Chapter 3
Nicole.I can't believe I'm cuddling with a stranger, and I feel reluctant to wake up and leave like it was supposed to happen.His body is so warm and hard.The manly scent together with the cologne he used makes me snuggle impossibly closer to him. The way his big arms engulf my body like a blanket makes this the safest and most comfortable place I have ever been in all my life."We have to go" I mumble, drawing mindless circles on his bare chest but not making any effort to get up and do like I just proposed.We are behaving like we have done this countless times, someone might mistake us to be lovers, yet, we don't even know each other's names.I got a peek at his back and it's covered with tattoos and they make him look so hot. I would like to know what he does for a living but I'm afraid I will be going too far.Anyway, as bad as he looks, I'm sure he will push me away if he knew how many people I have killed. It's not my will though, that's why I want out. Hopefully."Mmh" he hums, wrapping his other arm around my head and pulling me further to his chest. He smells fucking good. I will choose this over anything at any time of the day.Fucking tremendous.I wrap my hands around his neck and breathe him in, this is not what we had agreed on.The sun has already invaded the room and judging from its harshness, it is almost midday.Is one nightstand supposed to be like this? So warm and addictive?"I have to go," I say as I try to lift myself from his body but his grip on me only tightens."Five more minutes, please," he says in a husky voice and I open my eyes to look at him.Who is this man?He is hot as hell and he sure does know his way around women. He kept me up all night, touching me in places I can't even explain.The pleasure he gave me was out of this world, and he unwillingly stopped when I couldn't handle another round.I'm sore as fuck and the thought of not seeing him again, makes me feel a little sad. He is the first man I have met and felt something, desire, that longing of having him closer.Right now I can break all the rules for him. Who gives a shit about rules anyway? My boss can go fuck himself.The problem is, will he accept me? What I'm I even thinking? He is probably used to waking up to a different woman every morning.I want to ask his name so that maybe in the future when I need a man again, I could seek him out but I'm holding myself back from doing it."We didn't agree on this" I protest and he swiftly pulls me on top of his body in a straddling manner, we are both naked and I don't want to go there again. I can't handle him.Fuck! I'm not even sure how I'm going to walk home."If you wanted, you would have been out of this room by dawn" the unknown man whispers, kneading my ass and I softly moan from the tantalising feeling.I can't believe my stupid hormones.Maybe it's his morning voice or the way his big hands know exactly what to do like they have a brain of their own. He is causing my body to heat up again and I have to go before the boss notices I'm not home."Well, I could have if I was able to walk," I mutter in my defence and he chuckles. Even though his laugh is incredible, it makes him look so much more kissable.I truly wanted to leave, but I kept telling myself to stay for two more minutes until I gave up and decided to live in the moment."What if I want more?" he murmurs, kissing my ear lobe and I quickly jump out of his arms and the bed altogether.If he takes me once more, I will die here. And the way our bodies are reacting will make us do it again without any objections.I wanted it to be hard and rough but currently, I'm regretting it. With enough experience now, maybe next time I will go for something friendly. Something I can handle.The first round was slow and intense, but after I got used to it, he didn't hold himself back. He truly is a man."No, no, and no," I say between laughs as I try to find the remains of my clothing. This will be the right definition of a walk of shame.There is no way I'm getting out of here naked though, he ruined my dress, and he will be the one to suffer. So I pick up his shirt from the ground and I can't help but inhale it first before putting it on."My shirt?" I turn to look at his amused face and chuckle.Fuck!, where did this man come from?"Yes," it's not bad though. It reaches my knees signifying just how big the man is compared to me. I like it.Now I have something to remember him with. It's gonna be my favourite nightwear from now on."It looks good on you" he mumbles getting up and I try so hard not to look at his naked body. The man has a body to die for.I wonder if he sleeps in the gym because damn! His muscles are hard and well-defined, he has good six solid packs that show just how hard he works. Every part of him is vigorous and I can't forget how generously endowed his manhood is."Let me at least drive you home" He requests and I know for sure that he wants to know my home. I can't reckon his face when he pulls up at the gate full of armed men.Then by bad luck, we run into my uncle."I drove myself here" I sigh in relief when I hear him fumbling with his clothes. At least he is getting dressed. I can't allow myself to fall into temptations again."Can I see you again?" His voice carries hope, and I'm scared I will have to crash it.This is the most dreaded part. I want to see him again and again. Every day if possible. But I can't, my life is too tainted and the first thing my uncle will do if he finds out about this is to eliminate him.He sees relationships as distractions. He has always restricted me from interacting with the opposite gender unless I'm on a mission. It's more of a reason I was still a virgin yesterday.The sad part is that, I know this man just ruined me for any other. I'm sure no one can compare to the things he did to me last night.Fuck! Who even has a body like that? The strength he possesses is like he was particularly gifted by the gods. Not to mention his big veiny hands and those magical fingers, Oh, men!It makes me think, what if I complete this last mission, and when I'm out there living a life of a normal productive citizen, maybe fate might favour us by bringing him to me again. That way, we will get to know each other on a clean note."Mmh.... I.. " I stutter, not knowing what to say. It's both a yes and no."Please, say yes" he appears behind me and hugs my waist. The man places a soft kiss on my neck and it makes this harder for me to reject him.I want to stay but I can't, I have to go back before Ernesto sends his men after me. He can't find out about this or the fact that I secretly left his house."Can I have your number? I will call you when I'm less busy" I say knowing well that I will lose it immediately after I leave this room.But it's better than crushing his hope right?The man grabs a book from the side table and writes down his digits before handing the paper to me.Hesitantly, I take it and from the looks, we both have heavy hearts about saying goodbye. 'It's the right thing to do' I remind myself as I exit the room without glancing back.*I carefully and silently walk into the house praying that I won't be noticed.Only God knows what he'll do if he learns that I wasn't in the house the whole night. The crude punishments he gives me are sometimes unbearable.I take the stairs to my room and unfortunately, I have to pass his office first. I'm forced to take off my shoes because bare feet are always the most silent.Yet to open my door, hushed voices from his office stop me, and chills spread all over my body from their terrific words."Why don't we just kill her dad?" the annoying voice of Angelo says and I'm not surprised he wants me dead. That fucker has been competing with me since I knew him. He can't just accept that I'm better than him."I will soon, It looks a like her memories are not coming back anytime soon and I'm tired of waiting. After she completes her last mission, we will give her the freedom she desires, that is if he doesn't kill her first" my uncle answers and they both burst into laughter.Idiots. I always knew they couldn't be trusted. So they have been using me all along?"Do you think you can trust the new plan?" Angelo enquires and I press my ear on the door to get more information."I have to son, you know what will happen when she remembers, we need to get everything done as soon as possible" my uncle whispers and it makes me more inquisitive, what is really going on here?I'm not staying here any minute. These snakes want me dead and I'm not gonna give them that chance whatsoever.What is so important to them that I'm supposed to remember?Who I'm I really?Nicole "You are not asleep?""No," I whisper, glancing at the man who just entered the room. It's 1a.m, and I couldn't sleep because my mind is still chaotic. I was so excited about the date, and after what happened today, I can't help but feel insecure about everything. Alessio takes off his jacket and tosses two guns on the table. I eagerly watch him, but the man doesn't even look at me.This must be the most traumatizing relationship to exist. Maybe he was not ready for this at all. Am I forcing this on him?Oh! Fuck.I miss him. I can't even remember when he kissed me like he meant it. Damn, the last time he made love to me was when I was at my brother's place. That feels like ages ago.Doesn't he want me anymore? I mean, Alessio used to be super active in bed before we met. Does this mean he is seeing someone else?Now my mind is messing up with me. But what am I supposed to think?"You didn't have to wait for me, go to bed," He mumbles, heading to the bathroom, and my eyes fol
Nicole."Where are we going?" I ask for the hundredth time, and the man chuckles. Alessio wore a crisp black suit that matches my short black dress. This is my first date, and happy is an understatement. I am excited, and I havent stopped smiling since we left home.The man chuckles, and warmth rushes through my chest. He has been perfect since yesterday, and I don't want these moments to end. I love him like this."We are almost there," Alessio whispers, and instantly swerves the car just when a speedy roaring bike passes us, and two more follow. "Shit, get down" the man whispers and quickly pulls out his gun.Oh no. Don't tell me we are being followed."I should have killed him," Alessio grumbles, and the sounds of bullets fill the air. "Give me your gun and focus on driving." It's pointless to hide and let him do all the work."Baby, stay down.""No, Alessio..."I open the compartment and take out two guns. I spot a black car hot on our trail, and I can tell who it belongs to eve
Nicole.Fuck. That was a meal.Now I feel more tired and sleepy."Do you want more?" The man beside me asks and I turn to him in wonder. No one will guess he is the same person who was about to murder me minutes ago.Alessio is now a concerned and caring boyfriend. His eyes are so tender and loving.Damn. I got myself here and I shouldn't blame anyone."No, thank you" I mean that. It's almost dawn and I need some quality sleep because I don't know what tomorrow will bring."I will help you" Alessio quickly lifts me from the ground and I skeptically stare at him. Why the sudden change of mood?"What are you up to?" I furrow my brows as I try to get answers from his facial expression but there is none."I am only being the better boyfriend I ought to be" The man carries me back to his room and lies me on my side."You are too difficult to understand, Alessio. One minute you are cold the next minute you become so warm and it's so confusing. I don't get it" I sit up and decide to have a c
Nicole. I stop in my tracks and wearily stare at the man before me. What is he doing here? He scares me. I still don't understand why he hates me so much. Leonardo silently watches me and finally chuckles. A sadistic laugh that causes goosebumps to form on my skin. "Your stupid daddy was so proud of you, Nicole. He built an empire for his little girl. Fuck, I was envious" Leonardo smirks and I clench my fists. How is he here when I injured him the last time we met? "Ernesto helped me end him. We took everything and killed that stupid idiot. Of course, the paranoid son of a bitch hid something for you on that island. Today we got it and burnt everything else to the ground. He must be turning in his grave to see his princess leeching on a man who doesn't want her" Ouch. "Does that make you feel better? You have everything you want. Why do you feel the need to come here just to hurt my feelings?" "Because you fucking killed my mother. The only person who cared for me. You killed he
Nicole.I wake up to find myself alone in bed and sigh, burying my face in the pillows. At least I am not in heat anymore. I still can't believe Alessio chose Ernesto over me. What happened to not bringing work at home?I still wonder why I haven't come to terms that I will never be his priority. I shouldn't be that naive. I think the best thing to do now is get a job and learn to be independent. Maybe that way he will respect me a little.I don't want to be a charity case to him. Furthermore, what will happen if we break up? Fuck, maybe this experience was supposed to open my eyes."Are you feeling okay now?" I quickly turn to the door at Luca's voice. The drug's effect has been subsidized but I am extremely tired and sleepy. Thanks to that God sent doctor. I wonder how Alex is doing."Yes, thank you" I mumble and offer him a reluctant smile. At least someone cares around here."You have to forgive him, sometimes he is just unpredictable", Luca sighs and fills the glass on my bedside
Nicole. "This is fucked up, Alex" I mutter moving as far away as I can from him. The drug hasn't taken effect yet but I know it's just a matter of time Alex sits on his bed and sadly lowers his head. The guy has wounds everywhere. His vest is bloody and it appears he hasn't taken a shower in days. I wonder where his mother is. She wouldn't have accepted this kind of treatment if she was here. "I don't like this Nicole. I won't touch you without your consent. Fuck, how do I even start touching you?" Alex says in exasperation and suddenly gets up. I cautiously watch him move to the window and punches the wall when he sees what is out there. Curiously following him, I am not surprised that Julio placed guards outside the window too. Only a miracle will save us today. I look around the room and I spot two cameras on the ceiling. Fucker is watching us. "Fuck. I will kill him. If I get out of here, I am killing that man" I don't doubt the venom in his voice one bit. Unlike t
Nicole. "Just perfect. This is what we call, killing two birds with one stone. First, steal your boyfriend's shit for myself and then kill his dumb girlfriend" Ernesto laughs as he takes slow steps toward me. " I have never seen a stupid woman like you, Nicole. You thought a girl that warms my bed every night would choose you over my dick?" He laughs and I swear, all the color just drained from my face. Tara was fucking Ernesto? I can't believe I am that stupid. How could I not know? "Tara would do anything to please her 'daddy' and she would be greatly rewarded at the end of the day" He blankly stares at her dead body as if she meant nothing to him. She never was my friend. She was Ernesto's plaything from the beginning. " Her assignment was to befriend you and not to get her feelings attached. I am proud of her even though she is gone. I can always find another young pussy, but you?" Ernesto mockingly sizes me up and down before releasing a dark chuckle. "Not even Julio's fag
Nicole. I jolt up with a splitting headache and a sweaty body. The room I am in feels like it's rotating and I tightly hold the bedding to steady myself. "Are you okay?" A voice asks above me and I squint my eyes to stare at the worried Alessio. How long was I out? The last thing I remember was shooting my brother. How come I am already in Alessio's bed? "Can I have water, please" I clear my throat as my vision finally becomes clear. Alessio quickly fills a glass of water and I stare at his mum pleadingly. I need those painkillers again. "Painkillers? " She asks with a gentle smile and I quickly nod but groan afterwards. Fuck my head. I will get better soon. I believe that. I can't believe this is the same woman who was rude to me at the first meeting. To make matters worse, she even brought another woman for Alessio in my very presence. Thank God I set my record straight. Alessio takes the pills from his mother and sits beside me. "Your memories again? " He gently a
Nicole. My gaze remains on my brother who doesn't make a move toward us. Now that I look at him, Liam acted bitchy but he was sincere. He didn't pretend with me. And his last actions proved that at least he had an ounce of care for me. Liam had a chance to seize all the necklaces to appease his boss but he didn't. Instead, he gave me the original one without malice. I might share some resemblance to Leonardo but I can't help but despise him. If he is working for Ernesto, he knew all along where I was and he didn't give a damn. He only made a move because he saw me as a bargaining chip. Leo just wanted to use me for his selfish reasons. I won't let him though. I will fight him to death for my freedom. Averting my gaze from my shameless brother, I peer at the boy in front of me. Another selfish bastard who thinks I am disposable, and he can use me as a breeder. "What do you want, Alex?" I stare at him without a sense of interest. His eyes linger from Alessio to me and trail t