Chapter Seventy-Six

Chapter 76 – Lance

I have decided to pay my mom a visit today. I don’t know what dawned over me but I woke up earlier this morning feeling like the ever growing guilt and longing have already crunched me down all the way to my spine. I suddenly had this utter feeling of wanting to see and hug the woman who raised me with genuine and unconditional love even though I didn’t come out directly from her own womb. I know I wasn’t a bad and ungrateful son and that she didn’t raise me to be either one. She taught and raised me to be grateful and kind and thoughtful no matter what and I am forever thankful of having her as my mother. I have proven all of that time and time up until I reached college when everything spiraled down. I didn’t know that I would end up to be this ungrateful being and the feeling had already caught up to me.

It’s been years since the last time she saw me and I though this time would be the best time to come home and see her. I’m fully aware of the underlying fact th