ログインIt was a quarter past one when my Uber driver dropped me off at Felix' house. I knew he was going to be fucking pissed, but I didn't care. I just needed to be with him.Two weeks of no contact was too long.David was right. I was driving myself insane with anxiety and fear of not succeeding. Being away from Felix was only making me feel more isolated, insecure, and in a perpetual spiral of anxiety.I was so emotional I wasn't thinking straight. I rang his doorbell, completely ignoring the fact that I probably gave him a heart attack with the sudden noise."Blair? What..? Why are you here?" He said through the door intercom. He sounded so sleepy."Open the door, let me in." I said hurriedly, my voice shaking.The door buzzed open and I sprinted to the elevator, trying to fit in my giant painting folder bag. When I arrived at his floor and the elevator doors opened, Felix was already standing by his door.I rushed to him, wrapping my arms around his torso and squeezing him tightly.Fuck
The first thing I noticed was the soft orange glow coming from inside the room. On further inspection, I noticed four lit candles, two on each bedside table, creating an inviting atmosphere. No other lights were on in the room, and I knew Felix wouldn't want me to turn them on.That was when the scent of the candles hit me, and I literally gasped.Lilac scented candles.The whole room was engulfed in this soft aroma, blanketing it with safety and reassurance. The candles served two purposes: number one, to make the atmosphere inviting, romantic, sensual, dark but still with a little light, and number two, to remind me at all times that I was safe.The calmness that rushed over me from the lit candles soon dissipated when I saw what Felix actually wanted me to see.There, resting on the bed neatly, equally spread apart, were four of Felix's ties he wore for work.He wanted me to tie them to myself, I was sure.I drew in a shaky breath. He was going to tie me to his bed just like I tied
Felix massaged my body under the warm shower water, the sweet scent of the body wash mixing into the foggy air. He told me not to move a muscle, that he'd do everything. I closed my eyes and let myself melt in his soft hands.He had physically and emotionally completely exhausted me. I could barely get a word out of me, both from feeling so spent and stunned by what he had done to me. I wasn't crying anymore since the adrenaline of the act had subsided, but man was I struggling nonetheless.It was as if he put me into a trance, and the way he was treating me now was deliciously intoxicating. In a way, Felix taking care of my physical body and emotional state enthralled me in equal measure."You did so good Blair, so so good." He kissed my neck tenderly as the water cascaded down our bodies. "I'm so proud of my boy. You deserve everything today.Whatever you want, it's yours. Just ask."I hummed, my right hand slowly gliding up his wet chest and following the curve of his neck. He was
"Yeah, we've been here for a while. It's past noon. Let's take a break." He said. He closed his computer and set it aside on his bedside table. He turned his body ever so slightly and snaked his left arm under me, squeezing me gently.As we laid there in silence, I started running my fingers over Felix's arms, feeling the veins and muscles under his skin. I also touched his chest over his t-shirt, feeling the strong muscles. He let me explore his body without questioning it. Soon enough, I could feel the wetness between my legs.Feeling bold, I asked: "Felix? Can I try something?"He looked at me quizzically. Slowly, I climbed onto his lap, Felix adjusting so his back was completely against the headboard."What do you think you're doing, Mister?" He asked playfully. His voice wasn't demanding or harsh like before.I started grinding on him, wanting to make him hard under me. He moaned into my ear when our centres came into contact. I moaned too, softly."Blair, what do you want?" Feli
"Then what are you doing?""You'll see."After a few minutes of scribbling, he finally turned around. He was grinning, which meant he had something up his sleeve."This is a coupon." He stated, handing me the paper. "It will allow me to claim last night's unused reward on a future occasion. See here, it doesn't have an expiration date."I inspected the flimsy document. In big letters it said "ONE NIGHT OF UNLIMITED ORGASMS, AS MANY AS THE BODY WILL ALLOW".I had to put my coffee down or else I'd spill it from laughing so hard."Don't laugh! You thought I'd forget about my reward?No Sir!" He said seriously. "Now, sign it to validate it."He handed me the pen while I was still laughing. I calmed down to catch my breath and noticed he was chuckling too.It were moments like these that made me wonder where my luck was coming from. I never thought I'd be the type of person to enjoy domestic pleasures, waking up to a warm cup of coffee in bed, cuddling under the sheets, sharing half-asleep
I spent the days leading up to the second semester at Felix's apartment. We only had a three day weekend to catch up on the lost time, but those 72 hours were more than enough.What made this time so special was the fact that no one knew I had already arrived in the city. I didn't have to text my flat mates to tell them I wasn't sleeping at home, I didn't have Maddox text me to meet up for lunch, I didn't have David wanting to go out at night. The only person who knew I was there was Felix and so he had all my undivided attention.There was a certain erotism to it all. The secrecy, the exclusivity, the feeling of being in a world of our own. Those three days were a complete fantasy where we didn't have to constantly come up with lies and pretend our relationship was strictly professional. For the first time, I allowed myself to stop thinking that our relationship was wrong in all the ways society deemed it was.Neither of us mentioned work once. I was sure Felix had worked prior to me
Hudson’s eyes flicked to mine, sharp and questioning, but he stayed silent, thumb still lazily tracing circles over my hip like he was trying to keep me grounded.I swallowed hard, the taste of him still thick on my tongue, and forced my voice steadier this time.“Yeah, sorry—got held up. One of th
The next couple of days were weird. You're probably thinking that Hudson has been doing more crazy things to me, but that's not it. He's barely even acknowledged that I existed. Yes I went for the practice and met in locker rooms, talked about the game but even then, it wasn't a stimulating convers
"By the way, I am going to start studying with you", Her next words made me to freeze.“What? Why are you shocked?” she asked, innocently, blinking but I still stared at her like she’d just confessed to a crime. “You’re… going to study with me?”“Yes,” she said brightly, swinging her legs off the
I had always been cursed with killer hangovers. The first time I had gotten drunk, which was my freshman year of high school, I had really overdone it. Without ever having a drink before, I drank way too much too quickly and ended up blackout drunk within an hour. The hangover I suffered the next d







