Daisy
The last 3 weeks have gone by quickly. What on earth has my father gotten me into?
Week one wasn't so bad.
I spent the first few days numb to the idea of becoming someone's wife.
Let alone that someone be an asshole and self-absorbed. Then the package showed up on my doorstep a few days later.
It was A book on the Mafia which threw me for a loop.
Mafia?
He's in the Mafia.
I wonder what he does for the families.
And a singular black rose with the thorns cut off and a note which read:
"See you in 3 weeks Princess"
I didn't do a lot the first few days after that but I did continuously think about the pros and the cons of this. More cons than anything else.
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Week two I had become a nervous wreck.
Work was going by quickly which meant the day was nearing an end and my nerves couldn't handle the stress or pressure my father had put me under. So eating has become my favourite thing.
C.J. has done nothing but soothe me, making me feel like I have options but I know that deep down I don't have them.
Did I ever have them?- I stared at my suitcases in the cupboard.
- I looked at New York sightings and wondered what I could do.
- I looked on expensive sites so I could plan a way to make him go broke but that didn't seem likely seems how his suit cost more than my salary. Probably for two years as well.
- I thought about running away.
- Changing my name.
- Makeover.
Everything I thought of was good but nothing I came up with made me feel any safer.
Yesterday was 3 weeks and 4 days since he showed up at my flat with his demands. I would say choice but I knew if I chose my option, I would be dragged to the US and it wouldn't do well for me.
It was also the day I realised I should be packing but I couldn't. My mind wouldn't allow me to pack so I sat and waited on bated breath.
My father sent texts. Never supportive but I don't reply. It's always the same stuff every day.
'Have you told him you'll do it?'
'Tell me you'll do it!'
'I raised you. I own you.'
"You don't own anything" I kept whispering to myself. My phone dings with an incoming text but it's not an English number. It's an American code.
Unknown: I haven't received any confirmation that you will be attending the wedding. I've got my hopes set up high for this.
Arrogant son of a bitch.
Daisy: I never said I would. Whatever my father has done it isn't anything to do with me.
Unknown: You have two days and a long flight ahead. The cab will be there in 6 hours English time to take you to the Airport. If I don't hear anything I will catch another flight and bring you back myself.
Daisy: I don't even know your name. How am I supposed to marry someone who I don't even know the name of?
Unknown: Antonio. But don't worry, you'll get used to saying it when you're screaming it.
Pfft... He wishes.
After a lot of thought and a lot of effort, I got up and began packing my entire room. I spent most of the night last night with C.J. and I couldn't begin to imagine how hard it's going to be for her without having me here.
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"Miss Harrison?"
"That's me" I mutter handing over my suitcases to the driver.
"Mr Rosa is waiting for you"
"He's here?"
"No Miss. He is in the States with your father"
"Someone should just put Jerry out of his misery already" I mutter to myself but the surprised look on his driver's face tells me I wasn't exactly so subtle and quiet after all.
After the silent drive to the Airport, and the countless texts from my father and C.J. I board the private plane which is stocked up with different drinks and foods that I may like but the nerves stop me from even touching a single piece of food.
"Miss, please take your seat, we are preparing for take-off"
"Okay. You don't suppose the plane could malfunction and not work do you?"
Her laughter fills the cabin and I instantly feel the laughter pull from me as well. It's been a few weeks since I had laughed properly and I'm not opposed to being dull and boring. I left that life back with my father and the physical and mental scars he left on me.
"Unfortunately not, no...Mr Rosa has requested you wait on the aircraft when we arrive in New York."
"Why this time?"
"He would like to meet you on the tarmac. I don't know much else unfortunately apart from the fact that you are to wait on here with us until he gives the all-clear"
my phone pings with an incoming Facetime call and I know straight away that it's most likely him calling. I pick up anyway.
"I see you've boarded the plane," he says in his Italian accent.
"Did I have any choice? I ask quietly which earns a rumble of laughter from him.
"No. You didn't. Would you like to talk to Father dearest before you arrive in New York?" he asks and points the camera towards the man who hurt me more than anyone ever has in my lifetime.
"Thank you" He mutters but there isn't a sincere bone in his body to make me believe he is actually thankful towards me.
"I don't want to speak to him," I say and then tell him that they are ready for take-off before hanging up the phone.
My nerves are getting the better of me for every mile, every minute and every hour we are 30,000 feet high up in the air.
Somehow throughout the flight, I managed to get some sleep and when the flight attendant woke me up with a light tap on my shoulder, my body went into panic which caused my stomach to churn and the feeling of being sick made me run to the bathroom. Unlucky for me I only manage to dry heave.
"Mr Rosa is waiting for you in the cabin Miss Harrison"
"Thank you," I say as I stand up and head out the door. Being back in the States terrifies the crap out of me.
We actually lived in Ohio for most of my childhood and when we moved to New York I was 18 and getting ready to go to college and then I eventually moved to the UK.
Walking into the main part of the plain his Aura instantly makes me feel like I want to turn around and head back to my own home comforts.
But I don't.
I stand there with a solemn look, staring straight at him as he watches me with his hands in his pockets and a smirk on his face.
"Good morning Princess"
Chapter 50: 7 months later7 months ago, I found out I was pregnant again. Antonio and I had been sorting through my issues, and I had started therapy. It works out really well, Clara goes to nursery while I go to therapy once a week to discuss anything that's on my mind. Sometimes we talk, or sometimes we do different activities to help me cope with my problems. I remember my therapist telling me once that she struggled so badly after giving birth that she didn't know how to cope when it was just her and her Son. He would cry all the time, and he wouldn't settle unless he was with her, which became exhausting.Thankfully, Clara isn't clingy like that. She loves to run around and pick up wild flowers, bugs and parts of bugs that have unfortunately been squashed. She's a happy, playful child and only ever becomes clingy and cranky when she's tired or poorly, which isn't a lot. Then she becomes a major Daddy's girl.'You gave birth to a child at a time when you felt as though you had n
DaisyThree different tests and one rapid heartbeat later and I'm sitting in our bedroom with nerves that are never ending. I want to believe that everything happens for a reason but I also want to think this could be a new beginning in some ways. Antonio and I have started to speak about a lot of things recently, a lot of how the things that ruined us could be our fresh beginning. I told him everything he asked of me.No men since I haven't exactly been well enough to think about that and because he's the only one who has my heart.He asked how the hospital staff treated me and how I found settling back into an everyday life and I did find it hard but I needed to. I told him the truth about how scared I was, how I had mesmerised his number a while ago and how I would type it in and text him but then I would delete it.No man wants to receive a text from his 'Dead wife' but I told him how I wished I had phoned. Listened to his voice but then he would trace the phone and he would find
Daisy"So what's all of this, then?" C.J. asks me as she puts some books to the side. It's all I ever wanted to do. Since I was a little girl, I have wanted to plan my own wedding and be a working wife. I want to live a normal everyday life and give back to people who deserve it.I'm still planning my wedding. It's been 6 weeks since I came back to the manor. Antonio's parents left weeks ago but I still FaceTime his mom who has become another mother figure to me. I don't call them by their names, they started as Mr and Mrs Rosa but now it's just mom and dad. As weird as that sounds, they spoke with Nino about it beforehand and because I had been through quite a lot and coming out of it slowly with their support as well as everyone else here, they assumed I would benefit from having parental relationships with them and I was such an emotional mess when they bought it up."Well, I've been doing my assignments and spending so much time at the park on the grounds with Clara these days whi
Antonio "You look good these days," my mom says as she stands beside me at the kitchen counter. Over the last week, I've managed to get Daisy all packed up in her apartment and settled in here. She's been spending a lot of time doing online classes for mental health, learning new things, and exploring different ways to manage her own issues while trying to get a degree for herself."Yeah. I've actually got something to tell you," I explain. My mother and father are going back to Italy this coming weekend. Now that the new year has passed, I need to explain what will be happening in the next couple of months."Go on?""Me and Daisy are getting Married" I explain as I sift through the cupboards to get Clara her snack. It's currently snowing outside and she has been making snow angels and snow princesses as Daisy called it all morning."I'm- well I hate to break it to you honey but- you're already married" she laughs. When we got back here my mother took it upon herself to take Daisy a
DaisyI submit to him.I let him take me the way I wanted him to take me.I let myself submit to what I know I want, and deep down, everything is perfect at this very moment.I want to believe it will stay like this, but my mind doesn't go to that place. Right now, though, it's gone to a blissful place called 'Orgasm land,' and I can't for the life of me bring myself to care about much else."One more for me princess" "I can't- I""Give me one more Daze! One. Fucking. More" he grunts out as he leans over me and rubs my clit like a man possessed and I can't help it. My body even though it feels spent and achy, gives him another orgasm."Good girl." He whispers in my ear while biting the curve of it. The sensation making me milk his orgasm right out of him."Shot, Nino we didn't use a condom" I gasped out. I don't want to sound like a shitty person but the last time we didn't use a condom I ended up with Clara- and not that I will ever regret my little girl but it took its toll out on
Antonio With the bath running and Daisy holding herself back, I'm tired of wanting her to see what I see, so I take her hand and pull her further in.The bath isn't big enough for both of us, but I want her to enjoy a soak while I find something to make her so we can watch some TV in bed before I go home and watch over my daughter.Our daughter.Once she's in the bath I take myself out of the bathroom so she doesn't feel nervous about undressing in front of me. Not that she should be nervous. She's still my fucking wife. She's still the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and she will see that by the end of tonight."You good?" I ask through the door.Her contented sigh and a simple "Yes" is what settles my mind. I know she has problems and I know she's had to face such shit since she left New York the last time but this feels like it can be fixed.Not everything is unfixable and not everything is as easy as tossing money to the situation I know but I want her to feel like