Today is day which i believe would be the worst day of my life
You must be thinking why this over exaggerating and drama?well today the meet and greet ceremonyFirst years would be called one by one on the deck and they would tell about themselves as the 2nd year and 3rd years would listen.once they are one they would be asked questions about themselves.once every student is done a small party would be held to welcome the first years.Rightcurrently i am sitting not waiting for my turn to go on deck.i hate when strangers ask me things about me.why should some random dude know about me?not only i hate it but being put on spot and have everyone attention tooit's not like i am afraid of being put on spot or lack confidence.i am just reserved."number 24"the teacher called which was metaking a deep breath i got upit's okay Jude. they would only know as much as you tell them. not more not less.i stand behind the deck and looked up only to find at least 200 people looking at me with different gazes.some were filled with judgement,some were curious, some were lustful and some were hateful.that is what i hate.i didn't say a single word yet i can see so many opinions about me.what were we supposed to say?yeah the teacher told us the questionsName. age, reason to join this field hobbies and etc."Hello to you all from Jude Williams. i am 20 years old and the reason for me to pursue business is because i wanted to.reading is my hobby"i answered all the four things and heard whispers of people sitting in front of me"Miss Williams. your time isn't up yet so please speak a little more about yourself"the teacher requested"Apologize but that was all i had to say"i tried to be as respectful as possible.the teacher eyed me from top to bottom before writing something on her paper attached to clip board"Since Miss Williams didn't take long in her introduction. everyone should ask her more questions"what the actual fuck!i wanted to not be asked question but instead of it i would be asked even more"please begin the questions"The teacher spoke"Do you have a boyfriend"that was the first question asked by a guy.great! who does he think he is to ask such question? my mother?"No i don't" i replied honestly"Then can i ask you out"i wanted to smash my head across something hard.i looked at the teacher"This is something normal darling."what's with her encouraging tone?does she think i am some scared cat who needs to be coed?"No" i replied"Why? it's not like you have a boyfriend" the guy pouted trying to act cutein reality he looked like nincompoop and no i am not commenting on his features but hid attitude"I don't have boyfriend i have a fiancé so if anyone has any question related to my love life. you are wasting your time by asking"even the teacher could stop her jaw from droppingthe guy backed off immediately after my reply.since i had said that i won't be answering question related to my love life everyone remained silent.Majority of the audience were guys so that could be good reason for the silence too.since there were no more questions i was about to step down when someone spoke up"Do you sing?"why are people gasping? and why does this voice feels familiar?looking in the direction of voicei saw the guy from 2 days ago who interrupted my singing.So he is a senior of mine?hoe lovely!note the sarcasmwanting to keep this short i lied "No" and proceeded to walk down but being the but head he was he again spoke up"You are lieing. i heard you singing"What the hell id his problem?to say i was fuming would to injustice."Would you please stop putting me on spot when i am trying to leave" that was a very direct question which startled everyone which i can guess by the gasps."your time isn't up yet" the guy said shamelesslytaking a deep breath i walked back to the deck before saying"Yes. i sing and i lied because it's something extremely personal to me and being a very reserved and private person i don't like people knowing about it or literally any detail about me but thanks to an utter fool now they know.Any other questions?"I wasn't asking but actually daring him to do so."Calm down Miss Williams and Mr Farmington please stop provoking her" the teacher warned."apologize" i said at my out burst. usually i don't loose my composer but i can't control it when it comes to someone entering inside the bubble i have around me"It's okay to ask question but forcing them to answer isn't. right now Miss Williams honestly replied about being engaged."the teacher
i went back to my dorm and got fresh.taking my black lenses off revealing my natural blue eyes i stared at my reflection.Black skin,big eyes, straight nose, heart shaped lips.what if i had an acne free skin?i am not completely covered in acne but yeah my skin is not the smoothest and i go through a lot of trouble because of it. not as much as i went through for having blue eyes.there is nothing wrong with having blue eyes but the situation is different when your skin color is black. (No hate to black community. i love black people and they are extremely beautiful. this is nothing but mere description of how Jude looks)I didn't had time to think about anything as my phone started ringing.my bad mood immediately vanished as i saw the caller id"Hey Derek!" i picked up"How's my love doing?" he asked"preparing for bed. how about u?" "nothing much just working on some documents. have you eaten?" "nah. i am not hungry" well that was half lie. i was hungry but that walking tr
"That walking trouble......is crush of whole university ?" I asked to confirm what i heard."did you seriously named the most eligible bachelor a walking trouble?" Lorah said in disbeliefbut i don't give a fuck about what she believes or not.what i give a fuck about is i messed with the crush of entire university. not that i am afraid but i would be getting loads of unnecessary attention."i need to get ready" i got up from bed and proceeded towards the washroom. just as i was about to close the door Lorah blocked the way with her foot."i think he likes you" huffing in frustration while rolling my eyes i tried closing the door but once again Lorah prevented me from doing so"He never spare a glance to anyone let alone start a conversation with them but not only did he..."i wasn't even a little interested in her baffling do i just pushed her away and shut the door"Brace yourself Jude. once he likes something he won't stop until he has it"she yelled on top of her lungsi didn'
"You are really observant" Jude smiled which made Derek smile and pull her closer"Just hug me until you feel at ease" "Thanks" replied Jude"So this is the guy you rejected me for"Both Jude's and Derek's head snapped towards the source of voice.not so far away from them stood a very pissed Kristopher."What's his problem?" Jude gritted her teeth."what do you mean?"asked Derek"even though he knows i am engaged be proposed me today.""What did you do?" asked Derek with a grin on his face"I was drinking water so i spitted it on his face"Derek burst out laughing. To be honest he didn't expected anything less.he can imagine what would Jude have done. "Hey can you stop laughing?" Jude saidwhile this cute couple were busy with themselves Kristopher was burning with rage.how could they ignore his whole existence?Burning with rage he walked towards Derek and lifted his fist to punch Derek's facebut before his fist could reach Derek's face Jude grabbed his hand"Don't you dare" sh
Kristopher POV(This Kristopher's POV starts from 2nd chapter)i can't take it anymore. it's too hardto the world i have a perfect life for which they can die for. only if they knew what a misery i am living.In fact i am ready to give up all i have for the normal life others have.That is my last wish before i kill myself and end this misery of a life. currently i am standing by a bank. a place in my university i often visit because no one comes here and i prefer staying alone. the water is quiet calm but soon it would be disturbed as i jump in it.this is the END.i gave up on myself!just as i was about to end this misery i heard the most beautiful and melodious voice in my life. it was a voice which can make you forget yourself and drown in it's sweetness."do you wanna give up just cuz it's hard? nothing is free in this damn freaking world. either you eat or get eaten so get a grip and stand back upwhat you think is E,N,D is actually A,N,D"there was no doubt that it was a
Kristopher POVJude was about to set down when i asked her does she singwhen she looked at me i knew she recognized me.No was her reply "why are you lieing?"she turned and glared at me and i swear my soul shook."Singing is something extremely personal to so stop forcing me"she was really angry at me for insisting her.the ceremony ended and the party begin.while everyone were busy moving their asses on dance floor Jude sat quietly away the crowdsuddenly the song changed and i had a urge to feel her body move with mine on the songSo i went towards her while a teacher was talking to heri politely asked for her to dance. if looks could kill i am sure i would have died 5 tikes by now.once again she lied that she doesn't know how to dance but i told her i would teach herReluctantly she took my hand when the teacher told her to do so and we both started dancingwhile dancing a very intoxicating fragrance hit my nostrils.It was sweet yet refreshing and calming.as a coffee sweet
(This chapter has violence in it. read at your own risk or just skip it).." if you want to call me son then act like my Dad not a moron. okay! and why isn't she here?" i asked because i was pissed. why does do i have to suffer all of this and not her."she....."he paused before resuming"She is on another mission" i sneered at his reply.Mission my ass! Why don't he just say that you didn't bother to call her cause you have already turned her into a monster?i turned around and spoke"Since you like my present consider my leave" wishing to leave as soon as possible but this moron had different plans."Jude Hamada" I paused. He didn't just call her name. "What?" i asked trying to sound as if i got no clue"Isn't she the girl who have drawn your attention?"i swear i wanted to kill him in the spot but i couldn't. my hands are all tied.how can i be so stupid to forget that he has people spying on me?'What are you talking about?" "you know exactly what i am talking about Kris
A month has passed since Jude rejected Kristopher and to say her life has been a hell ever since is true.The girls of university are going crazy on her because HOW DARE SHE SEDUCE THE PRINCE CHARMING AND REJECT HIMwhile the girls can't stop picking on her guys can't stop proposing her because in their eyes JUDE ISN'T A GOLD DIGGER AND WOULD LOVE THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE.with the reserved personality Jude has there is no doubt that all this extra attention is frustrating her out all thanks to Kristopher who hasn't approached Jude since the day she rejected him.currently it's break time so Jude is headed to cafeteria.after taking her lunch she pick a desk which was empty and started eating her food while surfing through internetsuddenly a loud bang made her look and as she did she found the same group of girls who has been picking on her"Move"the leader of the group whose name is Ezra saidJude didn't bother even recognizing her presence and continued doing what she wassuddenly