LOGINHUNTER
His lips twisted, and something inside me flicked when I saw that, then my eyes lowered down to his lips, doing that was involuntary, and I watch it parted
“Oh Mr perfect guy finally got angry, we don’t see that everyday”
I flinched at his words
He was intentionally doing this to me, rage baiting me cause I was in need of a fucker like him
I could have just walked away
Left him to rot, cause i didn’t wanted to be his prey that he entertained himself whenever he was bored
I didn’t wanted to satisfy him
But what would the others say when i don’t show up with him on our team practices
What would the school say when they realize someone was able to go against my words
Someone was capable on toying with me just because I needed them
To think about it, I needed someone for the first time in my entire life and unfortunately it happened to be him
Someone as shitty as him
I really could have just left, infact my legs turned around, but all those thought brought me back
He was lucky I cared about what others thought of me
“You”
I moved to him, and tried to hold unto his tight t shirt that flaunted out all his abs and muscles( who was he trying to impress), but he didn’t let me
He moved away, and I staggered losing balance, but i didn’t dare fall or else I would look even more ridiculous in his eyes than ever
But that didn’t stop him from scoffing when he saw me stagger
“Is that bad you want to touch me?”
“What the fuck did you just say?!”
I turned back at him, but his face was as nonchalant as ever
“You know what I mean”
He dips his right hand into his pocket, and brought out a cigarette, and I flinched yet again
“I hate the smell”
I looked at him, waiting for him to stop, but he only rolled his eyes
“No, you like bad boys”
He said as he brought out a lighter and lighted it up, and it instantly made me irritated, it plus his words, and somehow I stanmered
“I…”
I stammered....fuck it
When he heard me, he smiled triumphantly, and then I see his legs
It moved close to me, I tried to back away, but my fucking legs couldn’t
Somehow they forgot how to walk, and I stayed still like an idiot, until he reached me, then he bend a little to my level, cause he was like a inch or two taller than me, but so what?!
And then I felt his deep smoke smelling breath on my left ear
“Have at least a little bit of composure, we are in public”
He chuckled, my entire body vibrated, and I tried to escape this madness, but he held unto my shoulder and made sure I stayed still
He wasn’t done with me yet
“I can see you are shaking”
He whispered again, but this time, I didn’t let him continue at all costs. I pushed him away, and tried to regain control, but something… something about what just happened did something to me
Something about him always has, but I would never accept it
I shifted back away from him, I was sweating badly
“What…what did you just say?”
That was the wrong question, infact that was the wrong thing to do, I should have just turned around and walked away, but I fucked up big time, and gave this motherfucker more access to my mind
When he heard me, he blew the cigarette smoke to my face, he was an expert at smoking and rage baiting
At first, I thought he was going to walk away from me, and not reply, but my eyes begged for the answer
In his eyes, I was clearly nothing but a little toot he could crush at any time
“I know you like me”
Then he said it, plainly, his face with no emotion displayed that I could read, he hid everything perfectly so i don’t see
It felt like he was more focused on his fucking precious cigarette that the shit he just said
But I couldn’t stand it
“Fuck you and your life”
He glanced at me and scoffed, before tossing and bringing out another cigarette.
He didn’t care, well that ends this “date”
I turned around and started to walk away, but then he finally said something, even though it was shit as always
“Now that you are leaving, it means you have found solution for your team, yes?”
My legs stopped, and I looked back
“What are you hinting at?”
“I mean you don’t have to do this”
He blew the cigarette to the air
“If you back out, and stop floating around me,no one would complain”
Eyes on me, he held unto the cigarette with one hand, and his other hand on his pocket, the same hand he hanged his bag on
“I… I scattered my mind for an answer
“No!” I finally said
No as in I didn’t wanted to back out, I can’t, but he..
His lips curved when he heard me say that, and then he does it again, he moved closer to me, and this time placed his hands on his knees, he squatted a little as if I was a child, while his eyes remained firmly on mine
“You are curious”
My eyes shook at his words, and my legs started acting out again, but I dare not fall, am a fucking man
“But you are not my type”
Straight to my face, and just like that, he was gone before I could say anything
Truth was that I had nothing to say
For the first time, I really did had nothing to say, all the charm I thought I had, the power i command, everything I stood for was all gone in a blink of an eye, and that one guy that bounced away, hand on pocket
Nonchalant motherfucker, he was the one that snatched it away from me, everything!, including my….heart
It was curious, it was itching to know more
It sensed danger, it sensed he was ife power, he sensed my doom, but still it wanted to know
He came into my life and read me like a book, he made me his prey
HUNTER Someone touched me, and I honestly thought it was Jeremy, but when I finally turned, everything shattered again, because it wasn’t youIt was him.Leo.Standing there, I didn’t want to belive it was real, he was real, until he touched me again, and then i flinched “What are you doing here?”The words come out fast.“Did you follow me? How did you even—why are you here? What is your problem? Can’t you just…This.. that..I couldn’t even give an account of what exactly I was saying, cause I was crying, stuttering, because I was tired, because he was here, here of all places, next to the man I caused his death because of me, the same fucking me? I can’t, I just couldn’t My legs shook and I was staggering, but he got up to me before I could fall and maybe hit my head on the edge and just dieJeremy would want that right Je… My visioned blurred and I was burning up badly “Hey.”“It’s okay.”He hugged me tighter, and for a second it didnt feel like I was dyingI was…actuallyB
Hunter You know, there is something about clock, and the time, it never stopsTick… tock… tick… It keeps on moving, over and over again No rest, no peace, just like me You see, no one has ever said how exhausting that is, until they end up in that situation, until they become a Hunter, who was nothing more than a living dead, and when I chose not to think anymore, as if that would solve it, I just… sit.That’s all I’ve been doing lately.Sitting, then thinking, then not thinking.Then thinking again until it hurts so badly I wish I could just rip my own head open and take everything out.Because maybe… just maybe if I empty it completely, that would give me the completely freedom i seek. Maybe there would be no Leo, no Jeremy, no guilt, no… me.Fuck! My phone rings, right when I feel this overthinking was finally going to make me go mad, or even better kill me The sound is loud, it feels to real, like it doesn’t belong in this quiet, suffocating space I’ve built for myself.I
SKYI laughed as he lifted me up to the bed effortlessly as if we both had not been crying some minutes ago, but it was all over now"Would you go easy on me?"I asked jokingly, and he silenced my lips with a kiss"We'd see"He said in between kisses and I dipped my hands into his hair as he kissed me harder that I felt he was going to use the kisses to suffocate me, then he stopped and started to take my clothes off me…hungrily "Let me help you"I smiled and reached for his belt, but he immediately…paused, and I looked at him scared if I had did something wrong, cause I didn't wanted to hurt him anymore, but that wasn't the case, he shook his head and told me that wasn't the case himself"I just...this just..."He smiled, as if trying to hold himself together, but I could see tears glimmering in his eyesOh my babyMy heart broke and I hugged him tight, and kissed his forehead"Maybe we shouldn't...""No...."His voice came out louder at first, he really wanted to let me know that w
SkyI don’t even remember how we got here.One second I was outside, barely breathing, my heart about to tear out of my chest…The nextMy back hits the wall, hard like I was used as an hammer to want to break itAce’s hand is still wrapped around my wrist.His chest rising and falling like he just ran a marathon.We’re in some quiet corner in the school Away from everything, his car, the bodyguard that looked like he was going to murder me if I touched his precious master, but that wasn’t the point, cause now, now he was in front of me, too close, way too close At first we are just… staring at each other.And I swear, I have never seen him like this before.His eyes aren’t just angry.They’re breaking, actually breaking into complete pieces, this guy, this tough guy that I always knew, that was always so mean and cold, that had ice built up was in the most vulnerable state he might be in his entire life, and i couldn’t help but to think it was because of me, of course it was becaus
ACEI shouldn’t look back.I know I shouldn’t, I fucking really shouldn’t, cause that was the whole point of leaving, you don’t look back, you don’t hesitate, you don’t give yourself a reason to stay, you don’t listen to the fucking thoughts in your head telling you, maybe this or that or this or… Oh fuck….That was the whole point, but when I hear it“Wait!”I broke all those rules on my head, cause there he was, my weakness.Running.Breathless.Messy.Stupid.Beautiful.Sky! Sky! Sky!!!!And for a secondEverything else disappears.Even him leaving Leo behind, even that, he… he left him for me, but everuthing is all short lived cause the bodyguard spoke behind me, stating his orders, to remind me of what I had to do“Sir, it’s time…”“Wait.”My voice comes out sharper than I expected, I didn’t even wanted to talk, I was not suppose to, but my damn eyes, I didn’t even look at him when he said that, my eyes were still on sky, breathing like a pig… but.. he was my p… no… oh God He s
LeoJeremy.That name hits me like a shock, why won’t it? I never knew, I never thought that far either, it’s not like it makes any difference now if I know or not, but Hunter… married Jeremy?My chest tightenedI didn’t know, I didn’t know it was him, but like I said, what would that do to either of us?I don’t know the details of his words or what he meant by he caused Jeremy death, I know he can’t physically cause it or anything, since he is not that type of guy, so to me, it wasn’t that logicalDestroying himself over something that isn’t entirely his fault, and I realized something, that blaming himself won’t bring Jeremy back, it won’t make anything better, it’s just killing him slowly, and I can’t watch that, not againI get I am the main root of all this, with my ego, so the person carrying the burden should be me, snd me alone, but I just couldn’t lose him again ti some madness, not after losing him once Love isn’t about letting go, I don’t know who is the fucker that invent
HUNTER Oh lord I was always so tired Tired of the life I was living and now a grown ass man knelt in front of me, begging me to be his His words taking me in all at once and breaking me into complete pieces “Please be with me… “Then he chose to add that one last part that became the final blow
Sky POVI should have burned that diary.That thought had crossed my mind a thousand times since the first night I wrote about him.The professor.My mind had been overflowing.The tension was too much not to documentI told myself it felt wrong not to acknowledge this feelings since I couldn’t tel
SKY I learned about death the first time when I was seven. It smelled like hospital disinfectant and burnt toast from the vending machine downstairs. It sounded like whispered apologies and the flat line of a monitor that didn’t care about my age. I learned that day that when adults say “be stro
HUNTER “You fine”He said as he placed his big hard dick into my assholeI closed my eyes and winced in pain, then he started to ride me, but it was still not the same, nothing was, after him, the man who ruined my life into pieces I had quit hockey and all thatI couldn’t even train for the Olym







