FAZER LOGIN"I think you're seriously confused," Diana told him the second the door closed and they were alone. "What exactly are you playing at, saying that to the kids? Look, Mr. Handsome, I know you think you're the last Coke in the desert because you're big and strong and powerful. But nobody—listen to me, nobody—is going to break my daughter's heart by making her believe things that are never going to happen."
Who did this man think he was?! Now it would be up to her to make Victoria understand that she couldn't see those children again, and that she wouldn't be living in the dream house they'd just described to her.
She'd seen the hope light up in her daughter's eyes the moment that arrogant man announced he needed to talk to his new mommy.
"First of all, sit down. I like to talk to people while looking them in the eye, so they know I'm telling the truth. And second, you can stop calling me Mr. Handsome. My name is Alexander Turner."
Diana searched her memory at the sound of that name.
She'd never paid much attention to her ex-husband's and her father's business dealings—the truth was, they'd always kept her at arm's length, treated her like a pretty vase to be admired and otherwise ignored.
"Turner. As in the Turner who owns that huge construction company and then tried to muscle into shipping." Diana was thinking out loud.
She'd heard her father curse that man's name more than once before her marriage to Izan.
Later, her ex-husband had suggested they seal an alliance through marriage specifically to knock Alexander out of the game. They hadn't managed it.
Now, more than ever, she'd have to be very careful he never found out whose daughter she was.
"I see you've done your homework." He answered with a note of pride in his achievements, then smiled. "Now that you know who I am, and that I'm a man of my word, I have a proposal for you. Think of it as a job."
Diana refused—absolutely refused—to acknowledge that every time that man smiled, she couldn't help remembering the night they'd spent together.
She'd thought him handsome that night, but the years had improved him the way they improve a good wine. How old could he even be? Thirty-five, maybe? But he looked stronger now, more commanding... Oh my God, he's talking and I haven't heard a single word he's said.
"Mm-hm, right, I understand. Sounds great," she said, so as not to admit she'd gone completely dazed over that mouth of his, remembering exactly what it had felt like against her body.
He flashed that smile again, and Diana blinked several times to keep from losing herself in her thoughts a second time.
"Perfect! I'll confess, I wasn't expecting to get this lucky today. I would've settled for finding a nanny for my kids, but after seeing your daughter and how they act around you—marrying you is the obvious solution."
Diana jumped in her seat and stared at him, eyes wide.
"M-m-m-marry you? What are you talking about?" He looked at her, confused.
"I just explained it. I said I was looking for a nanny, but what my kids actually need is a mother. Someone who's there for them full-time. I've done what I can."
"My wife died in a skiing accident. They never found... Well, that doesn't matter now. My kids were barely more than babies when she passed, and they've suffered for the loss of her ever since."
She ran her tongue over lips that had gone dry. She wanted to say something appropriate, something that wouldn't offend him—after all, she needed that receptionist job badly.
"Mr. Turner, that's... that's tragic. I'm so sorry."
"Call me Alexander. We're going to be married soon, after all. It'd be good if we tried to be friends, for the kids' sake."
"Mr. Turner," she repeated, so he'd understand she had no interest in being his friend. She wanted a boss, a job, a paycheck every month—without having to shake her backside to get men to look at her. "I think there's been some kind of misunderstanding. I'm not marrying anybody. I'm not looking for a husband; I already had enough of one of those. I'm here for the receptionist position."
Alexander huffed. She could tell by the way he'd gone rigid that he was starting to lose his patience.
Let him lose it, then, she thought. Typical of men who think they can always get their own way.
"It wouldn't be a real marriage—think of it as a transaction. You and your daughter would never want for anything, and my kids would get a mother. Everybody wins."
Diana crossed her arms and looked at him the way she'd look at an ant she wanted to squash.
"I am not a financial transaction, Mr. Turner. And I will not be sleeping with you for money. I'm not a piece of meat." She stood up, ready to leave. "Excuse me."
"You slept with me for free." At that, she froze, narrowed her eyes, and pointed a finger at him. He raised both hands like he was surrendering, and had the nerve to laugh. "Did I say anything that wasn't true? No. I'm just being honest. But if that's what's worrying you... you don't interest me in the slightest, as a woman."
She looked him up and down. God, the man was infuriatingly good-looking. And a complete idiot.
"Well, we finally agree on something. You don't interest me as a man, either."
"See? It's perfect. Why can't you see it? Neither of us wants a relationship. We wouldn't even have to share a bed—you could, you know... whatever you want. As long as you're discreet, and I'll do the same."
Diana felt a wave of sadness at his words. What was wrong with her that she couldn't be loved by anyone?
That was exactly why she didn't even want to think about marriage. She liked to act tough, but deep down, she was a dreamer.
She'd always believed she'd marry for love—that she'd love her husband and he'd love her back. She'd dreamed of a happily-ever-after, and that didn't exist. Not for her, anyway.
Diana had seen something different in that man, that night at the pub. She'd thought that if she found him again, told him they'd had a daughter together, maybe they... She needed to stop looking for Prince Charming.
"I'm not interested. I'm sorry," she said, with more sadness in her voice than she'd wanted to show.
Alexander sighed, as if he'd reached the end of his patience.
"How much would it take for you to say yes?" And with that single sentence, he finished crushing whatever hope she'd had left.
Diana let out a humorless laugh and studied him.
"Love isn't for sale, Mr. Turner. And the only reason I'd ever get married again would be for exactly that. Good day."
She opened the door and walked out of the office, shattered.
She hadn't gotten the receptionist job, and reality had just slapped her across the face in one clean blow.
She was almost at the daycare when a hand caught her arm and spun her around.
Alexander stood in front of her, out of breath from running to catch up.
"Fine. No wedding. But if you want the nanny position, it's yours. I have one condition: you'll need to move into my house."
It was a terrible idea.
Every internal alarm she owned was going off at full volume, her mind screaming at her to say "NO."
But then the two little ones came running the second they saw her, her own daughter right behind them. They looked happy together... like siblings.
If Victoria grew up and someday discovered that her mother's pride had kept her from being with them—from being with their father—her daughter would hate her for it.
Thinking of that, and knowing exactly how easily her little girl fell in love with people, she chose what was best for her.
"Fine, Mr. Turner. I accept."
Please, let that man never get sick again!It was the phrase Diana had repeated most throughout the day.That ogre—because there was no other word for him right now—hadn't stopped shouting for her all day. He'd barely let her breathe."Diana, can you fix my pillow? Diana, my neck hurts, can you rub it? Diana, I don't think I'm going to make it, I'm dying—can I grab a boob first so I die happy?"She couldn't take it anymore! And it wasn't that she didn't want to take care of him—it was that the miserable man was faking it!She could tell by his face that he'd almost fully recovered. In a matter of hours he'd improved dramatically, but he didn't want to hear a word about being left alone.That wasn't even the worst part.The worst part was that His Majesty had demanded his bullhorn to call for her.Diana had decided to confiscate his phone after he called her more than a hundred times.The first time, she'd taken advantage of him falling asleep to sneak off for a shower.She was covered
Diana had sunk into a deep sleep, which was nothing new for her. Ever since she'd moved into that house, she'd rediscovered how to sleep without a single worry weighing on her. She'd tried to stay alert, to keep watch over Alexander, but the moment she felt the warmth of the bed—and the warmth of her husband's body—she'd surrendered to sleep. She was the worst nurse in the world. She'd let herself drift off, and the fantasies her mind conjured up gave her no reason to wake. She could feel her husband's breath quickening against her back, his big, mischievous hands starting to roam her body. No way was she waking up now—not even in her dreams would she let go of all that pent-up heat Alexander had lodged inside her. Maybe she was the one running a fever, caught his cold and all, because she could feel his ragged breathing and the heat pouring off his body. Her husband's hands filled themselves with her breasts and tormented them until she wanted nothing more than for him to never stop.
Diana bolted from the house—no matter how big the place was, it felt like there was nowhere to hide from him. From what her husband did to her.She couldn't even work out in peace anymore without him showing up looking like some gladiator—rugged, feral, all man. And that drove her crazy.Her husband hid the caveman living inside him under the suits he wore to work, but the second he took them off, his true self came out. The man who could pull her from the water in the middle of the mountains, who protected her from imaginary killers and from the mice he planted himself.She felt him as both her torment and her salvation, because when Alexander was near, she felt safe. And over the last five years, she'd been scared enough to last a lifetime.She had to run—from him, and from everything he stirred in her.Diana reached the pool area. The weather wasn't exactly swim-worthy, but she didn't care. Still in her workout clothes, she dove straight in."Oh my God, it's freezing," she sputtere
Diana was giving it everything she had on the treadmill.Her heart was about to pound its way out of her chest, and she was taking out how miserable she felt on that machine, when her husband stepped onto the one beside her. She shot him a sideways glance but didn't slow down. He'd claimed the treadmill next to hers and said something she didn't catch because her music was blasting. When she noticed his mouth was still moving as he eased into a casual walk, Diana killed her speed and hopped off. The abrupt stop sent a wave of dizziness through her, and she had to grab the machine to keep from losing her balance. Alexander didn't waste more than a couple of seconds jumping off his own and catching her in his arms.God, why do you insist on torturing me? she seethed silently.Her husband, seeing she wasn't answering him, pulled her earbuds out."You're being reckless," was the first thing she heard once the music stopped blaring. "You come here to run yourself into the ground and you ha
The following week wasn't easy. Diana couldn't stop turning that night over in her mind, wondering if things would be different if she'd reacted another way, but for once she was going to put herself first.At least where her feelings were concerned. She wasn't a rehabilitation center for traumatized men — she had enough of her own baggage to deal with."Mommy, why don't you and Daddy talk to each other?" her daughter Victoria asked her that morning."We do talk, sweetheart. I don't know why you think we don't."The girl was completely right, and she wasn't the only one who'd noticed.Nathan had been getting more and more rebellious, and Diana sensed the boy was holding on to some fear he didn't dare put into words, and the way he expressed it was by acting like a tiny ogre.She wished she had the same knack for reading their father, but with Alexander, she couldn't decipher the hidden messages behind his behavior."No, you don't talk anymore. You don't even call her witch anymore, Mo
Alexander couldn't process it when he heard her say she loved him.It wasn't the first time she'd hinted at something like that, but this time the words hit him like a fist to the chest.He watched her bolt, clearly intent on getting away from him, and he was going to let her.He stood there in shock. Alexander didn't want to just get along with her — he wanted her to be his wife in every sense of the word, but without handing over his heart.He felt so selfish that he headed straight for the study, the room he always locked himself in when things got to be too much.He never let anyone in there.It was his temple for suffering, and the place where he kept the one visible portrait he still had of Rebecca.He'd locked the rest of the photos away so he wouldn't torture himself with them, saving them for his children, for whenever he was finally capable of talking to them about their mother.He stood in front of the painting hanging on the wall, the way he'd done so many times before, an







