LOGINMica pov
"No pulse!" "Start compressions!" "One milligram of epinephrine!" The room blurred before my eyes. Doctors swarmed around Ophelia's bed, their voices overlapping until they became meaningless noise. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. I couldn't do anything except stare. "No..." I whispered. A nurse pulled me backward. "Miss Hale, you need to step outside." "No! That's my sister!" Another pair of hands caught my shoulders. "We're doing everything we can." "Then let me go!" My voice cracked into a scream. "Ophelia!" The doors slammed shut between us. I pounded against the glass. "Please!" Every beep from the machines felt like a knife twisting deeper into my chest. Nyric hadn't moved. He stood frozen in the middle of the hallway, staring through the glass as doctors desperately fought for his wife. His wife. The woman he'd loved for ten years. The woman who had taught me that fairy tales could exist. I'd always teased them. Called them disgustingly romantic. Every anniversary, Nyric filled the mansion with white roses because Ophelia once admitted they reminded her of moonlight. Every Sunday morning, they'd drink coffee on the balcony wrapped in the same blanket, arguing over crossword puzzles. They weren't perfect. But they loved each other. Everyone knew it. Everyone envied it. Not even fate had been able to keep them apart. Until now. The monitor inside the room screamed again. Then silence. A long, endless silence. The doctor slowly lowered his hands. One by one, the nurses stepped back. "No..." I breathed. The doctor looked at the clock on the wall. "Time of death—" "Don't." Nyric's voice cut through the hallway, low and dangerous. "Don't say it." "Sir, I have to record—" "I said don't." My knees gave out beneath me. This wasn't real. Someone was going to laugh and tell me it had all been a nightmare. Ophelia was going to walk out complaining about hospital food. She was going to hug me and call me Little Bean. She wasn't moving. The doctor walked out of the room first. His expression told me everything before he spoke. "I'm sorry." Two words. They destroyed my entire world. I let out a sound I'd never heard before — something between a scream and a sob. I stumbled into the room. Nobody stopped me. I threw myself beside Ophelia's bed, grabbing her hand. It was already getting cold. "You're always cold." I forced a laugh through my tears. "I'll get you another blanket." Nothing. "You promised we'd watch that stupid cooking show tonight. I still haven't learned your pancake recipe." My voice broke completely. "So you have to wake up." Nothing. "Please. I don't know how to do this without you." A tear slipped onto her skin. It stayed there. She didn't wipe it away. She always wiped my tears away. Always. I felt another presence beside me. Nyric lowered himself slowly into the chair beside the bed. He didn't cry. He simply stared at her, his expression terrifyingly empty, like someone had hollowed him out from the inside. He reached into his pocket and, carefully, slipped off his wedding ring. My eyes widened. Without a word, he slid it onto Ophelia's finger. "I promised," he whispered. "I promised I'd never let you wear it alone." He leaned forward and kissed her forehead. "I love you. I'll love you until my last breath." I buried my face in the mattress and cried. Hours passed. Or maybe minutes. Time no longer existed. Eventually, hospital staff came to prepare Ophelia's body. A nurse approached us gently. "There were some personal belongings she asked us to keep safe." She handed me a small white envelope. Across the front, in Ophelia's familiar handwriting: *For Little Bean.* My fingers trembled. "There was another," the nurse said, handing a second envelope to Nyric. His simply read: *For My Husband.* Neither of us opened them. Not yet. We couldn't. The pain was still too raw. As we left the room, something made me look back one last time. Morning sunlight spilled through the window, illuminating Ophelia's peaceful face. She looked happy. Almost as if she were simply sleeping. I pressed the envelope against my chest. "I'll keep my promise," I whispered. "I don't know how. But I won't let your dream die with you." Outside the hospital, rain had begun to fall. Nyric stood beneath the entrance without moving, his black suit soaked within seconds. He didn't seem to notice. Neither did I. For the first time in my life, the world felt impossibly quiet. Then Nyric finally spoke, without looking at me. "The funeral is in three days. I'll have someone bring your things to the mansion." "My apartment is fine." "You shouldn't be alone." "I'll manage." "You don't have to." I looked at him. For once, there was no anger between us. Only grief. "I don't think I can walk into that house," I admitted. He closed his eyes briefly. "Neither can I." The rain continued to pour. Neither of us moved. Neither of us spoke. We just stood there — two people who'd lost the same woman, in two different ways, with no idea how to walk back into a world without her in it.MicaNyric posted extra guards at the gates that night, and though he tried to keep his concern from showing too plainly in front of me, I recognized the particular tightness in his jaw that meant he was taking the unfamiliar car far more seriously than his careful reassurances suggested."It's probably nothing," he said, settling into bed beside me hours later than usual, his own restlessness obvious despite the words. "A reporter, most likely. Or someone lost.""You don't believe that.""I believe in being cautious regardless of what I believe." He pulled me gently against him, one hand resting protectively over my stomach the way it often did now. "Try to sleep. The guards will radio if anything changes."I didn't sleep well, drifting in and out of shallow, anxious dreams, and when I finally woke to gray morning light, I found Nyric already gone from the bed, his side cold enough to suggest he'd been up for some time.I found him in the entryway, still in yesterday's clothes, Ethan
MicaThe weeks after the scare passed more gently than I expected, settling into a rhythm that felt, for the first time since Ophelia's death, almost peaceful.Nyric had grown quieter in a way I couldn't quite name — not distant, exactly, but thoughtful, like he was turning something over privately that he wasn't ready to share yet. I didn't push. I'd learned, months ago now, that some things needed their own time to surface.By the time the third trimester arrived, my body had changed enough that I could no longer pretend any of this was still theoretical. My stomach had grown round and undeniable, the baby's movements no longer faint flutters but full, insistent kicks that sometimes woke me in the middle of the night."He's active tonight," I said one evening, wincing as a particularly strong kick landed just beneath my ribs."He?" Nyric raised an eyebrow from across the sitting room, setting down the book he'd been only half reading. "Dr. Reyes confirmed that?""No. I just have a f
NyricI finally let go of her hand somewhere near the estate gates, only because navigating the final turn required both hands on the wheel, and even then, the moment I'd parked, I reached for it again almost immediately, some instinct refusing to fully release the contact."You're going to need both hands eventually," Mica said, amusement threading through her voice despite the exhausting morning we'd just survived."Eventually. Not yet."She let me hold on a while longer, and I was grateful, more grateful than I could easily explain, for her patience with whatever this particular need actually was.That evening, once she'd retreated upstairs for an early rest, exhausted from the emotional weight of the day, I found myself alone in the study, the echoes of the appointment still sitting heavy in my chest.Ethan found me there sometime after dinner, a bottle of whiskey between us that neither of us had touched yet."How is she?" he asked, settling into the familiar chair across from my
MicaNeither of us slept much that night.I lay awake listening to the quiet of the house, one hand resting protectively over my stomach, cataloguing every small sensation with the particular hypervigilance fear brings, searching for some sign that everything was fine, or some confirmation that it wasn't.Nyric appeared at my door sometime past three in the morning, unable to sleep either, and rather than retreat to his own restless solitude, he simply sat in the chair beside my bed until dawn, neither of us speaking much, both of us grateful not to be facing the uncertainty alone.The drive to the clinic felt endless, morning traffic crawling past at a pace that made the anxiety in my chest tighten further with every passing minute."Whatever it is," Nyric said, reaching over to take my hand as we finally pulled into the clinic parking lot, "we face it together. However difficult, however frightening. Together.""Together," I repeated, needing to hear myself say it, needing the word
MicaNeither of us spoke for a long moment after he stopped himself, the unfinished word hanging between us like something physical, something I could almost reach out and touch if I tried."It's okay," I finally said, though it wasn't entirely true, some part of me aching with the particular frustration of standing at the edge of understanding without quite crossing over. "You don't have to say it before you're ready.""I want to." His voice was rough, unguarded in a way I rarely saw from him. "I want to say it, Mica. I just don't know how to make it mean what it needs to mean without also acknowledging everything it changes, everything it asks of both of us, and I'm terrified of getting that wrong.""Then don't say the word yet. Just—" I hesitated, some instinct pulling me forward despite every reasonable caution I should have been exercising. "Just let me understand what you're feeling, even without the word attached to it."He looked at me, something shifting in his expression, th
Nyric"Come inside," I said, gesturing toward the study, unwilling to have the rest of this conversation standing in a hallway where any passing member of staff might overhear something I wasn't ready for anyone else to witness.Mica followed, settling into the familiar chair across from my desk, and I closed the door behind us, giving us the privacy this conversation clearly deserved."Tell me everything," she said. "Not the summary. What actually happened in that room."I sat down slowly, gathering my thoughts, aware that whatever I said next would either deepen the trust we'd been carefully rebuilding or fracture it further if I chose my words poorly."Blackthorn wanted a formal statement," I began. "Something that would clarify the arrangement publicly — confirm the pregnancy, explain the surrogacy, put an end to the speculation before it grows into something worse. He believes silence is giving the rumors more power than the truth would.""And you refused.""I refused because the







