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Tyler hissed under his breath. He was annoyed at this turn of events. He didn’t want Big Boss’ attention. He didn’t need his attention. But Big Boss was persistent. Well, Tyler was about to show Big Boss what the word *persistent* meant. He wasn’t one to be easily intimidated. Clearly, Big Boss was asking for a challenge, and he was only too happy to oblige. Tyler just stared right back. He knew it wouldn’t be long before people gave up on him. That was human nature after all. They just do. Especially with him in the picture. And he was sure this scenario would play out the same way. But Big Boss was already striding toward him and crouching down to his level, all before he could fully grasp the situation. He was taken aback, and Big Boss wouldn’t stop assessing him. *Soon he’ll turn away,* he thought to himself. *They always do.* He wasn’t going to fool himself into thinking Big Boss took an interest in him. But Big Boss was moving closer, and from this distance, Tyler could make out the exact color of his pupils. Black, filled with a type of spark he’d never seen before. Behind those eyes lay something sinister, but he was far too fascinated by the intricate phoenix tattoo wrapped around Big Boss’ neck that he had lost focus on everything else. The interlacing hues of red and gold fused together to form a brilliant orange against the fair canvas of Big Boss’ skin. And before he knew what he was doing, he had his hand out and was touching Big Boss’ tattoo. Tyler should have snatched his hand back because at that very moment, he knew he had sealed his own fate. Big Boss snaked his hand around his wrist and gave his signature smile—the evil sneer. “You are one very brave boy,” he said. And that was all Tyler could remember before he was dragged away from the inspection site and shoved into a black van. He couldn’t recall how long he had kicked and screamed, demanding to be let out. There were too many strong men trying to subdue him. He tried knocking one in the jaw, but they had fast reflexes. Now he was imprisoned between them. The door of the van slid open and Big Boss appeared, sitting across from him, casually leaning back against the seat and enjoying watching the view of Tyler in distress. Tyler wasn’t one to make fun of. Sure, he liked solitude, but that didn’t mean people could take advantage of him. He directed his demand straight at Big Boss, his eyes fierce with determination. “Let me go, old man.” “Old man?” Big Boss looked taken aback. Tyler knew Big Boss was the boss of the other men, but he wasn’t about to bow to the man and inflate his ego by calling him Big Boss. “Who are you referring to as this so-called old man?” Big Boss asked. “You,” Tyler said, maintaining eye contact. He knew in these kinds of situations, he shouldn’t lose his cool. Because that would make him a loser. And he wasn’t some loser. Though the response he got wasn’t what he had expected. Big Boss’ eyes twinkled with delight, and with his head back and belly high up in the air, he burst into a fit of laughter. Tyler was all fired up now. He’d had enough of being played with. He was about to give him a piece of his mind when Big Boss said in a gentle tone, “If you must know, I am only forty-five.” “And I’m only ten, turning eleven in a few days, so that makes you an old man in my eye,” he retorted. “You picked the right one, Boss,” one of the other men said. “You are right, Emilio,” Big Boss replied to that other man, his lips stretching from ear to ear, before turning back to Tyler to give that same broad smile. Tyler wanted to hate Big Boss, he really did, but something about Big Boss’ smile reminded him of Georgina and her warm smile. “I believe I have picked the right one for our family.” The word *family* caught Tyler’s attention. “What do you mean you have picked the right one for your family?” “He sure is smart, too, Boss,” another man spoke out. “Do you want to be a part of my family?” Big Boss asked unexpectedly, and Tyler was sure he must have misheard. There was no way Big Boss was interested in him, right? He had to ask again to make sure. “What did you say?” Big Boss’ reply was nothing but genuine. “I mean exactly what I said. Do you want to come live with me and become a part of my family?” Oh shit! Big Boss really wasn’t joking. Tyler couldn’t believe his ears. His heart was pounding so hard, he almost couldn’t hear his own voice asking, “You…you are really adopting me?” Big Boss nodded, one hand reaching out to ruffle his blond hair playfully. And that kind of made him feel all warm and cozy inside. He liked that feeling. The ice façade he’d erected melted a little. But that niggly insecure person inside of him had to ask for the reason why Big Boss had chosen him among all the other kids in the orphanage. “Why?” “Why so many questions?” Big Boss bounced a question back, and it caused his world to come crashing down. Tyler fixed his gaze on Big Boss’ shoes, his voice wavering as he revealed his true feelings. “Because I’m weird, that’s why. Can’t you see my green and blue eyes. They are different colors.” Large gentle fingers lifted his face and he made contact with those black eyes again. “And that’s the reason why I chose you. You are special, with your unique-colored eyes. You fit right into our family.” *Special.* No one had ever said he was special, nor made him feel special, except when he was with Georgina and baby Rose. But this man said he was special, and he felt it, like he was someone special in Big Boss’ eyes. “So. Will you come live with me?” Big Boss prodded him when he was lost in his own thoughts. Tyler wanted to go. He really wanted to, but he didn’t want to leave baby Rose behind. Rose was his family. Yeah, she might get adopted into another family in the future, but he didn’t want to separate from her. If he had to choose between baby Rose or Big Boss, his choice was baby Rose. “You seem reluctant,” Big Boss said, eyeing him with concern. “I don’t want to leave baby Rose behind,” he confessed. “Who is baby Rose?”Gosh! I had never thought of him that way. In my dreams, he had always been his young self. But to imagine what he looked like as a man, all grown up with a deep masculine voice… Just the thought sent shivers down my spine.Was this the kind of man I would fall for? Those heterochromia eyes, blue and green, staring fixatedly at the person he loved, and those lips… Heat raced up on my face.Gosh! I was being ridiculous. I was already twenty-one years old, a fully grown adult. I shouldn’t be fantasizing about a man in broad daylight.And why was I feeling embarrassed? Girls my age had already experienced love, sex, and everything in between. Just because I hadn’t experienced all those things yet, it didn’t mean I had to act cheesy. I turned to a more serious matter.“I’ll be home late today. Would you mind doing the cooking tonight?”“No worries. I’ll pick up groceries on the way home,” Jenny said.My sister was always so considerate. She was such a kind person. I hoped one day she woul
It was not that blue. I was sure of it. His left eye was a sort of color even I found hard to describe. Turquoise? Aqua-blue? No, not that either.Today was the first day back at the university, and this painting was supposed to be my summer holiday project. If only I could just pick a random blue color to paint his left eye, then this painting would have been finished yesterday. But I was stubborn. It needed to be the right shade of blue.I put the paintbrush down and tried to imagine what his eye color was again. And I saw him, just like in my dreams—hair the color of spun gold, and eyes… heterochromia. He had heterochromia eyes. One blue and one green. He was unique. He was special. And he was the boy who kept appearing in my dreams.It was weird. I’d always thought dreams were just random images your brain fired off when you were asleep, but I couldn’t explain how a boy with such a unique physical feature could appear in my dreams again and again, as if he were a memory I had so
The cool midnight air greeted him with the fragrance of roses. He felt the relief instantly, his anxiety dissipating, blown away by the night breeze, leaving only the scent of roses clinging to him like a permanent lover.For a ruthless mafia like him, who’d taken countless lives in the seedy underbelly of Chicago, he couldn’t understand why he found roses to be so comforting. They were such fragile plants, their petals so delicate, like humans whom he could easily crush with his palms. Still, whatever it was, it always did the trick. The scent calmed him down and he relaxed.Soon it would all be over. Soon he’d get to wash his hands off all the dirty deeds and put his gun away for good. Soon he’d get to return to where he always wanted to be. His home. A lifetime away from all the drugs, the prostitution, and all the stupid fucking elites who thought they could rule the world.Just three more years and he would step down and retire. Gian, his younger brother, would be mature enough t
Present-dayBang!The sound of the gunshot rang in his ears and his world turned red.Literally. He was covered in blood. His father’s blood.The man whom he loved and cherished the most in the world fell over, his weight heavy on top of him. He was about to turn him over, when another shot fired through, hitting his father in the arm.He quickly pulled his father to the side in the hope of shielding him from further bullets, but it was too late. His father was losing too much blood. He tried to suppress the blood flow, but it wasn’t working. The damage was already done. His father was on his last dying breath.“Protect your brother.”He nodded his head.“I will, Dad. I’ll protect Gian.”He watched his father speak, each word becoming tougher with each breath he took. He leaned close, hearing those last few words, so powerful, they engraved deep in his soul.“Reform the clan. I love you, son.”And his father’s body went limp.Pain pierced at his heart, like a thousand knives stabbing
Shit! Tyler hissed under his breath. He was annoyed at this turn of events. He didn’t want Big Boss’ attention. He didn’t need his attention. But Big Boss was persistent.Well, Tyler was about to show Big Boss what the word *persistent* meant. He wasn’t one to be easily intimidated. Clearly, Big Boss was asking for a challenge, and he was only too happy to oblige.Tyler just stared right back. He knew it wouldn’t be long before people gave up on him. That was human nature after all. They just do. Especially with him in the picture. And he was sure this scenario would play out the same way.But Big Boss was already striding toward him and crouching down to his level, all before he could fully grasp the situation.He was taken aback, and Big Boss wouldn’t stop assessing him.*Soon he’ll turn away,* he thought to himself. *They always do.* He wasn’t going to fool himself into thinking Big Boss took an interest in him.But Big Boss was moving closer, and from this distance, Tyler could m
18 years ago The old man didn’t smile. He sneered, baring all teeth and thick lips. And it sure freaked the hell out of those kids.Tyler caught a glint of gold tooth. He wondered if it was real gold. Maybe the old man was rich. Whomever got to be adopted by him must be really lucky.He wished he was lucky too. He was already ten, by far one of the oldest kids here in this orphanage, and far too mature for anyone to adopt.He’d given up on that dream long ago, though. He knew he’d never be adopted. If his real parents didn’t want him, then who the hell would. And he knew why, too.He was a freak. He’d been told countless times before, especially by those kids who had arrived after him and had left before him to live with happy adoptive parents.Just because he had mismatched eyes, did that really make him a freak?Tyler asked himself that question every morning whenever he looked at himself in the mirror and saw those eyes staring right back. One side green and one side blue. It was







