When we finished breakfast we left the dishes in the sink, we would wash them later. We went up to the bedroom, Colton grabbed me by the waist and kissed me on the neck.-Colton... -I smiled like a fool because I knew what he was coming to. Colton's hand traveled down to my belly and then moved into my shorts, reaching my intimate area.-What's the matter, don't you want to? -He rolled me over so I could see him, cornering me on the bed and getting on top of me.-You know I do," I nodded, kissing him on the lips. If we went on like this we'd be late for class, and the walk was more or less a long one.-Do you know what I'm in the mood for? -he asked me close to my ear.-What? -I wrapped my legs around his waist.-Of doing you in the shower," he whispered, a whisper that sent a shock of electricity through my body. Desire, that's what I felt.-Why don't we do it then? -I tugged a little on his hair, I felt myself panting. I needed to feel Colton now.-Let's go," he pulled away from me
The rest of the day in high school I had a good time, the bad thing was that Angelique always gave me reproachful looks and that kind of thing. I would have liked her to also understand that she couldn't do anything else against me and Colton. But I knew her and she was very proud. I'd see Trent too, he was always lonely sitting by the benches on campus, he'd look pensive looking up at the sky.-I can't wait to get home," Colton said, hugging me from behind. He kissed my neck slowly sending shivers throughout my body.-Colton, relax," I smiled, "We can be seen.-How about we skip the last class? -He proposed, "I plan to do a few little things to you.-Oh yeah? Like what?-It's better to do them, don't you think?Colton took my hand and intertwined it with mine, standing in front of me.-I think so, but we have biology and you're doing very poorly in that class, Colton, I care if your grades are good," I looked at him. He just scratched the back of his head in a nonchalant tone. It see
-Monique, please open the door," Colton insisted. I was sitting on the floor near the door in a ball. It had been maybe two hours since I had come to lock myself in here. I could no longer hear things breaking on the floor, which I was grateful for. I didn't even answer him. I felt it wasn't worth it. I felt like I didn't know Colton Dashner. -Don't do something you might regret later.I took a deep breath a little indignant. I was feeling very sleepy already, I wanted to rest because my mind kept thinking and thinking the whole time. At that, Colton's cell phone rings for a moment, I become alert immediately.-Hello," he answered gruffly, then lowered his voice even more, "I can't right now. The other weekend would be better. -Maybe Colton thought I wasn't listening but I could. My senses were always heightened. -Damn it. I think it'll work for me. I'll be there in an hour. -He hung up. -Well, Monique, I hope you enjoy the disappointment.I heard footsteps walking away. I'm so sorry,
-Take cover! -Colton rushed towards me, shielding himself. There was a lot of commotion, there was shouting. There was a moment when the rafts stopped.-Colton! -I heard someone's voice. I knew that voice. "Until I finally get my revenge on you! -It was Darren. I looked over Colton's shoulder as Darren climbed into the ring. He was the one with the gun. And now something dawned on me: he was the one who killed Andy, he was the one who said things about Colton to La Cobra. The question was why.Colton and I stood up, but always Colton in front of me, protecting me. In all the chaos and commotion I had forgotten about Trent. I didn't know if he was hurt or if he was gone. I searched for him with my eyes in the darkness of the place, there was only a white light above the ring now. I looked at a silhouette at the bar, I knew him. Trent motioned for me to shut up.-What the fuck are you doing, Darren? -Colton shouted at him.-Getting even with you," Darren replied, looking disoriented. Ma
The next morning Colton and I got up super early to watch the sunrise, the sun wasn't up yet but we left the house and headed to the beach. The sand under my feet felt freezing cold, I was wearing a beach dress and he was wearing knee length shorts and no shirt.-I love you," he says, holding my hand, "I want this day to be special for both of us," he takes me by the waist and kisses me on the lips. It was a warm and tender kiss. Yesterday was over, I honestly didn't want to keep stressing about those things. I trusted Colton.-I love you, Colton," I wrapped my arms around his neck, "I'm telling you this in all sincerity.-Yesterday I didn't get to tell you what I had planned to tell you," we both sat on the sand, starting to watch the sunlight slowly rise.-What was it? -I looked at him.-Well," he took my hand, "I know this place is beautiful because of the sea and the sand, but I wanted to know if you would be willing to move to another city with me," he proposed.I looked at him s
I have always said: things happen for a reason. And since it seems that life doesn't want to see me with anyone, that's why I don't have a boyfriend. It's not that I don't have any suitors, but that none of those who are after me, I like them.I don't know if it's me or what, but there is no one who makes me feel butterflies in my stomach or makes me nervous just by his presence. Maybe God has something really good in store for me. That's why I haven't found that person yet. I want to talk to you. He says in a deep voice.Keneth Williams: sporty, handsome, good body. Any girl would be willing to go out with him.And what could we possibly talk about? I fold my arms. He has nice eyes.He shrugs his shoulders. Anyone would think he's nervous.一I don't know, a-anything一. He stammers.I'd love to go out with him. But I know myself. If I liked him I'd be shaking and stuttering, feeling those butterflies in my stomach. I realize I don't feel anything.一Maybe another day, okay?一. I smiled
There are days when I wish I didn't get out of bed at all. Today is one of those days. It's Sunday. You're supposed to rest on Sundays, but no, I have a little girl to take care of. But, that's even at night. As it's now ten o'clock in the morning, I have to go to the supermarket. My mother works every day, even on Sundays, well, only on Wednesdays she rests.I took a shopping cart and started to walk through the white aisles. I almost skated because it was so slippery. While shopping I like to listen to music, that's why I put my headphones on, start singing it down low:一I know how it inside my heart, forever will forever be, even if we tride to forget, love will remember.I filled the cart with: milk, cereal, apples, pringles, strawberries, cupcakes. A little bit of everything. Just as I was about to turn a corner, my cart collided with another one, causing some of the things it was carrying to fall over. I immediately rushed to pick them up.一Forgive me, I didn't see you一. I was a
I didn't think I would ever feel again what people in love feel: the nervousness, the butterflies in my stomach, even stuttering. I didn't plan it, it just happened. What I would have liked is to have met Antonio before Estefania, but, well, he and she are very much in love. And I'm just an inexperienced teenager who still sleeps with a teddy bear and is even afraid of the dark.Love is about accepting yourself for who you are, I mean, how are you going to love someone else if you don't even love yourself? Sometimes I don't think I'm ready to love yet, that's why I haven't fallen in love yet, time is giving me time to prepare myself, to prepare myself for when it's my time, for when that person comes, for when I don't have that shame, that embarrassment that I always have when it comes to a guy. I am not ready yet and, I am thankful that the right guy has not arrived because then I will not be ashamed of myself.About three minutes ago Antonio and Estefania came out. They don't even m