Daisy: London's great. It's home. My home is exactly what I wanted it to be. What I wanted all my life. Away from my abusive father and down the road from every bookshop I could imagine. I love romance books like The Next Girl. I love cold nights and sweater weather season which is just around the corner. I love being in my own bubble while working at the library. My life for the past 2 years has been good. Smooth. So when I have my roommate telling me I have a visitor I could only imagine it was my father. I thought it was my father. But you know what thought did? That thought sold me to a sinner. The Don to the Italian Mafia because he owed them a pretty penny. My days are long gone and my nights become more terrifying than ever before. Good job I know how to defend myself against men like him. Antonio: Jerry Harrison. A useless human being who knows no limits. He owed us money and was willing to trade his daughter for his life. I took a gamble on a man who could have been lying to me, but he knew better than to lie to me. I own him the way I now own his daughter. It shouldn't matter to me. I don't feel and I don't love. After a day of travelling and watching my future wife-to-be, I couldn't wait any longer. A simple knock on her shared accommodation would be the end of my life. I didn't want a wife. I enjoy my own space. But one look at my Daisy Soon-to-be-Rosa and I'm done for. Beautiful is what she is. And Mine.
View MoreDaisys Pov: PrologueTime.
Time moved too fast on some days but slower on other days.
Time was proven to be my enemy and friend.
Time was against me most days. I never had enough time.
Sometimes it was to dodge an insult, other days, the time wouldn't allow me a quick escape when I heard the rumble of his run-down car pull into the driveway.
Time.
My phone ringing is what pulls me out of my stupor. I don't dare answer it. I don't want to listen to him spit more venom my way. It's becoming a huge problem now that I'm older.
When I pull my phone out of my pocket I look at the house number on it. I watch it.
Every time this happens...Every time I spent nights in the hospital with some form of injury that was from him, my skin crawled and I wanted to cry out. Tell someone something.
I did once. They told me it was going to be okay. They lied to me.
No one could save me from his wrath. No one with a clear conscience anyway.
I watch it keep flashing, letting me know that he won't give up. I watch it reminds me that he still has a hold on my life, and the last thing I really want and need right now is to know that he still holds the ropes and is slowly pulling me back the further I get out of New York.
A sigh of relief leaves my mouth when it stops but it's a very short-lived feeling of relief when it flashes again.
I pick up but I don't speak. I don't know what to say to the man on the other end of the line. I want to laugh and cry. I want to shout but I also want to stay quiet. I want to scream from the rooftops just for someone to hear me and I also want to stay hidden where no one can see me.
"Wherever you are, get back here!" His voice slurs but when his drinking has worn off, he will realise that I haven't come back and that I am never going to see his face again. I won't allow myself to be his target any longer and the quicker he learns of his mistakes, the better.
"Do you hear me, child?"
I heard you perfectly fine. I have heard you and every insult you threw my way every single time and yet I am still here. Still listening to your venom...you don't deserve to be called a father. You are the worst of humankind and yet again...here I am listening to it all on repeat.
Instead of responding I hang up and block the house number. The amount of time he has called and said those words to me. 'Do you hear me child?' makes my skin crawl. I'm 24 years old, I haven't been a child for a long *ss time. Even when I was a child, I was never really a child. He never allowed me to have friends over and quite frankly, I never wanted them to come over anyway. I was a loner child so I stayed by myself and lived a boring existence because that's all it was.
My phone vibrating with an incoming message has me choking back the whole idea of what I'm about to do. Where I'm about to go.
Jerry: If you think you can hide from me girl, think again. I have years on you! I own you. When you get back here and you will get back here I will enjoy breaking you further. Let's hope I don't get to you first shall we?
I don't know what's more laughable. The idea he thinks of himself finding me or the whole 'breaking me further' part. He's already done that. I'm terrified of the man but with his problems and unstable personality, I could outrun him without even trying.
Memories shoot through my mind and trap me into the past. They spiral on everything that's happened in my life and I once again can't help the feeling of being trapped inside my own head by a man who was supposed to love me. Show me the things that a mother couldn't, catch the ball or learn self-defence. Something.
Instead, I learnt how to stay out of the way and stay silent. I learnt which floorboards were always the loose pieces and which ones would hold my small weight as I climbed the stairs.
I learnt how to be invisible. The very thing he preferred because he was no father of mine.
He couldn't care less if anything happened to me, I was just his useless child.
"Flight 189 from New York International travelling to London please proceed to boarding gate 15. I repeat-"
Zoning out I gather my small luggage and make the trek to boarding gate 15 while silently praying that this doesn't backfire and I manage to live.
Breathe.
Survive.
I have survived all these years. Another decade or three won't do me any harm.
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Chapter 1:
Antonio
"You know I hate being called in this early" My underboss Xanders says as he sits in the chair across from me.
"Yeah well, I needed a plan on something and I couldn't ask my brother seems how he's just arrived back from Italy. In a foul mood" I point out.
"Of course. What's going on?"
"I've got the casinos usually standard inspection today and I have to be present but I need you to pick a guy up for me"
"Go on" he says casually sitting in the chair eating a mars bar.
"Jerry Harrison."
"And who is he may I ask?"
"An idiot with a problem"
Jerry Harrison is an addict. Drugs, alcohol and gambling.You name it, he's probably done it. The idiot decided it be best to take a gamble in my casino last night and raked up a good amount of debt. He's been told to not enter unless he knows he can pay after his tab is cleared and yet the CCTV footage showed a clear image of him thinking he can walk away.
Not for much fucking longer.
"What's he done?"
"He tried to put his hands up 3 waitresses skirts and didn't clear his $23,000 debt that's been building the last 3 months."
"Which waitress?"
"Naomi, Steph and Kat"
"Motherfucker!"
It isn't a secret that my best friend and underboss has a thing for Naomi the waitress who wears trousers instead of skirts and dresses like she prefers to be kept hidden instead take in the tips.Across US Blues casino is in 9 states and brings in a lot of money that I don't even need.
"Chill your horses. I want him found, alive and in my office at Blues before sundown"
"Yes boss"
"And Xander"
"Yeah?"
"I'll let you throw a few punches in" I tell him which earns me a grin.
My phone rings the moment he leaves the office with my father's name on it.
"Afternoon" he says as I answer the phone."Afternoon pops"
"How's the deal with the Jamesons?"
The Jamesons are the ones who put a hit on ruining our reputation in the hotel and casino industry. As much as I would love to just be a boss in our world, we can't have the feds and every other government supply in our back pockets to look the other way without having a few legit businesses."His Secretary is...or wasn't cooperative and he just disappeared"
My father chuckles on the other end of the phone. We have a close net family and that includes me my two brothers and sister.
Me and Maximus are twins but he didn't want to be boss, so when I took over from my father he became my Capo. I took over the family lineage when I was 24 but had been training since I was in my early teens to prepare for whatever it was that I needed to be doing.
I still went to school and college, graduated with business and finance which pleased my father but I also learnt how to fight and use skills no one at the age of 15 should be learning.
"That's my son. Did they finalise the deal eventually?"
"Yes. Eventually but then I found out that the business was running low with improvements and deals so we're closing all of them down, renovating them and opening up as Diamond casino"
"Sounds good. And Maximus?"
"He returned in a foul mood. As always" I tell him with my own chuckle.
My brother and I think too alike. When we were growing up he would be the planner and I'd be the one to do it.My other brother Nico is who everyone trains against. He's one of our top fighters and he's a damn well good fighter. He spent 4 years cage fighting and has only ever lost once.
Bastard claimed he had the flu.
Doesn't like to admit to defeat.My sister on the other hand is a tad more social, she loves everyone and everyone loves her. She's just turned 20 and loves to bake. designing cakes and new baking ideas are her thing but god does the woman enjoy spending so much money.
"Your Grams will be with us in a week and then we will be attending the Gala the following day. Your mother wants to know-"
"No. I have not found a woman and no I do not plan on finding a woman. Nor do I plan to tell mom I have found a woman"
"Antonio Alexander Rosa!"
"Hi mom" I say with a sheepish sigh.
Fuck."You aren't getting any younger" She says softly but my mother means business and the amount of women she has set up for me is beyond me.
"I'm 30. I'm not that old" I try to explain but of course I can already tell her brain clocks are ticking and I'll be expecting to hear from someone soon.
"Baby. Your my first born"
"Technically speaking mom me and Max are"
"Yes but you're 3 minutes older as you very well like to remind the poor bugger" she laughs.
After ending the call with my parents which didn't seems that long but was actually 40 minutes, that includes going over business ideas and plans for the next project and what we're looking at doing about the Russians as well, a knock sounds on my door.
"What?" I shout and then I'm met with a semi conscious Jerry who staggers into my office.
"Mr- Mr Rosa please"
"Please what" I ask as I place both my arms on my desk with a smile.
"I- I didn't mean no harm" he stutters but his words mean nothing.
"Didn't mean no harm? 3 of my employees get there ass smacked by your filthy hands and then you leave after knowing you owe us a good amount of fucking money. Do you think I'm that fucking stupid to not find your drunken ass?"
"No. No please give me time I'll phone around. I'll-"
"You'll what because from the looks of your financial situation...your pretty damn fucked"
"My daughter. Please my daughter will pay it"
How the fuck does he get by in life if he rests on his daughter for support.
"How? Because I don't think you even have a daughter do you?"
"Yes. I do. Please I do. She moved away 2 years ago but I know she will help me" he says pleasingly.
If I didn't know any better I'd assume the man would piss himself."And where is this daughter and what do you suppose I do?"
"Money. Marriage whatever clears the debt. And England she moved to England" he reply's so fast
"England. I don't do marriage so the debt will have to do. But if I find out you've been lying to me and you have no daughter I swear to every fucking thing you love, I will find whatever rock you have crawled into again and I will make you pay"
"Please. Just let me go. Please okay her name is Daisy Harrison. She's 25 years old and she lives in England. Where I don't know but I'm telling you the truth"
"72 hours. Be in my office in 72 hours and if your not-"
"I get it okay I get it"
Chapter 50: 7 months later7 months ago, I found out I was pregnant again. Antonio and I had been sorting through my issues, and I had started therapy. It works out really well, Clara goes to nursery while I go to therapy once a week to discuss anything that's on my mind. Sometimes we talk, or sometimes we do different activities to help me cope with my problems. I remember my therapist telling me once that she struggled so badly after giving birth that she didn't know how to cope when it was just her and her Son. He would cry all the time, and he wouldn't settle unless he was with her, which became exhausting.Thankfully, Clara isn't clingy like that. She loves to run around and pick up wild flowers, bugs and parts of bugs that have unfortunately been squashed. She's a happy, playful child and only ever becomes clingy and cranky when she's tired or poorly, which isn't a lot. Then she becomes a major Daddy's girl.'You gave birth to a child at a time when you felt as though you had n
DaisyThree different tests and one rapid heartbeat later and I'm sitting in our bedroom with nerves that are never ending. I want to believe that everything happens for a reason but I also want to think this could be a new beginning in some ways. Antonio and I have started to speak about a lot of things recently, a lot of how the things that ruined us could be our fresh beginning. I told him everything he asked of me.No men since I haven't exactly been well enough to think about that and because he's the only one who has my heart.He asked how the hospital staff treated me and how I found settling back into an everyday life and I did find it hard but I needed to. I told him the truth about how scared I was, how I had mesmerised his number a while ago and how I would type it in and text him but then I would delete it.No man wants to receive a text from his 'Dead wife' but I told him how I wished I had phoned. Listened to his voice but then he would trace the phone and he would find
Daisy"So what's all of this, then?" C.J. asks me as she puts some books to the side. It's all I ever wanted to do. Since I was a little girl, I have wanted to plan my own wedding and be a working wife. I want to live a normal everyday life and give back to people who deserve it.I'm still planning my wedding. It's been 6 weeks since I came back to the manor. Antonio's parents left weeks ago but I still FaceTime his mom who has become another mother figure to me. I don't call them by their names, they started as Mr and Mrs Rosa but now it's just mom and dad. As weird as that sounds, they spoke with Nino about it beforehand and because I had been through quite a lot and coming out of it slowly with their support as well as everyone else here, they assumed I would benefit from having parental relationships with them and I was such an emotional mess when they bought it up."Well, I've been doing my assignments and spending so much time at the park on the grounds with Clara these days whi
Antonio "You look good these days," my mom says as she stands beside me at the kitchen counter. Over the last week, I've managed to get Daisy all packed up in her apartment and settled in here. She's been spending a lot of time doing online classes for mental health, learning new things, and exploring different ways to manage her own issues while trying to get a degree for herself."Yeah. I've actually got something to tell you," I explain. My mother and father are going back to Italy this coming weekend. Now that the new year has passed, I need to explain what will be happening in the next couple of months."Go on?""Me and Daisy are getting Married" I explain as I sift through the cupboards to get Clara her snack. It's currently snowing outside and she has been making snow angels and snow princesses as Daisy called it all morning."I'm- well I hate to break it to you honey but- you're already married" she laughs. When we got back here my mother took it upon herself to take Daisy a
DaisyI submit to him.I let him take me the way I wanted him to take me.I let myself submit to what I know I want, and deep down, everything is perfect at this very moment.I want to believe it will stay like this, but my mind doesn't go to that place. Right now, though, it's gone to a blissful place called 'Orgasm land,' and I can't for the life of me bring myself to care about much else."One more for me princess" "I can't- I""Give me one more Daze! One. Fucking. More" he grunts out as he leans over me and rubs my clit like a man possessed and I can't help it. My body even though it feels spent and achy, gives him another orgasm."Good girl." He whispers in my ear while biting the curve of it. The sensation making me milk his orgasm right out of him."Shot, Nino we didn't use a condom" I gasped out. I don't want to sound like a shitty person but the last time we didn't use a condom I ended up with Clara- and not that I will ever regret my little girl but it took its toll out on
Antonio With the bath running and Daisy holding herself back, I'm tired of wanting her to see what I see, so I take her hand and pull her further in.The bath isn't big enough for both of us, but I want her to enjoy a soak while I find something to make her so we can watch some TV in bed before I go home and watch over my daughter.Our daughter.Once she's in the bath I take myself out of the bathroom so she doesn't feel nervous about undressing in front of me. Not that she should be nervous. She's still my fucking wife. She's still the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and she will see that by the end of tonight."You good?" I ask through the door.Her contented sigh and a simple "Yes" is what settles my mind. I know she has problems and I know she's had to face such shit since she left New York the last time but this feels like it can be fixed.Not everything is unfixable and not everything is as easy as tossing money to the situation I know but I want her to feel like
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