A Reckless Dream

"ah…"

So this is exactly that feeling?

That sex my friends had been talking about endlessly—as I set up my phone and spread my legs to try and do it better, a low moan escaped my lips.

I had never done it before, but my friends said it was good, so I tried it and it really felt good. My moans filled the bathroom and echoed off the white walls.

The sound of my breathing was hoarse, and while it felt strange, it was oddly good. Even the slippery sound when I put my finger in there. It was the first time in my eighteen years of life that I had felt this moist, so I had a peculiar feeling.

I rubbed in circles with my fingers, just like the woman in the video. It was exactly as the beautiful woman in the video my friends sent me looked—sitting on the edge of the bathtub with her legs spread, revealing her voluptuous breasts just like me.

She was completely naked with her eyes closed, clutching her large right breast with one hand and placing the other hand on her private parts.

I imitated everything she did. From the way she sat to the way she moved her fingers in a circle. As I followed her actions exactly, I finally understood why my classmates talked about sex so much.

The sensation between my legs was unfamiliar and strange, but I wanted more as if I were already addicted. As I parted my lips, my whole body trembled with an intense sensation. Why does it feel so good?

Inspired and encouraged by the woman in the video, I inserted three fingers into the small hole there. It hurt so much that I screamed and pulled my fingers out.

“Kaylee?!” I heard my stepfather’s worried voice. He flung open the bathroom door and came in. I sat there, frozen all over, completely naked, with my heavy chest exposed, my legs spread wide, and my fingers moistened from touching that spot.

“Damn it…” My stepfather hurriedly ran out of the bathroom, spewing curses just as he had entered, and I was so embarrassed I didn’t know what to do. Embarrassed, I wrapped a towel around myself and hurriedly followed him to apologize for taking so long to use the bathroom.

“Dad! I’m sorry for staying in the bathroom for so long.” When I said this, he stopped walking and looked at me. My stepfather’s gaze scanned my body, and he turned his back, groaning, “Damn it.”

“Are you okay?” I turned to look at his face, clutching a short towel tightly to my chest in worry. “Dad, are you hurt?” I asked cautiously. He sighed and said, still with his face turned, “No, Kayleigh… just get dressed and pack. We’re going to spend this summer at Mom’s sister’s house.”

I don't understand why my stepdad isn't looking at me. It makes me sad because it feels like he's talking to a wall instead of me. "Nate, do you hate it that I've been in the bathroom for so long?" I asked, pouting, and he looked me up and down once again.

"Kay, you're too naive for this world." He shook his head and walked away from me. The bulge in his pants caught my eye.

"I wonder if he hit himself in the crotch while running out of the bathroom?" he muttered worriedly as he went into his room to change into clothes for his aunt's house.

Inside the car, the moment in the bathroom kept coming back to me. I couldn't shake it off. Every time the car shook over a speed bump, the memory of touching that spot came flooding back, and my face burned with embarrassment.

Along with that memory, a strangely good feeling returned between my legs.

As the car stopped in front of my aunt's house, I got out with my mom and waved to Aunt Cathy, who was already on her way to greet us. A tall man wearing a hoodie was following behind her.

"Kayleigh, be a good girl, okay?" Mom said, holding me tight in her arms. I just nodded instead of speaking. I knew that if I opened my mouth, a strange sound would come out.

Ever since the day I was caught masturbating, I cannot explain what is happening to my body. Just a simple hug from my mom and the slight pressing of her nipple send a strange shiver down my spine.

My stepfather was in the car, but he didn't even look at me. Oh my god, he's going to hate me now. I can't even blame him. Come to think of it, I realized what I did was wrong. After all, I'm the one who left the lump in his groin.

Mom took a step back and got into the car, and it sped off. I was left alone with Aunt Cathy and her son, Michael. Aunt Cathy gently took my arm and praised me, saying, "Kaylee, come here. You've grown so much."

"Michael, isn't he really cute? I can't believe it's already been 10 years." My aunt looked at me and marveled to her son. "Yes... he is," Michael replied in a low, deep voice as he looked at me, and my face turned red.

I took a closer look at Michael's face and realized how handsome he was, even though he was wearing a hoodie. He looked just like the man in the video who was giving orders to the woman with big breasts.

As that absurd thought flashed through my mind, my whole body became wet again, and I became as sensitive as when I masturbate alone in the bathroom.

As if he had read my mind, Michael tilted his head and grinned at me.

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