LOGINHUNTER
We were paired together
It was the teacher’s idea
Everyone wanted me to win, no my fucking teammate just had to butt in and tell the teachers I was trying to get that fucker to listen to me
They thought it would be helpful, cause THE Hunter they knew was already spending too much time in folding that brat, Leo
That was a slap on my face, no lie. How they knew I needed help, and it wouod have honestly brought down my aura level, but it put me more on edge
Even though there weren’t saying anything, I knew they were whispering, and soon woukd the whole school
And I just couldn’t let it happen
Lose face like that, just because he won’t bend
But his words, what he said to me yesterday were something I couldn’t take off from my head, but I still wanted to accept it…
So no one should ask me if he was right or not.
We were paired up together for a project shit, and I ended up in his house
I remained the look on his face when he scribbled the addressdown on my book, then he winked and left
it was withoit my permission, more like it took me as a shocker, but I feared more what that one look made my inside feel
Me! A WHOLE HUNTER!!!!
I tried to deny it, oh lord I did
Walking into his house fekt like I was working into a lion’s den. My body told me I wasn’t save, but what could I really do
I had to do this, to get this over with
But why does it feels like all this was planned by him
As if he had longed me stepping into his lair where he could do anu fucking thing he wants with me
I gulped down when i realized no one was home except for him, but what pissed me off was that he was far more richer than my family ever was
Yet he dressed like shit.
I didn’t care, I was too pissed about why the more I know him, the more he looked more better than I ever could be, thank Godness he wasn’t the one that shows it off, or else where would I even stand?
My face twisted and he saw it, he was glad about it, I knew it, even though his face didn’t move
But he was mocking me, he found joy in seeing me this shitty, fuck I hate him
“I know you are curious”
His voice as he dipped his hand into his pocket and brought out that fucking cigarette
“Not here please”
I begged him not to smoke, he ignored me as if I never existed
“I can see it in that stupid eyes of yours”
He grinned, and I flinched even more when he blew the smoke out
He was referring to why he had a house to himself
“I never asked”
I looked away, cause I was irritated about him smoking, then he does something even worst
He moved closer to me, and taps my left cheek, I was able to take his hand off me, but he was successful in touching me before I could
“You suck at lying”
He blew the smoke at me to probably rage bait me
His eyes was pierced into mine as if trying to examine my soul, then he looked away, and acted as if it was nothing
“Alright, let’s get this over me”
He disappeared on the stairs while I stood still like a fool
My heart betraying me and thinking over and over about what he meant by that, by over with
I was a mess, and I hated myself for being like this because of him
He turned back at me, and that was only when I moved, and just like that I was in his room, but I felt so uneasy, and yet again this wasn’t the me I know
But he didn’t let me think…
He didn’t let me calm down
He didn’t let me… me…
He locked the door and the next thing I knew his lips were on mine with full force, my eyes opened widely, and I tried to push him away
I haven’t even fucking dropped my bag yet, my mind exploded, but he had so much strength that everything was in vain, I mean at first, or maybe I had also wanted this
Maybe i being lying to myself all this while
How crazy he was that he knew me more than I knew me… this me
My eyes closely closed shut, and I felt him smile, but i didn’t stop, I didn’t want to stop, even though his lips tasted like cigarette and some other bullshit, so yeah, maybe he was right about everything, or maybe the control he had over me was too much that it lost the me I thought I knew
But this was my fantasy, the one I dared to tell no one
The one that got me more curious about him
He squeezed my butt, and I moaned in his mouth and wrapped my arms around him, but then he approached the bed, and that was when it all clicked
What the fuck was I doing
What were we doing
What was he planning on doing to me?
Adrenaline mixed with fear took over, and I broke the kiss. I fucking don’t know what expression I gave, but I was looking right at him in the eyes, eyes widened, shaky, mouth wide open
I could still taste his saliva
LEO
I wanted to keep it all confidential, I wanted to be mean, the meanest to him, cold hearted that he would fear me
I wanted him to fear me, I wanted to be like a god
He did, but not the kind of fear I wanted
The fear of not knowing whether I was like him, thinking what he was thinking in that dirty little perverted mind of his, his eyes betrayed him the first time I saw it
He stared longer, and lied to himself
Tried to convince himself this was just for that fucking trash he called a team, but I knew he wanted more
No one could look at a person that way, and that thing got me crazy
No, this was never like, nor he fell first and I fell harder
I hated his guts and wanted to crush him to pieces, at least I felt like I did
All my life I had been hearing tales about him
He was the golden boy that my parents always fucking talk about, they’d sit their asses down and compare him to me
How he was better
He was the golden boy the school love
His team loves
The teacher loves
The golden boy my parents could trade me for him within a blink of an eye
The entire fucking country knows him, and his future was just so fucking bright
He had everything he ever wanted
He was perfect.
Him him him!
But then he made the biggest mistake of them all, by actually falling for a person like me
He didn’t tell me that. He might never, but I knew
His eyes did everytime it met mine
He wanted to get fucked
And I had so much control
He was in my house with two agenda, one you already probably figure it out, while the other was to make sure I join his team
But I wanted to make him suffer with both
Thank heavens the teacher paired me up with me
Thank heavens his fucking teammate jusy had to get injured
Everuthing was really working out for me
But then I blew it
My aim was to make him crazy, make him desire me all he want, and I won’t give him, but when I saw that fearful look on his face, i felt like a god
All his emotions were depended on me
He for once might have never even stop thinking about him
I was all in his fucking little head, I was seen by someone for the first time
And it made me lose it
I crashed my lips on his, and kissed him hard
And then it escalated, but it was no big deal, even if i fucked him, it still doesn’t stop me from ruining him, for making sure he doesn’t get this one thing he wanted
I wanted to make him know he wasn’t perfectly perfect
So this wasn’t a bad idea
Fucking hom would only make him want me more, not a key to my heart, my heart died since I started to be compared to, and died again Ehen my parents had that accident
I hated them, but they still left me, left me without apologizing for the fuck they did to me
“What the fuck”
His voice brought me back to life when he dared to push me, as if his dick wasn’t begging for me to fuck it
He was just a little rotten pretender!
“Don’t you like it, yes?”
I lifted an eyebrow up, and he gave me one of those his legendary shocker angry expressions
Lucky me
“I dont!”
He yelled at me, and wiped his lips
But his eyes lied again
I looked away to try to prevent myself from laughing, then looked back at him
“Then what do you suggest, we do boring school work?”
I questioned and it caught him off guard, but he didn’t wanted me to see it
Did he really think, I would persuade about fucking him, so that it can look like he had nothing to do with him
Stupid boy
“Yes, and I hope I could talk to you more about joining the team”
His voice was low and he sounded like a good boy, but then I scoffed, he snapped
“The match is in two days”
My eyes went back to him, to his desperate little face
He looked so pathetic, so weak, and I wished I could snap this and keep this memory forever
How I got the poor little golden boy reckless and desperate that when I looked longer,
I saw it and couldn’t miss it.His eyes felt like he could do anything
Anything I wanted!
HUNTER
“Please”
In the end, I resulted to begging, but that asshole wasn’t satisfied, nor did his eyes stop doing something to my heart, and that fact killed me slowly… gently, but at the same time rapidly
I couldn’t breathe
“I’d think about it”
He said and broke the eye contact, but I couldn’t trust his words
“I don’t have all the time Leo”
For the first time I said his name
I had learnt what his name was when the teacher matched us, and somehow I liked the way it felt on my mouth, I could term it as anything, but what about how I craved for that one eye contact again
What about it? What would be the justification?
My heart knew the truth, and I hated the fact
“You are not even grateful I changed my usual no, and said “think” this time”
He crashed on his bed, and shook his head at me
“That is not a guarantee”
I snorted
“So what do you fucking want”
He sounded pissed, but i didn’t want to act like I cared, or overthink either
“For you to just join the freaking team”
“You’d do anything?”
His words were so fast, that it got me off guard, that I fucked up…big time
“Not sure…. It depends”
I said before I could think
I said before I couod take my words back
My words were like a open sentence, that was inviting a lot of things and he would be a fool if he didn’t get that one point
“Get down”
He instructed
“What?”
My eyes widened
HUNTER Someone touched me, and I honestly thought it was Jeremy, but when I finally turned, everything shattered again, because it wasn’t youIt was him.Leo.Standing there, I didn’t want to belive it was real, he was real, until he touched me again, and then i flinched “What are you doing here?”The words come out fast.“Did you follow me? How did you even—why are you here? What is your problem? Can’t you just…This.. that..I couldn’t even give an account of what exactly I was saying, cause I was crying, stuttering, because I was tired, because he was here, here of all places, next to the man I caused his death because of me, the same fucking me? I can’t, I just couldn’t My legs shook and I was staggering, but he got up to me before I could fall and maybe hit my head on the edge and just dieJeremy would want that right Je… My visioned blurred and I was burning up badly “Hey.”“It’s okay.”He hugged me tighter, and for a second it didnt feel like I was dyingI was…actuallyB
Hunter You know, there is something about clock, and the time, it never stopsTick… tock… tick… It keeps on moving, over and over again No rest, no peace, just like me You see, no one has ever said how exhausting that is, until they end up in that situation, until they become a Hunter, who was nothing more than a living dead, and when I chose not to think anymore, as if that would solve it, I just… sit.That’s all I’ve been doing lately.Sitting, then thinking, then not thinking.Then thinking again until it hurts so badly I wish I could just rip my own head open and take everything out.Because maybe… just maybe if I empty it completely, that would give me the completely freedom i seek. Maybe there would be no Leo, no Jeremy, no guilt, no… me.Fuck! My phone rings, right when I feel this overthinking was finally going to make me go mad, or even better kill me The sound is loud, it feels to real, like it doesn’t belong in this quiet, suffocating space I’ve built for myself.I
SKYI laughed as he lifted me up to the bed effortlessly as if we both had not been crying some minutes ago, but it was all over now"Would you go easy on me?"I asked jokingly, and he silenced my lips with a kiss"We'd see"He said in between kisses and I dipped my hands into his hair as he kissed me harder that I felt he was going to use the kisses to suffocate me, then he stopped and started to take my clothes off me…hungrily "Let me help you"I smiled and reached for his belt, but he immediately…paused, and I looked at him scared if I had did something wrong, cause I didn't wanted to hurt him anymore, but that wasn't the case, he shook his head and told me that wasn't the case himself"I just...this just..."He smiled, as if trying to hold himself together, but I could see tears glimmering in his eyesOh my babyMy heart broke and I hugged him tight, and kissed his forehead"Maybe we shouldn't...""No...."His voice came out louder at first, he really wanted to let me know that w
SkyI don’t even remember how we got here.One second I was outside, barely breathing, my heart about to tear out of my chest…The nextMy back hits the wall, hard like I was used as an hammer to want to break itAce’s hand is still wrapped around my wrist.His chest rising and falling like he just ran a marathon.We’re in some quiet corner in the school Away from everything, his car, the bodyguard that looked like he was going to murder me if I touched his precious master, but that wasn’t the point, cause now, now he was in front of me, too close, way too close At first we are just… staring at each other.And I swear, I have never seen him like this before.His eyes aren’t just angry.They’re breaking, actually breaking into complete pieces, this guy, this tough guy that I always knew, that was always so mean and cold, that had ice built up was in the most vulnerable state he might be in his entire life, and i couldn’t help but to think it was because of me, of course it was becaus
ACEI shouldn’t look back.I know I shouldn’t, I fucking really shouldn’t, cause that was the whole point of leaving, you don’t look back, you don’t hesitate, you don’t give yourself a reason to stay, you don’t listen to the fucking thoughts in your head telling you, maybe this or that or this or… Oh fuck….That was the whole point, but when I hear it“Wait!”I broke all those rules on my head, cause there he was, my weakness.Running.Breathless.Messy.Stupid.Beautiful.Sky! Sky! Sky!!!!And for a secondEverything else disappears.Even him leaving Leo behind, even that, he… he left him for me, but everuthing is all short lived cause the bodyguard spoke behind me, stating his orders, to remind me of what I had to do“Sir, it’s time…”“Wait.”My voice comes out sharper than I expected, I didn’t even wanted to talk, I was not suppose to, but my damn eyes, I didn’t even look at him when he said that, my eyes were still on sky, breathing like a pig… but.. he was my p… no… oh God He s
LeoJeremy.That name hits me like a shock, why won’t it? I never knew, I never thought that far either, it’s not like it makes any difference now if I know or not, but Hunter… married Jeremy?My chest tightenedI didn’t know, I didn’t know it was him, but like I said, what would that do to either of us?I don’t know the details of his words or what he meant by he caused Jeremy death, I know he can’t physically cause it or anything, since he is not that type of guy, so to me, it wasn’t that logicalDestroying himself over something that isn’t entirely his fault, and I realized something, that blaming himself won’t bring Jeremy back, it won’t make anything better, it’s just killing him slowly, and I can’t watch that, not againI get I am the main root of all this, with my ego, so the person carrying the burden should be me, snd me alone, but I just couldn’t lose him again ti some madness, not after losing him once Love isn’t about letting go, I don’t know who is the fucker that invent
HUNTER Oh lord I was always so tired Tired of the life I was living and now a grown ass man knelt in front of me, begging me to be his His words taking me in all at once and breaking me into complete pieces “Please be with me… “Then he chose to add that one last part that became the final blow
HUNTERI spent the rest of the time working on myself Weeks flew by, yes I did keep contact with Jeremy and all, and yes we still hang out, but anytime he comes with the discussion about dating, I mean terming ourselves as something I always turn whiteI don’t know how else to react, I mean…that w
HUNTER The light as first blinded my eyes cause I felt I had been unconscious for a million years I wished I never did wake upBut at the same time I was glad I did, cause of my parents and my dreamAt least even though my life was shit, I still had my dream, right? Right?Tears gathered round my
HUNTER “You fine”He said as he placed his big hard dick into my assholeI closed my eyes and winced in pain, then he started to ride me, but it was still not the same, nothing was, after him, the man who ruined my life into pieces I had quit hockey and all thatI couldn’t even train for the Olym







