LINDEN
The glow of my phone lit up in the elevator and my thumb hovered for a moment before I unlocked it. Notifications swarmed the screen in a way that irked me. I tapped into one of the social media posts, just one—and I regretted it instantly. > No wonder she looked so slow. She had always been a gold digger. > What is happening, is she a prostitute? Why do billionaires have a thing for women like this? So pitiful. > Slut got lucky (accompanied by a laughing emoji). Attached on a post was ‘that’ horrible picture of Jensyn. The one that her hair was tangled over a pillow and her lips parted. That same one that she was half-naked beside a man. I clicked the screen off and kept the phone in my pocket. Once I was out of the elevator, I made my way to the hotel room I had arranged for this special occasion and immediately I entered, I regretted it again. Lev stood by the window where I could see him clearly, his back was turned to me but I knew he was holding a glass of wine. He would always drink wine when he was tense or worried. And hell, I knew what made him worried now. He turned back, surprised to see me dressed in my tailored tuxedo. “You can't seriously do this, Linden.” I didn't answer him. I walked to the desk beside the table and picked my Rolex watch. Lev saw that I wouldn't answer him and he continued. “Where did you get her? A motel? You paid her to act as your wife?” “So what?” I demanded angrily. I was pissed. Word must not get out that I hired my bride. It would not only tarnish my image but it would ruin me. I couldn't afford to let that happen. So what would I do? I would marry Jensyn and find a way to clear this shit. Lev came to stand behind me. He exhaled slowly. His brows were drawn together, eyes watching me like I might crack. “You saw the picture. It’s everywhere. She’s trending, Linden. Not for anything good.” I finally looked up at him. “Good. Let them talk.” Lev blinked. “Arthur is not coming. He said it’s a disgrace. That you’re humiliating the family. Can't you just marry Susanne? I bet if you call her now, she'd be more than willing to marry you.” I smiled, but there was no joy in it. “It’s going to be a beautiful day without my father, you know.” Lev’s jaw clenched. He looked like he wanted to argue more, but instead he just said, “was she an escort?” I didn't answer him immediately. Lev would know no matter what. There was no point lying to him. “Yes.” “Do you want me to find out who the man is?” “Do more than that,” I said. “Find out who leaked it, where it came from, and why now. Timing like that isn't a coincidence.” He nodded and left the room, his steps fading into silence. I was getting married today and nothing would stop that. *** My bride was sitting on a white stool when I stepped into the bridal suite. Two women hovered over her, dabbing powder onto her cheekbones, brushing her lips with some colour of lipstick I don't know, and wearing her necklace. She looked up when I entered. Her lips parted, as if she wanted to say something, big no words came. I watched the way her hands fidgeted in her lap. The ring I had given her yesterday glinted in her finger. The women whispered some words that they would be back and they left. Once we were alone, my bride got her confidence back and spoke. “I didn’t think you’d come,” she said finally, voice so soft I almost missed it. I leaned against the wall, arms crossed. “Why wouldn’t I?” She gestured vaguely toward the mirror. “You’ve seen it. Everyone has.” “I have,” I said. “And yet here we are.” Her throat bobbed as she swallowed. “I didn't sleep with the man, Linden.” “I don’t care, Jensyn. We are not even going to get married for love. This is business.” A flash of pain crossed her face, but she nodded like she accepted that. I wasn’t sure if she did. I wasn’t sure if I did, so I said something that would assure her. “It wouldn't change the deal, I can assure you. I will make sure I find that man and why he would go to that extent to leak that picture. You don't have to worry. Right now, we are married, so smile when you see the camera.” She nodded and I smiled before leaving the room. The church was located off a winding road in the hills, surrounded by ancient trees. No reporters. No guests. Just me, Lev, and Derek. Jensyn wore a simple dress too. No lace, no beading, no elaborate decorations, just a normal white dress. It could even pass for a gala dress. I made sure my eyes were locked on hers, just to calm her down. In my smile, I told her everything. The smile told her that I was grateful she accepted to do this with me. That I was happy with this and would do everything in my power to make this work. “Shall we begin?” The judge asked. I trusted the judge a lot. He was Arthur's old friend and I know he was here just for my sake, not Arthur's sake. “Yes, please.” The vows started and I said after the judge, “I, Linden Michael Rawlings, take you, Jensyn Rachael Sawyer, to be my lawfully wedded wife through darkness and light for as long as we live.” The vows were not what I heard at normal weddings. There was no talk of love or cherishing or obeying for as long as we shall live. It was the best that I've heard though. There was no need to lie about the loving part. In a haze, she said the words back to me and I immediately felt a strange feeling of calm, of happiness, and excitement about what it would all mean. “Exchange the rings.” We did and the judge continued. “By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride.” Honestly, I didn't think about the kiss, but here we were. I had to kiss my bride. I pulled her closer and brushed my lips against her upper lip. My arms wrapped around her and I felt the softness of her breasts. It was so soft I could almost rip the dress apart and fold my hands around her. Her lips parted farther and I flicked my tongue inside her mouth. She let out a soft moan as I deepened the kiss. My tongue pushed its way farther inside her mouth and it moved forward to dance with hers. The kiss claimed all my thoughts. All I could think about was that she was in my arms, that I was kissing her, and it was wonderful. My arms ran up and down her back as I pushed her closer. She tasted so good, so raw. The sound of snickering behind me broke me from the moment and I stepped away. Neither one of us looked at the other as the judge said, “It is with great pleasure that I introduce to you, Mr. and Mrs. Rawlings.” I took my wife's hand and led her towards my family. Lev hugged her and Derek just stood there. I leaned in and whispered into her ears. “Welcome to the family.” *** The next day was cold and empty. It was even uneventful. Since no reporter got hold of the wedding pictures, there seemed to be a sort of calmness. But everyone knew I married Jensyn yesterday. I was halfway through my black coffee when Lev entered the kitchen. “I found him,” he said without greeting. I looked up, gesturing for him to sit. “Who is the bastard?” He brought out his phone and showed me the picture of the man that was beside Jensyn. “His name is Ethan Vale. He used to be a gambler and he hired Jensyn last month. According to him, they got too drunk and ended up in that way, but they did nothing together.” I was somehow relieved that they didn't do anything together. It wasn't as if I didn't believe Jensyn when she told me, but I wanted a side of the man's story too. I would tear him apart if he had touched Jensyn. In my mind, I didn't know why I would do that. “What does he want?” Lev hesitated. “That’s where it gets interesting, my friend. He’s not the one who leaked the picture.” My brow lifted. “Then who did?” “I traced the original upload. It came from an IP address registered to someone inside the family office, Linden.” I stared at him. “Be more specific, Lev. You know these things better than I do.” Lev scrolled back to another picture. It was a picture I had seen only once in my life. The face was unmistakable. It was Arthur, my father.JENSYN“Good morning, Mrs. Rawlings.” I froze halfway, my grip tightening on the strap of my bag. I glared at the receptionist. She flashed me a ‘too-sweet’ smile and passed me the register to sign in. Then, as if she knew the weight of what she had called me, she lowered her voice and added with a quick, knowing glance; “I mean, Ms. Sawyer. Sorry.” Her apology was hypocritical, of course, but it still made my heart skip. If Linden ever discovered that I was slipping away each morning to chase my dream in secret… No, I didn't want to imagine that. The elevator door slid open, and I stepped into the hallways that led to the boardroom. My palms were damp, my throat was dry. Today wasn't just another staff meeting, today, my manuscript would be placed before the editors and they would decide whether to trash it at the first reading or help me bring it to life.After that had been decided, I would go see my friend, River.I pushed the door open and found Susanne seated at the head of
THIRD PERSON POV“Keep both hands where I can see ‘em,” the voice murmured behind River, sharp and cold. “Moment I see you playing hero, I'd turn a bullet deep inna your brain.”River groaned as he drove. The sedan crawled through the dim streets, the headlights shaking across the pot hole road. His hands gripped the wheel too tight until his knuckles turned pale. The barrel stayed at his neck, not moving an inch. It was warm now, an evidence of the building power in it. He gave a small nod, his shoulders twitching, sweat crawled his forehead. The gunman's knee grazed the driver's seat as he squeezed himself between River and the backseat of the car. River thought the best thing to do was engage him in a conversation.A low breath escaped through his nose. “Where are we going?”“You’re not the one asking questions tonight, motherfucker!”The gun dug deeper with an irritated reaction.A look around, River saw the road narrowing into an alley flagged each side by dumpsters. The walls l
THIRD PERSON POV“I will let you know when I'm done.” River hung up and stared at the iron gate of Green Bay Orphanage longer than he should have. His boots made no noise when he forced himself through the unlocked gate. He wondered why an orphanage should be left unattended to like this. The environment was even worse than it was in the morning: the air carried the faint of burning paper and disinfectant, the emptiness in the air unnerved him more than the crawling rot of fungi on the walls.He pushed himself into a side door with broken glass. The frame shook, and his shoulder jolted against it. He froze, breath suspended, waiting to hear any sound—none came so he slipped through and shut the door.River realised he had entered a small room with shelves, desks and table—probably a closet. It was a room full of dust, dirt, and abandon to be frank. He took a look around, eyes searching the dark, he then brought a touch out: the light was dim, so anyone wouldn't easily notice he was i
JENSYN “Where have you been?” The question hit me before the door even closed behind me. My pulse jerked as I took in the depth of Linden's voice. His voice wasn't raised, it just curled heavy around me, making the loose tendrils of hair at the back of my head stand. He stood near the console table, his back to the window. The dim light behind him carved the edges of his frame into something that was still, not human. He was wearing his casual outfit which was evident that he had been home since. I forced my lips into something resembling a calm ‘I don't care grin’, and dropped my bag softly to the floor. “I was at work.” One dark brow arched, he tilted his head and flashed me that smile that stopped at the corners of his lips. “I was at your work—” My nails dug into my palm, hidden in the folds of my coat. “I went out for some errands.” Some seconds went by and Linden moved his eyes slowly over my way, he didn't rush, he studied me, more like waiting for me to peel apart u
JENSYN“We shall find out about that ghost at Green Bay.”We were in Hudson—River and I. I stared at my reflection in the car window, drumming my fingers relentlessly on the car console. My shirt button had been ripped off in an attempt to leave home early so I could beat traffic and be on my way to Hudson, but I barely noticed it. River had arrived earlier and he suggested we take a train, but due to the fact that I didn't want anyone to know about my movement, I told him we should take a public bus.I should stop.That tiny, clamouring voice beckoned at my insides. But if I stopped now, what did that make me? A coward? Someone who let Camille Wallace vanish without a trace? Someone who leg Andrea grew up under the shadow of a lie that she was loved?“Jensyn, we are there.” River's voice floated into my mind, jolting me out of my reverie.“Oh, okay.” I grabbed my bag, sliding my phone inside. One look at the phone and I saw two texts from Linden. I told him I was going to the Rawlin
LINDENJensyn wasn't home again.The usual routine was to go to work early and then come back when I knew she'd be out. She should have gotten the hunch that I knew she was working, but she relaxed too much to worry about that.Andrea also kept it a secret. She promised not to tell Jensyn I knew. Whatever reason Jensyn saw which made her keep the truth away from me must be worth it. There was no need for me to spit it in her face.“Daddy, why do you always look so serious?” Andrea’s voice floated towards me softly.I glanced up from the papers I'd been pretending to read. I spent most of my day in her room, watching her tilt her head as she dabbed colourful strokes onto the canvas. We would contemplate on what to paint every day, discussing how it should look, and what it should look like.“I’m not serious,” I said, forcing a smile. “Just… thinking.”She didn't buy it. She set her brush down and studied me, her eyes wide and curious. “Are you thinking about Jensyn?”I hesitated, swall