; his thigh answered with blood and a snarl. His return swing came down vicious; I braced, too slow, too weak, and caught most of it anyway. Fire lanced my wrists. A hand clamped my forearm hard, precise, exactly enough and yanked me out of the second strike’s arc. Kade. He didn’t look at me. “Move,” he said, which was infuriating because I was, and then he was gone, cutting the man who’d been writing my ending. We were losing the middle. More boots than we wanted hammered our deck; our carronades were too close to be courteous; knives are romantic and slow. The fog turned everything intimate and wrong. Use the ship, Riley. I looked up. The mainsail boom sat tamed by its preventer, docile as a leashed dog. Unleashed, it would scythe across the deck like judgment. I didn’t ask. I didn’t point. I ran. A blade kissed my sleeve on the way, took a thread of hair and pride with it. I slid under a swing, shouldered a man aside, and reached the preventer. Knife out. One, two, three cuts. The line parted with a sound like a lie giving way. “Duck!” I screamed, voice ripping my throat. Our men dropped. Harp folding like a felled oak, Jas flattening with a grin I felt rather than saw. The boom swung free with the joy of something made to move. It scythed the fog and turned men into problems. Three boarders rode it into the rail and over with surprised curses. Two more took it at the shoulders and spun, boneless, into mist. One ducked late; his jaw met oak; his jaw lost. The boom hit its arc, bounced once, hungry for seconds. I caught the sheet, threw my weight, felt my shoulders scream, and bullied it into sulk. Harp’s hands slammed tackle into sense beside mine. The deck shuddered. The press loosened. “Push them,” Kade said, not loud, and the word became weather. We did. Steel and fist and spike and belaying pin. Our deck became ours again, inch by inch, blood by breath. A knife-bright boarder with eyes too pleased came for me twin-bladed. His first slash kissed skin through my sleeve and wrote sting along my arm. His second I caught on my edge and held until my wrists begged and my elbows cursed me. He laughed. Why do they always laugh? and lunged to end it. I jammed a belaying pin into his ribs hard enough to make his heart think about pausing, then finished what he’d started poorly. He folded into the deck’s indifferent embrace. Chainshot coughed from our port carronade, chewing their oars to driftwood. Their hull spun, fog stunned. Grapnels went back to the sea with a splash that sounded like relief. “Cast off!” Jas roared. “Hooks home, now!” Lines hacked. Iron fell. The last bite between our ships let go with a sulky clank. Their captain howled a promise I didn’t plan to let him keep, and then they were only a smear in wet white. Silence arrived ugly, breath and blood and the counting of fingers. The cut on my brow peacocked down my cheek. My arms shook so hard my sword chimed against my knee. Kade found me with his eyes first. Then his boots. He took in the frayed preventer, the boom lashed tame again, the bodies it had made into quiet. “Who cut my preventer,” he said sharply. “I did,” I said, because truth sits cleaner than fear. “I shouted.” “You did,” he allowed, and one corner of his mouth thought about smiling. “Next time, shout sooner.” “I’ll start the night before,” I managed. Jas thumped my shoulder hard enough to jar my teeth. “You’re going to be the death of me, Sprat.” “Get in line,” Harp rumbled, wiping his spike. He glanced at the boom, then at me. “Not today.” Berrit shoved a rag at my face. “Bleed in a bucket,” he scolded. “Deck’s had enough.” Dr. Luth appeared, expression like a man judging soup. “Peacock,” he said of my brow. “Loud, mostly feathers. Sit.” He wrapped me in something that stank of roses and worked like a threat. Kade’s growl rolled in his chest when Old Noll muttered about the wind veering again. The sound settled along my spine and made my heart shudder, not from fear. From recognition. A thing sharp and true. “Set a course,” he said, voice back to calm. “We won’t be here when they find their oars.” We moved. Lines kissed cleats. Sails took breath. Fog peeled, reluctant. I stood amid the quiet after and felt two things I hadn’t expected to survive the morning: my legs and the thread of belonging tugging once, then again. Yesterday, I’d almost been thrown overboard by talk. Today, I’d nearly thrown men overboard with a boom I wasn’t supposed to touch. Tomorrow, I told the rope still looped around my palm, you move faster. You hold cleaner. You become necessary. “Back to work,” Harp grunted. “Yes,” I said, and did.The palace woke wrong.A bell tried to be the first to know and failed; a runner’s feet corrected it, slapping the gallery stone hard enough to make saints tremble in their frames. Doors opened too quickly. Torches guttered. Somewhere, a whistle remembered its job and made itself ridiculous.The dungeon yard gave its confession in parts. A warder came up from the west hall slick with bath oil and pride bruised, swearing the floor had moved under him like a river. Another discovered peas under his boots and thought for a full minute that God had taken his legs. Linen lay where it had been asked to muffle footprints and then, obedient, forgot where it had been told to be. The small river gate yawned like an old mouth that had found a song again.By the time the captain of the guard counted the empty hooks, the watch at the quay had a story ready: roads a mystery of lard and shadows, rowboats missing, two men out of the watch-boat sleeping like babes, their w
The palace slept like a cat, one eye open, pretending not to see mice.Second bell. Torch change quarter. Stew, change half. I stood in the dark between the dressing screen and the window and tied the dull brown ribbon into my hair. The swan blue dress waited on its stand like a trick. I put it on. Silk bit ribs; the bodice made me a truth I couldn’t dodge. Knives went into the hem and sash. The marlinspike slid into my sleeve. The curtain cord rope coiled around my waist like a lie I planned to tell convincingly.Esme knocked twice on the garden door and didn’t wait for me to say enter. “Laundry’s up,” she whispered. “Bath oil’s gone. If someone slips, it’ll be a shame.”“Bless you,” I said, and meant it.“Bless yourself,” she said, fiercer. “I prefer saints who breathe.”We moved. The two guards on my door were new enough to pride themselves on being bored. They straightened; I let them see me, dress, hair, a princess taking air, the sc
They gave me four guards, then six, then eight. They learned nothing. Palaces are ships if you treat them properly: there are companionways you only see when your hands smell of soap and doors that open for women with water on their sleeves. The guards tramped after my shadow through the big halls, boots loud on mosaic, and I stepped out from under myself in the laundries, the sculleries, the ribbon rooms where no one counts girls. Esme taught me which baskets pass walls like ghosts. I taught Esme how to make a key forget whose pocket it came from.Three dawns. The clerk had written it like a fact. On the fourth morning, I was to be sealed into a carriage with swan seals and a future tasteless as unseasoned bread. I smiled for it.The palace loved me or loved the trouble I made for the people it disliked. Maids became a tide with intention. They learned my stride, and I learned theirs. A seamstress with pricked thumbs palmed me a needle longer than it should be and
The three days back rode me like a borrowed horse, obedient, unloved. The flagship kept me above with officers who pretended my presence was air and not weather; below, iron measured my crew’s hours one clink at a time. I walked the rail and wore a path between anger and fear and something softer I refused to name. Every bell rang a different fate: my father’s face when he saw me; Seraphine’s smile when she decided who I was again; Kade’s shoulders going stubborn under chains. Vey kept his distance and his courtesy. Twice he brought me tea that tasted like apology. I drank it and did not absolve him.We made the royal docks at noon on a day that looked like it had been polished for the purpose. Guards lined the pier in their braids and borrowed bravery. The swan flag remembered its posture. And there, hatless, jaw set too carefully, stood Rowan. Not a king I had dreamed as a child, not a monster I had trained as a fugitive. Just a man who’d misplaced his daughter and found
By noon, the cold seam gave us back to the world like a favour returned, grudging, done. The wind eased two points and then one more, the kind of slackening that makes canvas sigh and men reach for oars they swore they’d sworn off at seventeen.“Catspaws,” Harp muttered, squinting at the water’s cat’s-foot dimples wandering across blue. “Teasing bitch.”“Set sweeps,” Kade said. No drama. Just work. “No splashing like drunks. Quiet hands.”We ran out the long oars, six to a side, old muscle over new pride. The Wraith took the shove with melancholy and moved anyway. Ahead, the shore lines were low and sulking, a lee that would love to keep us. Behind and to windward, the swans reset their hymn: cutters creeping like beads on a string, frigates fanning, flagship keeping the measure.“Powder’s sweating,” Luth warned, shaking his head at the caisson like a disappointed uncle.“Keep it as dry as you keep me,” Jas said, and Luth snorted blasphem
The swans came on like a hymn you don’t get to choose, measured, layered, inevitable. Five hulls: two cutters quick and clean, two frigates with proper opinions, and the flagship with a jaw full of doctrine. The wind had decided they should be here, and wind is a politician when it likes the audience.“Northing holds for an hour,” I said, squinting past the glare, chart in my head. “Then the tide forks, warm edge, cold gut. They’ll take the fast water and think it’s wisdom. We’ll take the colder cut and let it give us a hand where it looks like a fist.”“Cold it is,” Kade said. “Harp, haul for northerly. Jas, teeth in, not out, no first bite. Freckles, eyes on the powder, not the prettier things.”“I don’t know prettier things,” Freckles lied, grinning because he was young enough to. “Aye, Captain.”The Wraith lifted her chin to the north, and the sea answered in cross hatch, little slants that promised more when you added speed. Lenses in the fla







