LOGINLucas and Alex were born differently, but Lucas lived with a secret, more specific and intriguing. Betrayed twice by James, Alex became broken, cold, and depressed. He decided to end it all, but Lucas stepped in with kind words and pulled him out from his darkest edge, and left him with a good luck charm. Alex swore off love and locked his heart away. He became a man with one motive...rejection of love proposals. Any gender that crossed his path was used and dumped. His only desire was to meet his lucky charm guy (Lucas) again. Two years later, they met, and his love bloomed. As the feelings grew, so did Alex’s fear and, with it, his anger. How could he love again when the past still haunted him? Out of jealousy, his love for Lucas suddenly turned to hatred. Why did he hate the one person who made him feel alive again? Can Alex overcome his fear of betrayal, or will he destroy the very love that could heal him completely? What secret did Lucas live with? Could they navigate it and bond again, or would they fall apart? ***MM Romance***
View MoreThe day seemed brighter as Alex moved through his duties with a lightness in his steps and a quiet smile tugging at his lips. Everything felt great, even the customers seemed kinder. But his eyes kept darting to the clock, counting down the hours like a teenager before prom. He had a date with his new boyfriend, James.
At exactly quarter to seven, Alex was already standing in front of Room 223 at the Kornelly Hotel. His heart thudded against his ribcage. He inhaled deeply, then exhaled slowly. “Okay, calm down. It's just James… or not just James, he is my boyfriend.” He smiled, raised his hand, and knocked. To his surprise, the door flung open almost instantly. “Hey, honey!” James beamed, his face lighting up like he had just won the lottery. Before Alex could say a word, James grabbed his hand and pulled him inside. The door slammed shut behind them as Alex stumbled forward, landing right into his arms. James held him tightly, inhaling his hair scent like he had missed it for real. “Hmm, apple blossom, smells so nice. Alex my darling,” he murmured into his ear, “I’ve missed you so much.” Then he gave him a soft peck on the cheek. The gesture made Alex's knees go weak as he chortled like a teenager. “Come,” James said, tugging him further into the room, “Dance with me.” “What?” Alex blinked shyly and in confusion. James chuckled as he picked up a remote and adjusted the volume slightly. Soft, romantic music played, slow, jazzy, and warm. “Come on,” he insisted, his arms already swaying, “This is a celebration, babe. Our first date as an official couple. Dance with me.” Before Alex could protest, James brushed his lips on his forehead, took both his hands, and began to guide him into a gentle sway. “You're mine now,” he whispered, “and I'm yours. I've waited for this moment, and tonight, I’m going to make every second count.” He pulled back slightly, just enough to gaze at Alex’s face. His eyes scanned him slowly, attentively, catching every twitch, every blush, every flicker of emotion. “You're really here with me,” James said softly, “you have no idea what your presence does to me, or do you?” Alex smiled shyly and nodded negatively as he managed to follow his lead with the dance. “Tell me, please”, he said almost in a whisper. James chuckled, “The fact is…I couldn't find the right word to express it. How about I show you, hmm?” Alex's heart pounded in his chest as James caressed his cheek, leaning in he kissed his nose bridge before claiming his lips in a passionate kiss. When he realized that Alex had lost it, he withdrew and stared at him. To be sure of his suspicion, he trailed his hands on his belly watching his actions. “Babe, you are driving me crazy. Tell me, what do you want?” James asked, his hand still moving around his chest making him tremble. “Oh James, I…I..”, he stuttered. James smiled and started unbuttoning Alex's shirt. The minute he took off his shirt, he tickled his tit with his tongue. Alex gasped and closed his eyes. “Come on, babe, say you want me to touch you,” James said as he started caressing him all over, especially his waistline. Alex was already short of words but could only nod his agreement as he took off James’s shirt. James led him on until he felt him shaky, wanting nothing else but his touch and saying nothing else except his name. Taking off the rest of their clothes, he led Alex to bed, doing to him what no one else had ever done, satisfying his every desire. Meanwhile, while Alex was busy enjoying every sensation, James was busy checking to ensure his plan was not compromised. Later, they had dinner together, toasted to their reunion, and went back to their room for another round. The next morning, Alex stirred awake, reaching instinctively for James, but the space beside him was empty. His heart skipped. Did he leave again? Panic began to creep in, until his eyes landed on a folded note on the table. “Good morning, love. I had to attend to something. Take the painkiller, it will relieve you of any ache. I’ll call you.” Alex exhaled in relief, a soft smile curling his lips. “Oh, James, if this is a dream, I don’t want to wake up.” He stretched, then winced suddenly. “Damn… my ass aches.” He chuckled under his breath and took the tablets. “Well, I guess I’ll get used to it.” After a quick shower, he ordered fresh clothes, got dressed, and headed straight to work, still floating in that blissful post-love haze. Everything went smoothly until lunch break. As he sat at his desk in the office, biting into his sandwich, and stirring a cold tea with a spoon, a message notification popped up. His heart leaped, he assumed it was James. He opened it casually but on seeing the content, he froze. It was them. A full-on nude photo of him and James…entangled, exposed, unmistakable. The spoon in his hand slipped and clattered to the floor. His phone followed. His entire body went cold. “No… no… James, you can't do this to me,” he whispered, his voice shaking. “Tell me this isn’t happening” He whispered to no one in particular. His heart ached, and fear gripped him as he started sweating profusely. He walked about the office in confusion. Then, suddenly, a knock came on the door. He froze again staring at the door. It came again and again, still he didn't move…didn’t speak, he just stared at the door as if whoever was there, was the devil behind his nightmare. There was quietness, but suddenly the door burst open. To Alex’s surprise, it was James. His eyes were blazing with anger as he matched in. The secretary apologized instantly, "I'm sorry, sir, he insisted on seeing you,” she explained. James jammed the door and faced him. “Alex, what is the meaning of this? Did everything we shared last night mean nothing to you? Everything you said to me, are they just empty words?. Did you say yes to me just for this, to expose my nudity? You're also in this. What will you gain” He paused as Alex didn't move. “Come on, stop staring and talk to me.” He walked closer as his expression changed. “Oh dear, did you take it for memories?” James paused and stared at Alex. “What the heck are you blabbing, James? You seriously think I took our nude photos without letting you know? How, when, are we not there together? Oh dear goodness, now it's getting scarier. I thought it was your doing.” “What? No, I didn't.” There was a tense pause. “The hotel, I'm going back to Kornelly. I need to see their footage.” Then, in that instant, a message popped up on James and Alex's phones at the same time. James opened his phone, and it was a short video of them making out on the bed with every sound they were making exposed. “Oh shit, it's another one. Who the heck is doing this? Did you tell anyone about our date? James asked him. “No, I didn't, not a soul” Instantly, James' phone buzzed. It was an unknown number. He stared from the phone to Alex, his hand shaking. “I don't have this number in my contacts,” James said, staring as if scared to pick up, but Alex took the phone from him, clicked the answer button, and put it on speaker. “Hello” “Hello, lover boys,” the distorted voice came through the speaker, smooth but laced with menace. “Now listen closely. The faster you pay, the better for you. I want ten million…cash. No games, no delays.” Alex and James froze, eyes locked on the phone as the voice continued. “Don’t do anything stupid. Don’t even think about investigating. You won’t find me. Every track is covered. I’m watching you. One wrong move from either of you, I’ll drop the first photo.” A chilling pause followed…then a dark chuckle. “Damn, you two were hot on that bed. Watching this video almost made me hard. But I need cash, you know? Enough to score me a sweet ride or maybe a sweet partner like you guys.” Another eerie laugh echoed. “Alright, boys, that’s enough chat for now. Start stacking my dough. I’ll call back tonight with pickup details. The clock’s ticking… tick tock… tick tock.” The line went dead…Silence. James cursed audibly. “Son of a bitch”Alex turned the phone back toward himself. "His name is Zenith." Lucas repeated it quietly. "Zenith..." "So he didn't even tell you his name?" "No." Alex looked offended on Lucas's behalf. "He cornered you." Lucas opened his mouth. "He hugged you." Lucas sighed. "He touched you. How dare he" "Alex…" "And then he tried to convince an amnesia patient that they had some epic romance together." Lucas nearly laughed, because as Alex put it that way, it sounded ridiculous. Alex shook his head. "I think it's time somebody addresses his nonsense." Lucas immediately frowned. "What are you planning?" "Nothing illegal." "That answer makes me nervous." Alex grinned. "Good." Lucas groaned. "Alex…" Alex leaned closer. "I'm serious, baby. He is a bitch." His expression became more thoughtful. "If you genuinely don't remember him, then nobody should be pressuring you into accepting a relationship you can't recall. A relationship that
Lucas immediately tensed. "Please..." Zenith smiled sadly. "We cared about each other, Luc." Lucas tried gently removing Zenith’s arm from him. "I'm sorry." His voice was sincere. "I can't remember." "Then remember." Lucas shook his head. "It doesn't work like that." The atmosphere grew tense.Neither noticed the restroom door opening again. Until a voice came through. "Everything okay, boss?" Both men turned. Marvis stood in the doorway. His eyes immediately landed on Zenith's arm. Then on Lucas's expression. His face hardened. Lucas felt immediate relief."Yeah." He stepped away from Zenith."We're leaving." Marvis didn't move. His gaze remained fixed on Zenith. He wassuspicious, protective, and watching. Zenith slowly removed his arm.Holding both hands up. "No problem." But his eyes remained on Lucas. "Luc." Lucas paused. Zenith smiled. A little sadly. "A memory loss doesn't mean you get rid of me that easily."
It wasn't fear of Derby or fear of the divorce failing, but fear that while Lucas had been moving closer to him… Vince had also found a place in Lucas's heart. He didn't want him loving Vince, not minding that he was Vince. Alex pushed the thought away immediately, because it was ridiculous. Lucas liked him. Lucas waited for his calls. Lucas asked to see him.So why was he feeling like this? On the other end of the line, Lucas sighed. "Then why do you sound sad?" The question caught Alex off guard. He smiled despite himself.Trust Lucas to notice. Trust Lucas to always hear the things nobody else did. "I'm not sad." "You are bothered about something." "I'm not." "I can feel it. You are." Alex laughed. "You are impossible, Lucas." "And you're avoiding my question."Alex rubbed his forehead. For a moment he considered telling him that hearing about Vince bothered him. And that he was jealous of himself in Vince’s personality. And that the thought of Lu
The words escaped in a whisper.He stared ahead. His thoughts began crashing into each other. The kiss. The way he'd felt relieved seeing Vince last night. The way his heart reacted whenever Vince looked at him. The fact that he'd smiled three separate times while reading a simple note. His face slowly paled. "No." He immediately stood. Then sat back down. Then stood again and started pacing. "What is wrong with me?" He ran both hands through his hair.His thoughts spiraled. "What about Alex?" The question struck him hard. The person he'd been thinking about every night. The person whose goodnight calls he waited for. The person who made him feel safe. The person he'd kissed. The person that had expressed his true feelings to him in many ways. Lucas groaned and covered his face. "Oh my gosh, am I falling for Vince too? Why does his kiss make me feel the same way as Alex’s?” His voice echoed through the empty room. "What the fuck is wrong with my head?
Instantly, that drop of tears snapped Alex back to reality. “Hey baby, don't feel bad about this.” He raised a hand, brushing off the tears. Lucas stepped under the shower to hide more tears that might drop. Alex was still in a confused state, trying to understand that word, “Not normal.” He
“Yes, baby. Come on, I want to see your pp, hmm,” Alex winked at him again, raising his hand to unwrap his towel. Lucas shot to his feet, shyness enveloping him. “Please, stop being naughty.” Alex stifled a laugh, his eyes mischievous as he stood up and grabbed Lucas, pulling him into his ar
It was playful this time before he started heading toward the stairs. Halfway to the stairs, he glanced back. Alex was still standing there, watching him like he was something precious Lucas barely made it to the foot of the stairs before swaying. “Whoa,” Alex rushed and caught him instan
You brought me here?” His gaze snapped back to Alex. “To your place?” “Yes,” Alex responded with a smile. “Why would you do that?” Lucas demanded, his voice sharpening despite the pounding in his head. “You should have taken me home.” Alex’s jaw tightened. “You were dead drunk and couldn’t






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