Chapter 78

The water felt like a part of me as it rained down on me from the showerhead. The refreshing feeling that took over me was inexplicable, causing a sort of craving for me. I had a bath in the river some days ago, but the feeling from then was far different from what I was getting from this. Maybe it’s because I tuned the intensity of the water to my convenience. I definitely know that this is what I need now.

I take my time grasping the feel of the water before washing up. Much later I felt I was done so I cleaned up with a clean towel that I’m guessing was just put there. I then stepped out of the room with the towel tied around my chest.

The first thing I was met with when I am out was my ripped clothes on the floor. Yes, I had literally ripped them apart before stepping into the room and that was the right thing to do. They might have served the right purpose in covering my nakedness, but they didn’t qualify to be called clothes. At le