Erinâs Pov
Two million and an Advance payment. I keep repeating it in my head like maybe it will sound less insane the more I think about it. Two million for a nanny job? Nobody pays that much for watching some kid. Unless the kid is a prince or cursed or maybe both. But right now do I even have a choice? Maybe itâs a trap. Maybe itâs human traffickers waiting to throw me in a van. But even if it is⌠isnât that better than the loan sharks? At least traffickers keep you alive long enough to sell you. Loan sharks donât waste time. Theyâll cut you open, take what they want, and leave whatâs left rotting in an alley. I laugh under my breath, the sound shaky and ugly. This is my life now, measuring which death would hurt less. I crumple the edges of the poster in my hand and stare at the address printed at the bottom. My chest tightens. My legs want to move, but they also want to collapse. I donât know which urge will win. But then I think about the faces of the men chasing me, their gold rings, their thick knives. I see the scars on their arms, proof of how many theyâve carved up before me. My stomach twists so hard I nearly throw up. I canât go back to that. So I walk. The sun is high, burning down on me, hot against the back of my neck. Afternoon traffic clogs the street, horns honking in uneven bursts. I move past corner stores and cracked sidewalks, ignoring the voices around me. My eyes stay on the paper, on the crooked little letters spelling out the street Iâm headed to. Every step is heavier than the last. Sweat sticks my shirt to my back. My legs ache like Iâve been running all week instead of just today. My mind keeps whispering that maybe I should just give up and go back to the loan sharks and let them have me. At least that way, the waiting ends. No more running, no more starving, no more pretending I can fix any of this. But then another voice cuts in. The stubborn one. The one that says I didnât crawl this far just to hand myself over. Not yet. So I keep going. The streets change around me. The broken concrete smooths out, the trash disappears, the air even smells cleaner. Iâm on the rich side now. Big houses with sharp fences line the road, gates tall enough to block out the rest of the city. Cars glide past, polished so bright the sun bounces off them like glass. I keep my head down. My clothes are a mess, my shoes scuffed, my face probably looks like I slept in a dumpster. Everyone here looks like they stepped out of a magazine. If anyone notices me, theyâll know instantly that I donât belong. I follow the address until I stop in front of a gate bigger than the others. Black iron, towering above me, too clean, too heavy. I stare at it and feel my chest squeeze tight. This must be it. But suddenly, all the fight drains out of me. My legs hurt, my throat is dry, and my heart feels like a hollow drum. Maybe I should just forget about this. Walk away. Let the poster flutter into the gutter where it belongs. Maybe I should just give up and go back to the loan sharks and let them have me. At least it would be over. I start to turn, already telling myself this was a mistake, when a sharp banging sound makes me freeze. I whip my head around. Thereâs a woman at the gate, pounding her fists against the metal. Sheâs dressed in black, her hair a mess, tears streaking her face. Her voice is raw, breaking with every shout. âI didnât steal anything!â she cries. âPlease, you have to believe meâŚ.I didnât do it!â The gate opens with a slow groan, and two men in black suits appear. They grab her arms without a word, pulling her back from the gate. She kicks, thrashes, but it doesnât matter. Theyâre stronger, calmer. The kind of calm that says theyâve done this a hundred times. She screams again, pleading, but her words bounce uselessly off the walls of the mansion behind the gate. Then he steps out. A man in a white shirt, sleeves rolled up to the elbow, black pants neat against his frame. His hair is half slicked back, half messy, like he couldnât decide if he cared or not. Tattoos curl faintly along his arms where the fabric ends. In one arm, he carries a boy. Six, maybe seven years old. The kid presses his face into the manâs shoulder, clutching his shirt tight with both hands. The woman keeps crying, swearing sheâs innocent, but the men drag her toward a black car waiting by the curb. They shove her inside as if she weighs nothing. The door slams, the engine roars, and the car pulls away, her voice swallowed by the sound. My body is stiff, locked in place. I shouldnât have seen that. I shouldnât even be here. The man in the white shirt turns. His eyes sweep the street, sharp and slow. And then they land on me. It feels like being cut open without a knife. His gaze strips me bare, moves from the top of my head to the dirt on my shoes, then back up again. I grip the poster so hard it nearly tears in half. I canât breathe, My legs feel like jelly. My hands are wet from sweat. The paper crinkles loud between my fingers. I try to tuck it into my pocket but the poster is bent and dirty. I want to drop it. I want to run. But my feet do not move. His voice came out like a growl or something, low and dangerous but carefully controlled. âAre you here for the nanny job?âMicheleâs POVTrust is a word I donât use. Not in this life. Trust gets you killed.The man sits across from me, shoulders stiff, eyes darting like he canât decide if he should run or beg again. Erin Cole. Thatâs the name he gave me. I donât know if itâs real, but it doesnât matter. Real or fake, Iâll find out. Men always show themselves when you press hard enough.My son shifts on my lap, quiet as ever. He clings to me, his small fingers curling around my sleeve. I glance down at him, then back to the man who claims he wants to be a nanny. A male nanny. The idea alone is ridiculous. But desperation makes men step into roles they donât belong in.I want to see if heâll survive five minutes under pressure. If not, Iâll have him dragged back out to the street where he belongs.I lean back in my chair, stroking the boyâs hair once before speaking. My voice is calm, but every word is a weight.âYou owe money,â I say.His throat bobs. âYes.ââTo who?âHe hesitates. Thatâs the first test. H
Erinâs POVThe gate creaks open, and for a second I wonder if Iâm walking straight into hell. The manâMichele, I think thatâs what the woman called himâstands there with his kid on his hip, looking at me like heâs already decided whether I live or die. His words still cut through my head.Follow me.I donât think twice. I step forward. My knees are weak, dust clings to them from when I dropped down to beg, but I donât care. I canât afford pride. Not when a bullet could end me faster than hunger or debt collectors.The air inside the gate feels different. Heavy. Like the walls hold secrets that donât ever make it out alive. The gravel crunches under my worn-out sneakers, and every step feels like someone else is deciding it for me.Two men in suits flank the yard. They donât blink. Their eyes track me, cold, sharp, and I can almost hear what theyâre thinking: one order and heâs dead. I swallow hard and keep my head low, but I feel their stares burning holes in my back.Michele doesnât
Micheleâs POVThe sun is high. Too bright. It burns against the marble steps of my house and glints off the steel gate. I squint, my son shifting in my arms, his small fingers clutching the collar of my shirt.He doesnât make a sound, not even when the woman screams as sheâs dragged across the driveway. Her voice bounces off the walls, begging, swearing sheâs innocent.Iâve heard it all before. Innocent. Misunderstood. Wrong place, wrong time. None of it matters. What matters is loyalty. And she broke it.My men shove her into the black car. Her cries die with the slam of the door. The engine starts. Tires grind on gravel, spitting dust, and the car vanishes down the street, taking her fate with it.Silence.I adjust the boy on my hip, his head resting against my chest. He doesnât ask questions. He doesnât even look. He knows better by now. Too young to see this world, but this is the world he was born into. My world. He learns young, or he doesnât survive.Movement catches my eye.A
Erinâs PovTwo million and an Advance payment.I keep repeating it in my head like maybe it will sound less insane the more I think about it. Two million for a nanny job? Nobody pays that much for watching some kid. Unless the kid is a prince or cursed or maybe both.But right now do I even have a choice?Maybe itâs a trap. Maybe itâs human traffickers waiting to throw me in a van. But even if it is⌠isnât that better than the loan sharks? At least traffickers keep you alive long enough to sell you. Loan sharks donât waste time. Theyâll cut you open, take what they want, and leave whatâs left rotting in an alley.I laugh under my breath, the sound shaky and ugly. This is my life now, measuring which death would hurt less.I crumple the edges of the poster in my hand and stare at the address printed at the bottom. My chest tightens. My legs want to move, but they also want to collapse. I donât know which urge will win.But then I think about the faces of the men chasing me, their gold
Erinâs PovI was running again.My lungs burned, my legs felt like they were made of fire, and my heart slammed against my ribs so hard I thought it might crack them open. Every step echoed in my ears, too loud, too desperate. Behind me, I could hear them. The men I owed more money than Iâd ever be able to pay back. Their boots pounded against the pavement, their voices filled the night like curses meant to drag me down.âStop running, pretty boy!â one of them shouted. âWeâll make it quick if you stop now!ââQuick.âI almost laughed, but I couldnât waste air on it. I knew better. Iâd heard what they did to people who couldnât pay them back. Quick wasnât in their vocabulary. These were men who dragged time out, who carved it into you with blades and fire until you begged for death.If they caught me, theyâd cut me open, take what they wanted from inside me, or worseâskin me alive. I didnât know which was worse, losing my organs or my skin, but both options made my stomach twist in pan