~Viviana~
I want to be rude and tell her I’ve got nothing to say to her. My mind was already counting all the reasons Roman would lie to me about his whereabouts, and dealing with Lena’s tantrums was the last thing I needed.
“Please,” she pressed, setting down the beer bottle on the Spanish Cedar countertop. Then I noticed the slight shaking of her hand, which compelled me to nod and agree with her request.
I followed her out to the jam-packed pub, weaving through the lines of tables out to the chills of the autumn evening.
We didn’t walk far from the building. Lena took me to the end of the parking lot, right where I parked my car. Taking notice of the parking lot for the first time, I realized how obvious that the car belonged to me. It st
~Viviana~Our gaze locked. Recognition immediately prevailed in those gray eyes. Those subtly full lips that once gave a reassuring smile for saving my life pressed on a hard line. His almost perfect cruise of pointy nose crooked in the middle from a punch or two crinkled a bit as he inhaled deeply, closing his eyelids. As I stared at his right arm and backed up to his face like an idiot, I realized I was the only one astonished by this discovery.Guilt, remorse, these emotions were written in his face as he heaved, sweat dripping from his forehead to his thick brows, falling directly down to the matting under his bare feet. Swiftly, he wiped his forehead with the back of his bandage-wrapped hands.It’s clear. He knew who I was, not as the woman he saved, but as the girl he tried to kill.
~Viviana~“I get it your brotherhood in the Outlaws comes first, but that doesn’t mean a thing to me,” I stated as calmly as I could, considering his situation.He shook his head. “He’s my brother, by blood, Viviana.”If seeing Rio’s tattoo wasn’t enough of a surprise for one night, this definitely crawled up the list of trump cards life has to slap in my face.“You’re joking, right?” I murmured, convincing myself this was just some shitty prank. “Saying he’s your brother won’t stop me from killing him.”Roman pressed his eyes shut, and I got a view of the dark circles adorning his face. He’s tried. From the way his shoulder slumpe
~Roman~Words will never be enough to pronounce the emotions flouncing inside me.“I love you, Viviana…” I repeated, pressing our forehead together as I wiped her tears, well aware of how drenched my cheeks had been.She didn’t deserve this pain of knowing what my true relationship with Rio was. I foresaw this happening, but I never thought she’d choose to forgive Rio for me. I never thought she’d look past his sins because she loves me. She’s too good for me, too fucking good.“Fuck. I love you, amor.” I gave everything I have into the kiss she allowed me to have.“I love you,” she said, holding on to me as if her life depended on it, flinging her arms around
Palermo, Sicily, five years later.~Viviana~Happiness, the state of being happy. But how do we set the bar to signify we are truly happy? I’ve been asking myself this question for a while now.I’ve reached a few of my goals. Only a few since they’re never-ending. I wanted to finish college, and I did. I wanted to dance for a living, and I did. But after owning a studio, it faded into the background of my desires. A status quo. Something I do on a daily basis, like on manual function.To constantly move has always been my motivation since I resided here in Palermo after I lost everything. Even that lost its allure in the list of the things that make me feel alive.Travel the world? A lifetime is not enough t
~Roman~ Like the criminal that I am, I stood under the shadow of the tree, far enough from the parking yard in Luciano’s mansion, but close enough to see her. As her car rounded the corner, the languid roll of her Ford’s wheels mirrored the slow beating of my heart. It was slow since it’s been lifeless for a fucking long time. Four years, eight months, and thirteen days. She’s so close. So close that my nose tipped to check the wind propagation at the thought of breathing the same air she does. So close that my mouth salivates at the possibility of tasting those lips again. So close that my nails carved half-moons on my palms at the thought of holding her again. It made my blood flow rapidly through my veins—warmth seeping into my busted heart, pumping it to life. It
~Viviana~“Where are Franco and Alegra?” I asked Zia, after handing over my gift to her. Franco is Zia’s one-year-old son, while Alegra is Penny and Lu’s five-month-old daughter.“With Bo and Diego,” Zia explained, sipping her iced water.I was lucky to be welcomed with open arms in their small circle. Bo, the guy who kidnapped me and saved me from Lena, while Diego, the brains in Xavier’s team, never shows up in these kinds of events. They primarily work behind the scenes, and they’ve been involved in my life before I even realized their existence.Dad made one request from Lu to protect mom and me in return for his loyalty to the Italian mafia. He knew his end was coming the moment he flipped sides. Somehow, it had me thi
~Viviana~ If I had known Roman would be staying as well for the after-party, I would’ve conjured some lame excuse to skip it. But then again, he’s not the reason I am here, just the same as I am not the reason he’s here, so I tried my best not to get affected by his presence. It was easier said than done, though. With a crowd of twenty people, Zia moved the party to the ample backyard of their mansion. The gentle breeze of the summer night made it ideal for a dip in the free-form pool with a bar and spa. Instead of stripping into my underwear like most guests, I decided the patio under the canopy of bougainvillea and fairy lights was a better choice. Between the pool and the deck was a man made bonfire, surrounded by the ratan cushioned couches. You’ll know that Xavi
~Roman~Giorgia had been blasting my eardrums with continuous blabber of her trips all over the world. She’s beautiful with red hair, green eyes, curvy body, and she’d be fucking tolerable with her mouth shut. If I were in the mood, I’d probably shut her up with my cock buried in her throat. But I knew that would never be enough; no one would be enough to quench the longing I have for Viviana.The moment she left Spain, I fucked around to fill the void where my heart used to be. There was even a time when Xavier and I shared women, back when he was still a cold-hearted ass like me. He suddenly turned into this saint upon getting engaged with Zia, and I was left alone in my conquest.Now that I’ve seen Viviana again, I understand that no matter how many women I bury my dick into, no one will s